Today was yet another typical day in schl. had duty early in the morning. I told fangyu: Last person to reach is going t get their butts smacked and will be a pig. Then in the end, i was the one late. Hehs. I was really really blur. Fangyu point here, i was like ahhh? but i just said, orh. But soon i got the hang of it.. It was quite easy. Then that fangyu keep singing Nobody - Wonder girls. Luckily it didn't rain, or else, fangyu's fault ah! ^^v Talktalk here, talktalk there, crapcrap here, crapcrap there. LOL! Funny lah!

There's alot of retarded things that happened in band today.. -_-! Haix. And yes, i'm feeling emotionally disturbed again. Fuck emo manz. _l_

Suck on, me.

Hey you people out there! *screams*
Firstly, before i forget something, thankyou K.Yunjie for lending us your thumbdrive and helping me colour the GBAB. Thanks babe, love you loads. Please, don't upskirt me. )': Or imma shout molest. I'm sure you're grinning already. Bhb, i'm forced t say thankyou okay. I'm so not sincere, oh well. ^^v.

I'm going to talk about yesterday. The only thing i remembered about was after schl, after we had our Math level test. Like zomg, the teacher is just so _l_-ing. As i was like very bored and had nothing to do, i took out my reed from my case and suck to soften the tip, since i'm going for band soon. Might as well soften it now. And i knew he was staring at me but i just ignored. Then he came to me and asked me stuffs. -.- Irritating. Here's the conversation.

Him: What's that in your mouth?
Me: It's a reed. -.-
Him: Can you just do nothing?
Me: I want to suck so that it softens and it'll be easier to play later.
Him: -.-
Me: _l_ _l_ _l_

What's his problem? And i still remember during peer tutoring, how he told us granfather stories saying stuffs like, you're tired, but i'm also tired - bullshit. And then while i was doing my worksheet, i saw him sleeping. And i purposely asked him: Cher, just now you sleep ah? :D And he completely act as if he heard nothing. Well, well, well. Guilty conscience? -__-" And please, he complained that we treated him like a maid just because he volunteered to pass around the stapler for us to staple the graph paper to our Qs paper. And coincidentally, alot of us don't either don't have a stapler/the bullet. So insincere! And even before the test, he made Minru and Shanle stand just because they were late, when they actually weren't. It's just that he was early. -.- And the bell haven't yet rang to indicate that it was already 2.30 PM. Attitude problem. And, he made me stand up just because i whisper t SY something after the test. He was like..

Him: the girl with the wood in her mouth, stand.
Me: Puts reed on the table. Stand up. Take reed, suck it in his face.

-_-! Plain stupid. Gosh, well, atleast band was okay. Mr.Neo tought us Anchors Aweigh and i realised that the song was cool. Omgomgomg. Just that it's like repeated so it's like very boring -___-" After practicing, we need to go up to the music room and practice on falling in. And i wanted to pee so badly but KJ just wouldn't let me because he did the banging-of-legs part wrongly. -_- And me and Eileen were like holding our bladders.

Then today, was actually quite typical. Just that i find some random bitch so god damn effing. She slapped Zonghan just because he didn't allow her t have his snack? Gosh. She's trying to imply that since she could slap others for such a small thing, i could slap her for her flirting, retarded short skirt, fake screaming, unprofessional acting, stupid side bangs, retarded smile, stupid zilian photos./Added: act high. Wow, alot yeah? So she deserve to be slapped by me and a few others. Slap zonghan over small matters? Petty. Glad that you have to go to the blueroom and still can act high. -.- Oh ya!!! Act high! I should add that to my list.
hate you to the core manz. Suey siol, same group as you for project, luckily it's over. Sayuri, it's time you be yourself and not act anymore. Seriously, get a life.

Gah, mense cramp(s) just suck.Leg pain, stomach pain, heart pain(moodswings). Oh whatthehell. -__-!!!
Gotta run, byebye.
Sorry boonheng, wasn't hyper w you yesterday. )':

Hohoho.
Hihi!! Today was a relatively good day! Yay! ^^v. Schl was fine, as per normal. Was suppose to meet verlynn in the same LRT but in the end, didn't managed to wave at her as there's like alot of Zhenghuarians. Ohmoigawddd. Saw felicia and jessica so went to schl w them! :) I love graph during Math. That's because i know how to do it, and it looks so chim when it isn't. Hohoho. Chim things that aren't actually chim are fun. And i became totally random today, like wtf? Recess time, went to disturb E2, then they bullied me -.- After schl, stay back until 3. Got bullied by E2 boyboy(s). Shit them all. Though it was fun bullying them. That stupid tobias go pinch my cheek until redred _l_(!!!) And then one of them go pull my right ear, another one pulled my left ear. Abuse!!!!!!!!!!! )': Nevermind, i shall get my revenge tomorrow. Might be meeting Mavis to talk things out tomorrow. Gosh, i hope both E3 & E5 can stop holding grudges against each other and just forgive and forget. Like, i have E5 friends too you know!!! -_-!

Hope presentation for MT tomorrow goes well. ^^v
Stupid brother off the wireless connector while i was posting. He's so dumb. -_-!!!!!

Negative x Positive = negative.
Mixed Emotions.
Now i'm left to forget everything.

Today has been rather an upsetting day for me. Yes, me. -_-" Alot of things happened between school time, which sucked. -.- Seriously. I was so god damn pissed that i couldn't believe i actually shouted at that god damn cheap ass to stop flirting, i was pissed. Really pissed. Sorry to vent anger on you, god damn cheap ass.

Things turned out so differently, like:
-Miss.Ong leaving the classroom.
-Shihuai calling me cb and asking me to shut up when he broke Darren's yo-yo. _l_
-Eileen didn't come )':

Alot more, though, i don't wish to say it out. Didn't know it was so easy to see how upset i was. Because during recess, Szehui came to my class and saw me and she immediately saw that i was emo-ing. Fish, shouldn't have made it so obvious. -_-! Yes, i was rather, upset. Told a few people stuffs, and they all went: O.M.G. Typical.

Went home alone, walked in the rain ... Serious. It was surprisingly comforting. Passed Eileen homeworks, told her what happened. Then walked back home. Took about 1-2 minutes to fix my god damn umbrella when it turned inside out. Haix. It has been a very stupid day. Although, i loved my hairstyle today ^^v. And hanging w Minru the chikopek is god damn funny and hilarious. Thankyou! :)

haix. Don't wish to talk to anyone though i'm actually talking to Muhaimin and he's trying to comfort me. Thanks alot dude. Stay gayish forever.

And i'm sure it's a very good day for both Verlynn and boonheng. Yeah ^^v. Love you both alot, hope to see you guys real soon. 

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Hello human beings!
Ytd night, chatted w Tanboonheng. He suddenly talk until so horny. This is extreme man! Spastic to the max. Then someone confess some stuff. Then laugh here laugh there. Hohoho, yesterday night was very fun! Sadly, i have to go off, @ 1.30 in the morning. Hohohoho! Am feeling so bored right now, but will be super happy & hyper later as i'll be meeting verlynn. Man, i missed her to the core! YAY! She's online. Oh, and congrats to boon for getting back his phone from his daddy! ^^v.

He said he has a surprise for me, then asked me to check my phone. There's this message from him, and he says hello! LOL. I was jumping for joy okay! Glad that you've got back your phone. Now can sms you this siaokuku alr! Happy.

As i walked along a lonely path, i realised that i'm such a big fat liar. Who lied just to make people happy, to avoid conflicts. I wished that i could atleast just braved myself and just confess, everything. My feelings and all. I wish i could share something with people here, but i always fear conflicts, fights, the feeling just suck. Being in the middle, being confuse. I'm just so sick of acting, lying, putting up with all this bullshit. Hope to get over this feeling. I want to cheerup. As soon as possible.

Here are the pictures!!!! :)






















I like the bigbig heartshape manz. Hohoho, one of the things i found during Band Spring cleaning yesterday. The photo(s) for band fiesta will be uploaded soon. Prolly, around next week.

I feel so stressed out about the GBAB. Sabrina hasn't even Emailed me the story yet. Which means I only have one more day to finish up everything. -.- Oh well. I need to go now, cook lunch. Hohoho, weeteck says i'm a pornstar when he's having a gay party at Boonheng's house. So ironic man! *slaps head*

Hopes yashi cheerup.

Hey there!!! I've got loads of pictures to upload, but blogger is like totally cocked up okay. _l_

Back from band. Am currently having a H2H talk w eileen, hope everything turns out fine ^^v. Just came back from Spring Cleaning the Music room: band. It was surprisingly fun! Helped out the librarian tgt w Szefan. Hohoho, had fun watching YJ complaining, and laughing at him!!!!! ^^ And huishan sounds like Dorene? I feel. LOL!!!! Hahaha, that's random.

And i did random things to bully people. And Jonathan was overreacting just because a girl he likes called him a sex-maniac/stalker! LOL! Lame lah -__-" He looks so stressed! Hohoho, but overall, had fun :)

Fel & Jes accompanied me to buy stuffs at popular for project!!! Thanks babes.

Am not replying tags, am not relinkling people, for now. (don't worry lovely(s))

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Omg, i'm currenlty using www.draft.blogger.com & it works wonders ^^v. Though i'm like so not going to upload picture. It'll take an hour, duh. Had h2h talk w eileen, worked things out. Felicia told me how she felt too, Sorry babe :) I realise i've got great friends, but i wonder if these great friends have shown me their true colours or not.  )':

Insecure :\

Hihi people ^^v.
I'm so god damn tired even after sleeping for about an hour/so just now. Just finished doing my PE flag thing for over an hour. _l_ Waste my time. )': In the end i got my favourite PJ's dirty w paint. Luckily my younger sister was there to help.

I'm seriously so tired.
GG is so cute. Omgomgomg. GG is so cute. Omgomgomg, but he's not online. )': GG is god damn cute, omgomgomg. Right verlynn? :) *chuckles*

P/s: I'm not used t typing in this computer d keyboard. Long time no use this keyboard liao, vehli weird when using now. Alot of typos -.-" (or isit my finger too fat?) Hehs.

Today was just a typical day in school yeah. Except that we had a last minute project given by our english teachers. _l_ It's like super last minute okay, like ftw manz. And anyway, we decided t go greenridge to pack meals to eat at siewhui's house. Had loads of fun there while doing. Didn't really do much as we didn't have the mood. Gosh, i wish parents would allow me t have a sleepover! Because seriously, i wanna have a sleepover w beloveds, hahahaha. What about boonheng? Omg! Nevermind, boonheng, you sleep in the middle of all the other girls ^^v.

After that, played Sh's comp for awhile, sit at the massaging machine(shuang) etc. and then went home ^^v, w Eileen. Bought my bubble tea, took a picture w Eileen at a small hill, ROFL. Hahahas. ^^v. Gossiped about that holding-breathe girl and laugh our ass off!!!! Walked home afterwards.

Just finished doing my art homework, and i seriously did it in a ridiculous way! Hahaha ^^v. Am feeling uber tired right now. )': Am so booked. But i'm going to plan well for the next few days.

Thursday: Paint out flag for PE lesson -.-
Friday: Draw out the gigantic book about giants(GBAB), do homework, play computer at night ^^
Saturday: Finish up homework & GBAB @ Gran's.
Sunday: Meet ver who's going to help me colour the GBAB. Loveyoubabe.

Saw some rather interesting comments. Gosh, i'm kinda biased you know, i should reply my 'goodfriend's' tag first bah, since i'm, you know, so kindhearted ^^v. Wahbiang, i saw boon & Zawati's tag, touched man! hahahaz, thanks guys. Especially you TBH, hahaha, so honoured. loveyouboth alotalot. :)

nobody: Hahaha, cool name. Reminds me of the song nobody - wondergirls ley! OMG. ^^ Hahs, and i didn't say i don't look like one, pigs are so cute! And if you ever see a flying pig, tell me, it means boonheng like me! Hahahahaha!!! Fly piggy, fly! :) But boon will forever like me one lah, i'm so kind what, what you expect! ^^ Especially after whatever he say to you. Haix, don't so humji ley. Must write out your name so i could give more attention t you baby! :>

& he's not online.
i miss you day by day.
i wish to see you manz.
I wish to just stare at you.
I want to have that feeling of nervousness everytime i meet you.
I love you ^^v.
Not.
The opposite.
The opposite.
The opposite.
:D (random)

& i mean it.

Went to schl as per normal. Felicia came into classroom and started hugging me, bent down to tie her shoelace, and started crying. Cheerup!!! :) The only thing i could remember was during Dnt when me, gio and conor were talking about serious horny/disgusting/ridiculous stuffs throughout the lesson. Hahaha, it was quite fun uh. I mean, they're really funny ^^.

Waited for Eileen and Jessica while they had higher mt until three. We talked alot, seriously ^^. Once they came, went off. Eileen went off soon after, -__- Never tell me. Felicia treated me to beloved Caramel Frappe, and then went up to aries to buy hair clips and rubber bands. We three bought the same hotpink ones. Will be wearing them tomorrow while meeting them, hahaha ^^v. Saw Verlynn and Laura just now, hahaha. Verlynn was acting so gay man, like seriously!!! Disgusting gaygay^^v.

Reached home, and mum told me something that seriously, totally, completely pisses me off. Brother has a crush on a girl who is currently schooling in RGS. She actually said i looked like an Ahlian. And so, my brother asked: Where did you see her? She replied: Limbang, streets.

Streets? I've never gone even further than bukit panjang plaza w friends -_-! And since when is wearing a super baggy shirt with 3/4 pants to limbang considered ahlian? In my most humble opinion, what right have you got to judge me when you don't even know me. Trying to tell my brother, will that change the way i dress? Hmmm, lemme think. No. If you think that i dress like an ahlian, then it's not worth my concern woman, because, this is me. if you've got a problem with that, tell me. And i won't change the way i dress just to please you. You're very lucky i didn't call you a bitch here. And guess what, i think the only time i saw you was in the bus!!!! I was wearing Zss uniform if i'm not wrong. Tying my hair high, gosh. So what. -_-, if my brother were to marry you one day, i'll point to you the middle finger in your face if i have a chance to do so. ^^v Atleast i don't talk about you behind your back right? Anything, just say it in my face. No point telling my family members yeah, they can do nothing. Trying to drag me down with your bullshits, no use man.

And i received some interesting replies from Felicia & Verlynn when i told them what happened, LOL!

Felicia: Lame la her.. Your dressing lian meh? Pls la.. Wat era is this? She expect everyone to dress like olden era kind ah?! So damn conservative == Tell her go look in the mirror. So Damn 'wrapped up' like dumplings.

Verlynn: Wtf! Fuck her lah. Omg. T.T Next time you tell her, er, is it any of your concern anyway? I think you should just mind your own business yea? No use bringing me down cause i don't give a damn. Responding to you now cause i think you're like pathetic? Rofl.

haha, i'm like laughing already. Haix, wtv. And then my brother actually sides w her. Gosh, serious case of being biased. hahs. Imagine me dressing high-classly when there's only a class outing at a playground. Do you even know how to dress? What's wrong w wearing tights you bloodyidiot? Saw me at limbang? I've never worn tights there -.- Hope you fall while fencing.

Hihi! Mum allowed me to blog everyday for fifteen minutes, hence I'm able to tell you, my dearest readers, the happenings everyday. Why mum allowed all of a sudden? Because i gave her reasons like blogging help me improve my English, it's like an online diary, I've been using proper english most of the time. See, these are not crappy reasons you know!!! ^^ but not going to reply tags/upload pictures, no time uh.

And what the hell is wrong with blogger.com!!! Making the post box much more smaller than usual. Cocked up! -.-" God damn pissed me. I should switch to livejournal or something, but i won't and i shan't. I've been blogging for the past 2 years already using blogger.com, what do ya expect. Hmm, so let's start from what happened today, wrote it all down in my diary that siewsiewhuihui's going to read tomorrow, omg.

Today:
- I forgot to bring my pencil box. )': All my pink/nice-to-use pens are inside it! I left it in my religious class bag!!!!! Shit. Oh well, now it's in my schl bag, safe and sound ^^.

-People pangseh-ed me again. Haix, i should start getting use to it if i still want to be her friend, which i do.

-Realised that alot of people in 1E3 flirts, which is very disgusting -.-! God, me and SY were like discussing about them, from the way they act, to the way they shout, to the way they talk, it's just plain grotesque/disgusting. The sight of all these makes my eye rot, please stop flirting!!!!

-Found out stuffs from siewsiew. Aiya, siewhui, she can go suck ballz uh, talk about me day and night. -.-" Anyway, i lurb you siewsiew!!!

-Failed my Science test by 1 mark. Shit _l_ I must start bucking up, well, atleast it's just by 1 mark, rather than 2-3 marks, heng ah!!!! I must jiayou!

-I'm very lazy t do my homework today, and i didn't. So i'll be chiong-ing in school tmr, typical Zhenghuarian mah! :D

- I find these phrases interesting, and i'll be putting it in my blog soon:
Life is an ugly, awful place not to have a bestfriend & A truefriend is a promise you keep forever. Awww, so sweet. Dedicated to you-know-who(s). Especially Verlynn, Boonheng & Rafidah ^^v.

That's all for today yeah, i miss verlynn like hell loads. Will be linking people on friday night, might be going to the library on Sunday w verlynn, might. Mum allowed me t go library on weekends, -.-" Okay, that's all.

Band fiesta!

Gosh, i'm feeling so tired after Band fiesta. Just came back home, look at the time people!!!! I'm feeling so tired right now, i could just lie on the bed and fall asleep manz! Seriously! Anyway, i won't be uploading loads of my photo today as Mum only gave me until 10.45PM to play which is equivalent to being oh-so-pathetic. Gosh!

And so today ...
Met eileen & Jessica at cck interchange yadeda, Eileen looks like a very chio skeleton. Her body shape damn sexy. But i think she shouldn't wear skinnies anymore. Because it really looks scary!!! But she's got a sexy body!!! (shows jealous face) Practiced awhile with Daryl. Went to Music room to rehearse. Did it badly! )': Went down to busbay, took random pics w eileen in the bus. We were waiting for the performance to start, it was god damn long. Keep making us suspend. When it's finally our turn, Eileen made me feel her heart beat. Very fast siol!!! Then we danced as usual, felt quite okay to be exact. Not that nervous. After our performance, watched the performances from the other schl(s). I like the performance of the school right after ours, very hyper!!!! :)

Had Mcdonald's for dinner. We seriously had to starve ourselves with it. I ate more than 6 nuggets - forced myself. Anyway the nuggets were nice lah, especially with the Curry sauce which eileen intend to bring it back home like one kiasu auntie but i told her that i wanna eat it together with the nuggets, hahahahaha ^^. After much random photo-taking sessions, we went home. By then, it was about 7.40++. Did loads of head counts, sat with felicia. Talked about ghost/friendship/relationship, all those typical girl talk stuffs. I really lurb her ^^.

Went up to music room and chiong to girls toilet, as me and felicia wanted to shishi, like seriously! Both our bladders were full! ^^ Heng i managed t get in the cubicle first!!! I ran like a leopard okay! Fall in, talktalktalk & then was released. lrt-ed t interchange, bought bubble tea with Felicia and bus-ed home. Currently talking t 2 monkeys, Verlynn & Boonheng.

Tags will be replied next week. One shot baby, be prepared. Oh and pictures will be uploaded next week too. Please be patient, lurbx lurbx ^^. Ohohoh! And not forgetting, i will finish linking people as soon as possible yeah! And then relink the please-relink-me-ones. :)

Anyway, had fun today. It was a relatively good day for me! YAY! I feel so happy.

Here are the pictures of today's outing & sometime last week in schl. I especially like the one where Yvonne's piggy-backing me. ^^ We both look so cute okay! :D I'll elaborate more later^^.



























I shall talk about band yesterday, which totally pisses me off. Like seriously!
We had to practice the dance moves again yesterday, and present it to Mr.Er, and he was unhappy, and asked us to practice again. And showed him again, and practiced again and he said we could leave once I say okay. And seriously, i don't find it okay. Especially to someone whom i shall name '-'. She totally gave me attitude. She didn't put in effort, she just did for the sake of doing it, and then forget everything. She's blur, very blur. I understand, which was why i gave more of my attention to her, asking her if she could get it or not. In the end, she complained that she was tired, kept stepping her own leg to tell me that her left was tired. Her leg tired, my leg not tired, their leg not tired is it? Wth -.- And she kept Diao-ing me and giving me attitude. I asked her:

me: So you know how to do already?
-: Don't know, maybe. Maybe not. Idk.
me: _l_

I'm so god damn pissed. She totally gave me attitude. *Smacks her in the face* I'm so not looking forward to seeing her tomorrow. Tmd!

As for today, i had an enjoyable time. You could see from the pictures above. I miss Anqi sososo much, it's been a very long time since i actually hypered with her. Gosh! Lurb euux :) Met Verlynn, Heidi & Eugene at lotone and then bought Bubble tea, Peach ice-blended(the usual), and walked all the way to Concord. Saw Darren on the way there, that unfriendly guy! LOL! But he belly muscular, but not as big as my Brother's. Hahs ^^. Saw bitch, totally gave her attitude and walked over to Verlynn! Ate 2 pizzas, took pictures, and walked to the playground near Anqi's house to challenge each other: Who higher, who higher! Ahahahah ^^v. It's what we always say.

Played Ice men and Whacko. Whacko was fun(!!!) That stupid Ziwei keep saying my name, and that Begonia keeps screaming until my Ear drums can burst, gosh! Then took loads of retarded pictures! :) Lurb them all!!! Went home with Joyce @ 2.30. Heard that someone disiao them while i was not w them. One threw frisbee at heidi, and another is threw stones at Anqi. Fuck. I'm going to find that Bastard, marcus, during national day when i visit them. I don't care. I'm so going to talk to him, and make him apologise. I'm serious! Throw stone at my friend, she animal isit? Throw frisbee at my friend, don't know how to aim isit? No ball. Show no respect to senior whatsoever, fuck him.

Am going to call Verlynn later. Byebye ^^
Band fiesta is tomorrow!!!!! :)