hey! It's the last day of 2010! The last friday of 2010! And it's gonna be the last time i'm posting in 2010. The last of the last of the last last last last.. k lame! So, it's time for new year resolutions!!!!!!!

• I wanna score atleast B for all my weak subjects and distinction for languages! :D
• I want a freaking Gold/Gold with Honors for SYF!
• I wanna do my best in everything that i do.
• Continue having strong friendship with all my girls! :)
• I wanna last very very long with someone. ;)

5 simple things. That's really what i want. And I hope i can achieve everything. ;) So since 2010's ending, it's time to thank everyone for supporting me in everything i do. I can't believe 2 years in secondary schl passed by so fast!!! I must thank my girls (Yunjie, Xinrui, Szehui, Shiying, Mindy, Siewhui, Eileen, Jessica, Syafiqah Rodrigues, Jocelyn Tang, Felicia Lee, Dorene) for being there for me all along, my Primary school bestfriends (Veralynn, Lirong, Heidi, Begonia, Eugene) for being awesome people!, my MT clique yo' (Zawati, Ain, Farihin, Mardiana, Asdira, Farhan, Rashydy, Rafie, Sabrina) for being so kecoh and fun to play around with during MT lessons!, my very fucked up but very good guy friend (lenz Angelo) for being there for me throughout everything (eventhough at times you can be sucha annoying douche), my fellow band mates (Clarinet section!, Norita, Felicia Lim, KuokJonn) for going through alot with me - let's achieve a damn Gold w. honors next year!, and lastly, i wanna thank Faizzul for all the things you've done for me. You've been great, and saying thank you isn't enough. ♥ ;)

Well, i'd also like to thank everyone for everything (if i missed out anyone, sorry)!!!!!!!!!!!!! \m/ So yeah, that's all! Heh, have a blasting new year! Try to spot the white ball that we wrote our wishes on! ;) All the best!

Pai pai!

xxo.

Oh p/s: I finished abought 70% of my English project fxckyeah! Okie that's all!

I trusted you, my fault.

Ok hi i'm back! I figure that i should blog as much as i can (& want to) because i won't be able to use my lappy once schl starts. :( (unless it's the weekends, that is) So anyway, went out with these lovely ladies together with my brother on Monday! Headed to Seoul garden at bugis and we literally stuffed ourselves with food! It was like paradise, i swear.

Then we walked around Bugis and headed to Iluma. Just walked and walked and walked! Had KOI as well, it was awesome!!!!!!!! Then headed to my place and we had a mini family gathering! I'm kinda lazy to type teehee, but it was fun i swear! If you want the full details (& all of my super unglamorous photos), you can check out Sya's LJ (livejournal, to be exact. She likes to call it LJ and i think it sounded so wrong :b) which is xeroxiff.livejournal.com !!!! :D

ok then blablabla ~ Had band today! I think it was kinda fun because i missed the boring part of the whole band practice! :P Lunch-ed with Norita & Nadhirah! We were basically just eating while discussing our opinions and views regarding someone (in short, we're gossiping but just to make it sound nicer) and well, i can assume that she's very cheap. :) Okie anyway, sectionals after that and then we had drillings! Drillings were surprisingly fun & hilarious! :P Hahahaha, and the pumpings were L to the OL. As in, i was laughing throughout pumping! Roflmao ~

But i did enjoyed myself! And i received yummy cookies from Jocelynnnnnnnn! It's really yummy and just nice, i was craving for famous amos! :P (God loves me, klame) Oh and i noticed a sex god in band!!!!! A short sex god. L O L. That kid's hot man seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( His eyes, his eyes, makes the stars look like they're not shining ~ (fake) Ok but i really think he's a sex god and i'm glad i can stare and admire him 3 times a week. Not. Okay, i'm really kidding -.- But he's still a sex god. :)

And Norita went to check out her dick name and hers was potato head - say whut?! - Mine's like free willy. It sounds like a stupid worm. I mean seriously, FREE WILLY? Idk why i think it sounded damn nerdz 8(

O'right!!!!!! You can find me on twitter, facebook, tumblr and MSN! LOL. I have a feeling no one's reading this. O: K lame, ta-ta!

HI FAIZZUL HI ZAWATI HI FARHAN! I KNOW YOU MISSED ME! OK BAI!

I'm so fucking bored, i'm actually planning to watch barbie! YES! THAT'S HOW BORED I AM! But actually barbie's okay, i missed the old barbie. x) Yes, i was once that girly. ;) Oh but i'm supposed to do my english project but i srsly couldn't be bothered. Ok, atleast i'm left with 9 bloody book reviews and 3 more bloody film reviews. :(

I've been hooked to watching movies on funshion. Pfshhhhht. No life, i know. Well, i've watched Angus, thongs and perfect snoggings - awesome shit. Easy A - awesome shit. What else??? Oh despicable me! - Agnes sho cute. (like moi. loljk) Okay, that's three movies that i can review on. :P AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT'S NC16 -.-

Ok bai, maybe i should watch sex drive O: It's.. not what you think. IT'S NOT A SEX MOVIE OK. OK BB.

More than words.

Hi! I've got a new obsession. O: YOOGEUN! HAHAHA, ok he's the baby i wanted to kill from hello baby! My obsession begin when i saw a yoogeun-look-alike during Sec1 registration today, which was tiring and apparently, i talk very loudly because everytime i get hyper or laugh or play around, teachers will "SHHHHH!" me or ask me to keep quiet. :( Cruel world.

I'm so obsessed with Yoogeun for being sho cute and adorable! x) And I hope i'm still a fac of 1T1!!!!! Because the class is, okay! :) I don't wanna go 1E4 because there's that irritating-girl-who-rolls-her-eyes-and-gave-me-attitude girl, and i don't wanna go 1N2 because there's that girl-who-lost-her-ahem. Ok let's hope i'll remain in 1T1! :D

And i had a 0.5 seconds hug from someone, :) heheheheheheheh, ok thankyou for the hug i appreciate it! LOL sayang you x infinity. :D

& i can't wait for schl to reopen! :)

Goodbye!

GHETTO ELECTRO!

Hi! I fucking hate tumblr for being under maintenance like aslkdjaslkdjaslkjdaslkasjlaskdjlkd! :(

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Oh it's ok already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was written 10 minutes ago. Oh anyway, went out with Jocelyn to Popular to buy my school books!!!!! I miss my short! Heehee! I used her popular card hehehehe x) Then we went to eat ~ And we couldn't find our dream wallet. It's okie, maybe next time! ;) Oh, she even gave me a X'mas present! It was so sweet of her! I already used it! Teehee! ^^

OHMAGAWD! SMELLY SAID I'M THE #1 GOSSIP PERSON HE'S EVER KNOWN. HAHAHAHAHAH YOU'RE THE #1 GAY I'VE EVER KNOWN. AND I'M UPDATING MY BLOG FOR YOU. BITCH. (random)

Oh and since i was bored, i started drawing! or doodling. :O Sya said doodling is for losers, we use "Drawing"! I'M STILL A CUTE KID, DOODLE DOODLE DOODLE ^^ Okie, lame i know. :( My drawing is made up of all the random things and i was actually spamming. Mostly inspirations from tumblr! :) I love tumblr. Hahahahaha, but i love an asshole more!

Okie that's all! BIGBANG IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (spams heart)

xxo.

Hi. Nothing to update. I'm more active at tumblr and twitter. ;) So, yknow where to find me now, right? :P Perhaps i'll update this rotting blog once i've got inspirations or once life gets more interesting. Hmmmm, for now. Don't miss me!

xxo.

I wish you're here, right by my side.

Oh hey! ;) What i did the whole day was tv, computer, eat, sleep, tv, computer! :P No life right?! I know! Ofcourse i did housework and stuff. IKR! I'm sucha naise girl x10000! *chuckles* Oh and the weirdest thing was, i ransacked my study table just to find my long-lost homeworks!!!!! Apparently one of them was overdued, so i can't be bothered. Atleast i already did one math! *pats my shoulder*

I'm left with English ~ & i'm using my holiday trip to malaysia to help me with it! I'm going to malaysia tmr! Yay! Shopping + food!!!!!!!!! @_@ LOL, good life! I'll be away till the 13th december so i don't mind if you miss me! I hope there's disney channel in the hotel room. x) Hahahahaha. Don't laugh. :P

I swear i wanna get new clothes, new wallet, new books!!!! (omg, i typed boobs) I should start reading again, since i'm like unable to use the computer most of the time, -.- *sigh* And i'll get gums for smelly! And ofcourse souveniors! ;) Teehee!

Hmmm. Tomorrow's Minho's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So happy advance birthday Choi minho! I didn't know you went plastic surgery for your nose, but i'm sure xinrui will still love you! x) Oh, happy birthday Lenz! Stop being such a gaybitch! Nobody loves you! HA. HA.

Okay i'm done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna write an extra paragraph for my beloved suckaaaa! Ok you guys can stop here, bye! Hahahahahaha!

Hello my dear smelly bitch! ;) I'm gonna miss you alot. Pls pls pls pls pls pls take care of yourself for the next 4 days without me!!!!!!!!!!!! :( I feel sho sad everytime you tell me about your injuries. Like, all i can say is "Take care" and there's nothing i can do to help. I'll get you gums, ok. ;) I know you'll miss me alot! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! No need say i also know ~ :P Don't worry, i won't stare at cute mat malaysia(s) ok! I'm not like you, eberlyday find chiobu at lot1! :b Sucker!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, if you sakit or what, remember to eat PANDA DOLL! LOL, panadol, i mean. :) I'm gonna miss gossiping with you and texting you! So.. :( I'll bear with it! You can watch Quinn XXX while i'm away but once i come back must layan me ok bitch! :) I love you xINFINITY OKIE. :) Less than threeeeeee (spams you the fatty heart from fb) ~

How many smiles can you fake when you're trying not to cry?

Oh hello! I went to watch Megamind with my cousin today! I know i'm super slow. :( Hahaha, but it was a really nice and funny show! You should watch it online if you haven't catch it yet! Made me laugh my ass off! ;)

Celebrating lenz's birthday this tuesday! Watching movie with him! I wonder if we should go fly kites, i mean, i miss flying kites! Hahaha, i'll go ask him later! Anyone else wanna join??? Text me! Sadly fai can't join ~ Oh well maybe next time!

Oh and i'm having a break from band for 2 weeks!!!!! YAY! & i'll be going malaysia from the 9th till 13th! That's very long. Dontchu think so? :( I'm gonna miss all my girls and that noob orange bird. ;) Hahahaha!

I hope i can finish up all my homework before schl reopen! Hahaha, i'm sho lazy! & i can't wait to be classmates with Farhan the gay! I mean, he's so gay! Hahahaha. My new gay friend! Woohoo! :P

Ok i'm done posting, but before i go off, you should see what a gay wrote! Hahahahahahahahah, pls click the image to enlarge! & pls do add him in msn and spam him craps! Hahahahahahaha! ;)

I'm more active on facebook and twitter! ;)

But if you want my tumblr, I'll give you the link as well!

http://www.facebook.com/Batrisyia

http://twitter.com/#!/batrisyiaz

http://forevertwentynine.tumblr.com/

Okie goodnight lovely earthlings!

Don't regret things that makes you smile.

Hey! ;) Yesterday was my Bro's birthday! & i had band! We were practicing on our new song piece for SYF! Singapore flyers! Rofl, truthfully i think the name is rather gay. x) But it's a nice song after i played it for quite some time! Teehee! :P

After band, went to BPP and ate naked fish! Why the food so little?! :( Oh anyway, we started gaying around popular and Daiso! Ahahahahaha! Jessica my dear gay just couldn't stop gaying! She was being sucha gay! :P She was so scared of a wooden snake she used two umbrellas to protect herself, hahaha! And there was this woman who was staring and gaving the O_o" face! But whatever, who cares, i had fun! :)

Went to dinner with my family! Happy 17th Birthday bro! I srsly hope you grow taller because i think your muscles are very nice already, i just can't stand the fact that you're so short. :( But it's ok! You'll grow!!!!!!!!!! :) Find a girlfriend soon! :P

Ok, so what happened was that there was a fucking retarded lizard outside my toilet. The lizard had like a short black tail, and it's skin is like patches of red? And the way it walk is retarded. I told my mum that it was a cancer lizard -_- Ok wtv. I hate lizards, detest them to be exact! Seeing it move around retardedly makes me want to vomit! O.O IKR!!!! Lizards are the most disgusting creatures i have ever met! :( And it's still there in the kitchen. Whatever, i'm not going that area everrrrr unless it's been thrown away! *.*

Anyway, no more sore throat but there's still flu!!!!!! >:( What a sad life i have! Ok get well soon Batrisyia! :P

Oh thanks Sya, Jeff & Ivan for helping me with that stupid pervertic asshole last night! :)

Yknow! I slept at 3AM ytd! Teehee! I accompanied Fai till he slept at 2.30AM! Muahaha, i know i'm very nice! Then i chatted with Sya & Ivan till 3 and went to sleep. :) Woke up at 12 today! O_O That's not so late, is it?

Someone's going shopping with his dear mum! :) Have fun! FILLY! Hahaha! ;)

Can't believe i'm going to be 15 next yr. @_@ & i can't wait for february 19! Ok bai!

xxo!

You don't destroy the people you love.

Hey, hi, waddddzup! ;)

Went to my cousin's wedding yesterday and it was awesome! I now have Malaysian relatives! There's 2 hot ones. *wink! Mwahahahahaha! Oh and the food was awesome! And my cousin looked so beautiful! Hahaha, so happy for her!

And ofcourse the environment is very lively! 8D Hahaha, totally love my family to the maximum! Oh and we did this retarded video using Sya's webcam! We sang Teenagers by MCR! ;) It was so ROFLMAO! We used this retarded effect from Sya's webcam called psychotic & it was super duper retarded like HAHAHAHA, omg i couldn't stop laughing! And my beloved Sya had weird things in her room. ;)

I shall shudddap now and let the pictures do the talking! x)

FOOOOOOD!!!!!! (Y) (Y) (Y) Om nom nom!
Beloved Sya! ;)

Naurah Izyan! (spam hearts)
WHAT. THE. HELL. OK.



HAHAHA, that cute little dancing nutcracker and a cool pink voodoo doll! Sya's!



Nad, Omar, Izyan, Sya, Alif, Saiful, me! ;)

Love them all! Teehee! ;)

k bai! Time to update another blog! *hints!*

What is love?

Hi, had band today and I had fun because we played Pop songs! ;) But nobody was seriously boring, but anyway - i'm not performing so what the hell. I think i should go to school tomorrow after my religious class exam, so that I won't be such a free-loader! :O

Heart-to-heart talk outside Macs, sucked? I hated being honest and I hate making people cry, but what to do. *Sigh. I just wish one day we all could be a little more open to each other, and have a little trust in this 2 years long friendship. Mhmm, i wish.

Nothing much! I should start doing my English homework, x) Haven't even started! Oh well! Atleast i finished one math! Only. Roflmao ~

Can you sense how bored I am? I'm so bored i want to be gay! Studies have shown that if you keep saying the word "gay", you will turn gay! ;) GAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAY. Ok it doesn't work for girls :b Oh well ~

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creations and the only explanation i can find ~

Is the love that i've found ever since you've been around ~

Your love's put me at the top of the world ~

I am singing a gay song and I'm loving it. I'm so gay i was listening to Katy perry's teenage dream! ;) That's major gay.

I think i fell in love with the octopus baby! ;) She makes my day, awwwww! I love octopus baby x10000000000000! :P Who doesn't? Ok I love being gay.

Smelly, i miss you ;) LOL. All the best for tomorrow's "thingy"! ;)

Ok goodbye tata have a nice day lovely people.

p/s: Hi, i don't like you. Please be yourself. Stop trying to be sarcastic with me because it's not working. Stop cheapening yourself. And lastly, grow taller before trying to be a bitch, i can't even see you. ;)

What is North korea trying to gain? Everytime i look at this satellite image of South Korea, i get fucking sad. :( North or South, it's still Korea. :( What's with fighting against one another? :( God bless the koreans.

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Hurricanes can't take away our love.

Don't you think charice looks like a pancake lady? I mean, srsly.

PANCAKE PANCAKE PANCAKE!!!! :) Just, pancake. No doubt about that!

I'm bored. :( And i've got smth to tell you!

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Ok bai. :)

I'm complete.

Hey! Grad night was awesome!!!!!!!!! :) Ain wore my killer heels! Muahahaha >:) But she still look about the same height as me. Oh anw, my feets were killin' me! :( Grad night's still awesome!!!!!! I enjoyed being at the registration booth because me & Ain get to see hot guys and picked which one we liked! Mwahahahaha! >:), serving food, singing with Xinrui & screaming with her when there's a song we both know and when Ringdingdong started to blast the speakers, camwhoring with my dear Mayann and Eva! x)

And all the guys and girls look so handsome & lovely! :) Ahahaha, my gossip partner was awesome on stage! ^-^ LOL 2 more years to our turn!Hahahahah, that's a loooong way to go. x) Now i'm just waiting for Eva to upload photos into FB and i can start stealing! Mwahahahaha! Ok anyway, yesterday was the 19th! Woohoo ~ Means it's been 9 months of awesome crappy gayshiat strong like a pyramid ~ friendship!!!!! :)

LOL, who wouldn't love to fall in love with your bestfriend right? x)

Ok bai!

Don't say goodbye.

Hey! :) Met lenz, Fai & Nasrul before heading to school! Was walking around Lot1. Nothing much! Helped out with the Grad Nite committee for the decorations, and i really like the wordings at the hall, really! x) And i picked out my blazer already, :P Anyway, all the best to Mardiana and the seniors in dancing!!!!!! :)

Ok, i'm in LCT. E4/E5?! Should I appeal for art? Or stick to F&N? @_@ I'm srsly in a fucking dilemma! Roflmao ~ Ok nvm. Walked home with love just now. In the rain. @_@ And he was erm, sick. :( It was.. emotional. LOL. 8D

Tomorrow: Hari raya Haji! Yay ~ :P

Thursday: Band Filming! (+ council, i think)

Friday: Band & Grad nite! :) Oh, and it's the 19th!

Busy week ahead!!!! Oh, and the band concert was just just just awesome! You just need to be there to experience everything. :)

Btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHENJIA, FELICIA & HUIMIN. & HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRY. :) Okeh, nothing much! Bye. :)

Dear you,

i miss your warm hugs, comforting smile and wonderful hands for me to hold. :)

Love, me.

because it's you my heart beats for.

Oh hi, sorry i didn't update for a long time. x) Was pretty busy and lazy! :P

Band camp was boring, srsly! I can conclude that the best part of band camp was bathing! Srsly! HAHAHAHA. 8D

First day: Sectionals, hide-and-seek (wtf?), practice, in-line skating (Fel almost **** me! Hahahahahahaha) And i swear we were acting like aunties during shower time and we already packed our bags to shower and ran all the way down to the toilet and I was the first out of the cubicle!!!!!! HAHAHAHA sho happy after showering. :) Spammed photos with Xk's phone! (Pls upload to fb! tyvm) Slept at around 1.30AM ++.

Second day: P6 OUTREACH! Fuckyea! I saw my smelly. (spams heartz) I am the belayer for the Challenge Pole and belaying it was easy but pulling the string was so painful :( Okie anyway, throughout everything, the best thing happened to me was outside NCC room. :) (spams hearts again, shutup) Banquet with Eva & Lenz & co. & Jocelyn & co. Peach ice blended ftw! Oh, smth happened. :( okie anw, went back to schl and helped out for grad nite! (see i so kind!) and skipped Amazing race with Fel. - anyway i came back when the game was about to end! Roflmao. We were waiting for jessica to run to the toilet as we brought down her toiletries for her. :) *kind galz*

Third day: Drillings and some lame motivational talk that almost made me sleep. -_- Lunch with jessica and felicia and went home! :)

Oh, tomorrow's the Band concert! GOOD LUCK TO ZSB! :) Also to all soloist, all the best! HAHAHA x) Oh, what a busy week ahead. :( All the best to me! :P Oh, yay! 19th is coming! :) Should get smth for an asshole in return for the sweet stuff that he gave me. :)

Ok bai.

p/s: Hi smellydear! I hang your cute bearbear on my phone already. :) And finish eating the chewing gum that you gave me. :) Thank you so much for tolerating my very bad tantrum and being so patient with me. Esp. about what happened at banquet. :( Still sorry for accidentally deleting that "thing" and thank you for forgiving me. :) Less than three. :)

p/s/s: oh yeah! Do support http://exepxionate.blogspot.com!!! 8D

I think the least you should do is to trust me.

HAHAHA HI. PLS CLICK TO ENLARGE. HAHAHAHAH! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TALK TO A GAYSHIT. HE IS SO GAY. CAN'T STAND HIS GAYNESS. _l_ GOODLUCK FOR THE SHOOTING COMPETITION BTW SUCKER, STOP BEING SO GAY WITH ME IN MSN! :) BTW, I DIDN'T BOTHER LIKE MOSAIC-ING YOUR EMAIL COZ ALL YOUR PEMINATS WILL ADD YOU, SO YA!!!!!!!!! :) CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ON THE 12TH. CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA SNEAK OUT OF SCHL FOR YOU BUT WHATEVER SUCKA BYE PLS SUCK ROTTEN EGGS. SHINEE ROCKS 1000000000000000000x MORE THAN KATY PERRY OK. FIREWORKS OUT OF NEHNEH, WTF. NEWBZ.

XXO.

As long as you're with me.

Hey, wazzzzup! :) Went to vivo with Family today! x) The trip was okay, nothing much. Just walking around. And my earpiece was damaged halfway through the journey. Damn it! but anyway, got myself a pair of new pink ones which is just effing cute to the maximum! :) I know faizzul is jealous. Hahaha!

Anyway, nothing much! Watching vampires suck now on Funshion! HAHAHA, couldn't stop laughing at the gayness from the movie! :) hahaha, pls just watch it online, it's hilarious shit, seriously! x)

oh, and here's a picture of my cute earpiece!!!!!!! Plus it's pink, makes it even more adorable! Can you see the smiley face????? x) Ignore the messy table, heheheheheheheh!

Ok ciao.

FAIZZUL IS A GAY FAG EATING COW DUNG. LESS THAN THREE. _l_

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Faizzul is gay. kthxbai.

Take you out dancing just so that he can hold you close.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii :) I'm gonna be so packed this November!

9th & 12th Nov: P6 outreach

11th - 13th Nov: Band camp

15th Nov: Concert!

18th/19th Nov: Band filming

& Band practices every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays - So yeaaah, super packed! But atleast there's something to do. Heh! x) Oh band practices has been kinda good, hahaha. I don't dread going for band as much. LOL, ok maybe because i enjoy playing Enchanted!!!!!!! Ahahahaha, i love our melody part. And sometimes when the band play, it makes the hair on my arm stand! Ahahaha, looking forward to band camp & night practices! So unlike me, but whatever. :P

Oh, and I managed to sell off like 8 tickets for the concert, super happy! Some still not confirmed yet, so maybe more tickets selling! heh, thanks for the support. ^-^

I should really start doing my homework too! :P But i've already completed one math, ahahaha! <: Maybe when I'm not so lazy! Anw, i'm kinda eggcited to know which class I'll be posted to. @_@ Enchanted score sheet! x)

p/s: I can't stand double face bitches, don't go around twisting stories. Can't believe you're such a bitch -_- Thanks for the unnecessary arguments. _l_

p/s/s: Don't expect me to talk to you every single day!!!!!!!! It's very annoying when I'm busy and you spam me with stuff. And you don't have to ask my friends about me yknow, supa irritating max. -.-

(for two different people) :) Ok, you don't have to know! Mmmmm, bai! :b

For all the times you stood by me.

Hiiiiiiiii :) I'm so bored, someone bring me out! >:( Hmm, i should really start on my homework so I can spend my holiday well - I've done one Math homework! HA-HA-HA! :)))) Went to school this morning with Clement just to hand in the damn form, tsk! Wasted 1hr of my time going back to school and back home. & Clement talks too much. O_____-"

Anwwwww, finally cleared my doubts with smelly! O: No more misunderstandings, i hope. Trust! 101% trust. No more insecurity. Anwwwww, i thank you for being such an understanding bestfriend. :) You're the sweeeeeeeeeeeetest. ^-^

xxo.

The feeling of insecurity.

Oh hi there! Spent my day in Band & some gossiping session with Izazazazzy too! :P Heheheh! Oh, the band sounded sooooo good! ^_^ When playing enchanted! Hoho ~ Anyone willing to support us for the upcoming concert on 15th Nov? Please contact me for more info, tyvm! :)

Ok, nothing much! Cried myself to sleep last time. Srsly, woah. The feeling's just too strong, until now, i still don't know what to do. I can't talk to ____ about it. I'm sorry. this sucks. In a state of confusion. Can't believe i wanted to give up. But i'm not going to.

xxo.

Me love you.

Woah, i've finally written a long letter to the teachers, together with Iza! We have the same vision! x) Hahaha, the post that we plan to have is for us to know only, and for our own reasons! Mwahahahaha >:)

Band camp's coming! @_@ Half of holiday is gone all thanks to band! (N) *sighs* Anyway, planning to go out with Norish on tuesday! x) Awesome cousin! Hohoho. Nothing much. I swear i cannot survive without a fucken' prepaid, oh-my-fucken-god. -_- I must atleast sms faifai once a day, how to survive!!!!!!!! _l_ Getting prepaid on tuesday, only! I see you see i see you. -_-

Okeh, goodbye child molesters and pedophiles, till we meet again baby! ^_^

xxo.

Each day I love you more today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

Oh hi there.

My eyes hurt from staring at the screen for too long! x) I think i'm getting myopia soon but whatever ok. Currently talking to Lenz the dog & Faizzul the ass. I'm rotting my ass off at home. Sucks! Need to start getting a life. I want to rent thailand horror movies and watch them with friends. @_@ RANDOM, IKRSHUTUP.

I've yet to write a letter regarding my desired position for band next year, the fuck. -.- Need to hand it in by Monday morning? -_- I've got no idea!!!!! Was thinking of secretary, but that position is for someone who is committed to band, am I? NO. Maybe chief librarian!!! Since i've got experience - mwahahahahhaha >:) K i bet you dk what i'm talking about, just shut up.

Ok, i can't wait to start chewing on gums! It's been so long since i last chewwwww it, sooo long! x) Can't wait for P6 outreach and i hope that fake-boobs-bitch stop acting like she's the boss. Can't stand her. I hope she'll climb that element thing and get stuck there or smth! - Just kidding >:)

I still can't bloody get over the fucking fact that Jonghyun has a girlf, she's one lucky bitch. :')

Ok ciao. I love shane dawson, bitch!!!!!!! _l_ Oh, and i still can't believe that half of my holidays are going to be spent on band! Hello, i have a life! Goodbye! (i'm trying to be enthu but i can't)

Oh, hello there. @_@ I have a boring life. Activities done today were:

• Belay school.
• Band!

Hahahaha, super no life! Oh, here's something for my awesome friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ I'm affirmative that once he sees this, he'll steam like shit! x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZZUL!

Here's a photo of your favourite girl. *ahaha, emo* Anyway! Happy birthday! Once again. This is my third time, but i don't care - bitch. ^_^ Oh, thanks for being such an awesome friend! Eversince i know you (19th February), you've been very very very helpful towards my personal life and studies! Do you know that sometimes, you motivate and inspire me? Hahahaha, shut up.

You're such a nice person to talk to, because you listen - very well to be exact. I don't have many friends who could listen to me. :/ heh, luckily i met you! And i'm glad we got really close soon! hahaha, shared secrets and stuff. (9th June? Hahahaha, glee!)

You're so open and funny and sweet ~ Yadeda, all the gay things are about to come out. Can't believe i'm praising you. -_- Only for today, tmr you die! hahaha, kidding! Pls get me some souveniors @ malaysia, tyvm - NOT! Roflmao ~

You're a total gay, i like! Hahahahahahahahahahah! Seriously, thank you very everything. Everything!!!! Ever since february up till now, you were never once NOT there for me. You've always been here lending me your "muscular" shoulders to cry on and a pair of listening ears. Just, really, thank you. :)

The first time i talked to you, i was attracted by your good english! Hahahaha, i'm not kidding ok asshole! Seriously, it's so cool to be conversing to a malay guy in english, it's so rare! Don't you think so!? :P

Your smile is the girliest - *in a good way*. (to slap)

Your cheeks are the cutest. (to pinch)

Your ass is the nicest. (to smack)

My love is the biggest! HAHAHAHAHA x)

I love an asshole more than Jonghyun, that's amazing! ^~^

Pls study harddddd, you know you can do better than this! :)

XOXO.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

See how cute they are?! Who wouldn't love KPOP! Esp. bigbang, SHINee & Beast! Poor onew accidentally sang the wrong lyrics. And he dropped his head. :( I'd hug him if i was there.

Woah, Shinee is so pro! They managed to fly straight away to korea and perform at inkigayo! O: Jonggggggghyun! (spams heart x1000000000) Hwaiting! Ok, srsly this post is random and I'm bored. I love my smelly eventhough he sucks eggs tomatoes and potatoes. *5 more days!*

XXO.

I hate worrying for people who don't even worry about themselves.

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Wow, i teared because i was worried. That just sucks.

For me, there is only you.

(credits to Asdira's facebook!)

Hello, hello ~ Whatzzzzup! :) Went to Pulau Ubin with fellow malay schoolmates today! It was surprisingly awesome despite our nerdy/dorky look! Seriously! :b Had fun with the dirty kampung games (was totally guilty with the well incident, omgwtfbbqsauce). I thought someone wore my shoe but actually, i realized that it is my shoe that I was wearing. :P Ok, noob!

Then had batik painting(Heh! I'm proud of my work! First time ever that my art had shadings!), followed by some cooking booth were we learned how to make roti jala & kuih dadar! :) Went to find smelly for awhile ~ I think his painting is very nice (Y)! ^-^

Visited Chek Jawa afterwards and went to the cool haunted bungalow! <: Planned our awesome ketam cheer within five minutes, that was just plain awesome!!!!!!! We kept repeating "AH EH OH, AH EH OH!" - just to memorize which word comes first! :) Not forgetting cool dance moves with it! Adding a body wave to the end, LOL. but everyone failed at it, so whatever! :P

I think the trip is awesome & kinda bonded more with a few others! :) Heheheheh! Ketam ketam ketammmmmmmm is just so awesome! Ketam, hwaiting!

Nothing much, ciao!

Btw, ketam means crab in malay! :)

xxo.

P/s: 8 more days!!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

Nobody said love was easy.

Oh hello! :) Results suck. :( But i'm glad that I've done very well for Malay & Home econ! LOL, i'm an imported kid from London?! wtffffff ~ I barely passed English - had to beg Mdm.Fauzana for the bloody 1 mark, but i got it. ^^

Heh, nothing much. Went to Siewhui's house to do our Science project! God, i love the sound of squishy/slimy clays! It's so fun! :P Hopefully our "heart" won't drop out of the freaking board! @_@

Anyway, I feel fucking insecure right now. I think someone's trying to make things tough for me. I don't even know her. Oh great. -_- Or maybe I'm just thinking too much. But seriously. :( I can't even tell _____ about it. Ah, _l_

Batrisyia, hwaiting!!!!!!!! :)

I got youuuuuuuuuu under my skin ~ 8D

xxo.

Take me away.

Oh hi - well, today kinda suck? Results are being such an ass! I passed most of those that i received back, and only fail Math! I'm relying on my MYE & CA results to help pull my marks up. So pleaaaaaaaaaaase results, get well soon! :'(

Band today sucked! Oh, my clarinet has shit! Roflmao ~ (inside joke! Felicia & Huimin, *wink!*) KFC with Felicia then went back home and the fucking lrt had some issues with me. -_- It kept stopping at every station and the door won't fucking close! O: It only does every 5 minutes! Wtfmymamagod. @_@

Anw, get well soon smelly. Rest well, pls! :(

xxo.

The little things in life are the big things.

Oh hai! :) I went out with mummy, sissy, Aunt & Cuzzy today! :) Went around orchard - but end up not buying anything! :( I really wanna get rings, necklaces, shoes, clothes! & a lomocamera! :( Damn it. $127 @_@ Ok, my birthday present for next year! Fuckyeah! ^^

Ok, luckily i came across the purple vanguard sheet that i need to decorate the band notice board! :) Heh! Went for dinner with family after that!

Oh yeaaaa, getting results tomorrow! I'm super-de-duper scared. >: Pls atleast pass history, please! :( ATLEAST! Hopefully my scores from CA can pull me up!!!!!!!! *cross fingers*

Ok nothing much! Life's been mundane! Thanks for reading. :)

I can't wait to meet an asshole tomorrow! I miss your cheeks, blackass. -'-

Yes baby, i'll call you. :) *chey!* Jonghyun bbbbbbb why you so cute. :(

I miss you. :( & I bet you're playing those super-de-duper violent games.

Looks like I have to emo here on my own. :((((((((

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *Emo-ing in action* Roflmao ~

Very funny, Batrisyia! (I spelled my name wrongly twice! @_@)

Emo-ing very badly right now! :/ (Nah, not really!)

You should know how much I miss you stupid asshole!

O-m-g, i think I'm going insane talking to myself like this! Anw, i doubt anyone's reading this shit!

Ultimately, i should be finding something to do!

xxo.

I hope you can see what I'm trying to get across your smelly ass.

We're like fire and rain, you can drive me insane.

Oh hi! Had band today! It's been so long since I last touched my Clarinet and since i last saw my fellow band members! Hahahaha, ^^. Practice on the "dead mouse" song! Roflmao ~ Nothing much. After band, had some HCA talk who, to me, seems to be promoting HCA to us and like influencing us to put our parents into a hospice care when we're older or smth. LOL, idk! But i didn't felt positive about it though. But oh well. :)

Was planning how to design the Band notice board with Daryl & Jessica! We came up with an awesome idea and even bought the "stuff" straightaway after band! :) I saw my smelly♥ outside BPP eating his cup noodles. :P

Time to count down!!!!!!! 28th October is the last day of school!(1 more day after that is someone's birthday! Getting raped, confirm!) Ok, i think I'm gonna miss school despite going to schl almost everyday for band. :( But I'm gonna miss 2E3 alot! @_@ ROFL. K random. Ahahahaa ~

Anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIOVENNIAL KONG!(idk if i spelled your name correctly or not but wtv you stupid bitch) Sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you but thanks for being an awesome partner througout this whole month! It's kinda sad that we're only partners for 1 month! Sad right? I know you're gonna miss me loads! And our very very very cool handshakes! Let's go home together again - with kuoky! :) Hahaha, and tuna pancake is awesome. And yeayeayea, for today, wrestlers are awesome, bitch.

xxo.

p/s: The weirdest people are those that like their own status - in my humble opinion, no offence! :)

I'm jealous of the people who gets to see you everyday.

randomfairytale/tumblr.

Finally the end-of-year examinations are over. :) I'm glad i studied for most! History's what's bothering me. :( Because I didn't study but instead I went online the day before history. :( Hopefully i can atleast pass that paper. :/

Delifrance with Mindy Neo! I spend $22 on food! :O Hah, just for today! Now i'm broke. And the SHINee cap is sold out. I'm gonna save money for outings with many many many people.

Can't wait to go do some birthday stuff @ SY's house & not forgetting, baking session! Fuckyeah. ^^ Ah, $$$$$$. The thought of it just kills my excitement! I'm broke - officially. Only $8 in my coinbox?! Whutttttttt the ffffff. :(

Oh, and don't chu think my SHINee picture on top is just awesome! @___@ I'm lovin' it. Why is Jonghyun so eff-ing hot. :b Cutie maxxxxx. & btw, i removed cbox because it's useless. Advertising cbox is it? Hate the blue-colour-underlined-names! Roflmao ~

Anw. Don't feel so good today. I mean, i was happy but something happened. I hate arguing with my friends. Somemore it is a guy bestfriend. :( Somehow i know part of me is at fault for being sensitive and stuff, but sometimes. You just don't know how I feel. What's the point of give and take when I've always been the one giving in? And sometimes you just make me feel like this friendship is just nothing. You find me only when you need me - even if it isn't true, that's how you make me feel. I don't wanna lose a friend like you, but sometimes.. Just. Give me time. And I'm sorry.

But what the hell?!

IT'S THE END OF EOY, I SHOULD BE HAPPY LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. COME LET'S HAHAHAHAHA HERE AND HAHAHAHAHA THERE. :D

xxo.

Pls pls pls dye your hair blonde again, Jonghyun? :( I miss your blonde hair.

I feel that i've been neglecting my studies. :( Ah, yeah. Okie, so this is the first time ever but..

I'm going MIA!

k actually i doubt anyone's reading this. :(((((((((((((((

My aim is to get 6As & 3Bs. Shut up! A girl can dream! k bye. :)

Today's the 19th!!!!!!! 7 months since we're bestfriendz hehehehehehhehe. We used to talk like freaks last time right, now?! :( Talk so little already. Everytime we chat, the same words come out: "i'm bored bored bored bored" Walao, fucker lah you. Find topics! Watch shane dawson then we can talk more. Teehee! I love you. :D

Ah, biler nak kluar ngan budak MT!!!! :( Nak maen bunger api!!!!!!! _l_

Can i not go out today? I am very tempted to study & do my uncompleted homework that I never knew i had. @.@ k ciao.

Hiiiiiiiii, i'm bored. Didn't go to school & band today because I'm still a little sick. ): Oh, take care Eileen!!!!!!! Nothing to do. I should go and study once my head doesn't hurt! Tummy ache :( I missed the hot t'cher's MT lesson, danggggggg! >: Someone's getting promoted today! :) kkkkkkkkkkkkthxbai!

Not everything is meant to be, but everything is worth a try.

I'm having fever and an aching body! ): But i'm fine now thanks to panadol extra! :P My head hurts alot during english. Slept for an hour during math - and i drooled. HAHAHAHA, ew. Went home after recess. I missed Science lesson, what the fuck. I was looking forward to an hour of science, but what the hell. :( My head was killing me!

Thankiiiiiiies to Yunjie, Waimun, Khalisah, Siewhui, Mindy, Wan er, Chuphel, Clement, Eileen, Sabrina, Jessica, Faizzul, Jocelyn Cheng, Xinrui, Dorene, Baofei, Miss tay, Mdm Fauzana, Mr.Michael and ah, the people who showed concern to mua. Especially my mummy!!!!!!! Hehehe thankies! :) Miss Tay was especially nice to lemme sleep for an hour during math. ^^

& Chuphel helped me alot. :) Thanks! Best partner ever ~ Mindy and wan er were belly concerned, so thanks! Ah, it's at times like this that i know who my friends are! hehehehehehe. ^^

I'm feeling better already. Wondering if i should go to school tomorrow!!!!! O_O Okeh, nothing to post about alr. Byebyebyebyebye.

I love that smelly person. :) Thanks for the lollipop, dear! kthxbai.

O_______________________________O

Ah, i'm so fucking bored. I hate it when i miss you and then we have nothing to talk about. That sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE - TO THE MAXIMUM. ): And it's kinda sad! Ah, let's find topics! Shane Dawson?! Racist people?! Roll-on-floor-laughing-my-ass-off-my-god-to-the-maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! I miss pinching your cheeks and poking them and squeezing them.

Don't you think if I add more '____' to my emoticon, it's like further exaggerated?! Like for example:

O.O & O_________________________O

-.- & -_____________________________-

^.^ & ^_____________________________^

FUCK YEAH UNDERSCORES RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^-'-

Something's going on, can i smell your dick ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ kshudddappppz.

And guess what, i finished all my homeworks!!!!!! (somehow) FUCKYEAH! :) I think Shane dawson's still the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Y) Okie it's 2:16 AM in the morning. & i'm still online for someone - who isn't talking to mua coz he's watching racist vids. -.- Eh, no! Should be -_________________________-" :D

I am soooooooooooooooo gonna kick his ass for making me have eyebags! Oh, and lyn told me that one way to like make you eyebags disappear is to like, rotate your eyeball? Like - look up, down, right, left & repeat this shitz for like 10 fucking times every afternoon and night? LOLOLOL, what the fuck. Another one she told me is to deep cotton pads onto milk and put it over our eyes as we sleep. I think it works! But what the hell, let's do both! Hehehehehehe - MILK!

okeh, egg-skiuzer-mua (excuse me, LOL) while i go smack his butt - bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Family isn't blood related.

Fuck yeah Hari raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Hari raya's all about the joy, the food, the laughter, the love & the happiness. Okay maybe the money for young people like us! Hehehehehehe $$$$$$ *ka-ching*

>Aunt's house first. It was weird after my granny's not around. Not very enthusiastic about Raya this year but what the hell, I get to meet Syafikueh & co. !!!!!!!!!!! Miss them (x infinity!) We were sitting by the stairs, busy talking about Shane Dawson! O-M-G! Nadirah was late so didn't get to chat with her. ): And only like half of the family turned up while we were there. :( I miss my granny alot, who doesn't? I miss sitting in her room with all my Aunts and cousins and us kids will sit directly infront of the Air con - fuckyeah! And the house used to be even crowded. Now? :( I think my cousins know how i feel.. -_- Damn sad ~ Okeh, nvm! :D

>Granny's place! Surprisingly, alot of people came this year! :) So lively there. But i was exhausted ~ The food was fucking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehehe, love the food. I think i'm fatter already. -_- (sighs) My granny's just awesome. Took family photos! I love family photos! Not just the photos taken, but the process of taking it. :)

Was busy counting money yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!! O-M-G! I wanna go shopping, i feel so rich! Hahahahaha. :) Love my family ttm. kthxbai. :) Pictures will be uploaded to facebook! Hehehe!

xxo Batrisyia.

p/s: The thought of getting a brace is depressing. Sometimes, i just wanna break down and cry.

How the hell do we do this edublog thing?! I don't even understand their fucking instructions! I am tempted to like, write an essay and just give it to Miss.Tan! O_O Fuck yeah!

xoxo.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :)

Can't wait to meet my cousins and collect money!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ka-ching! Just a quick post. :) Bye!

p/s: Oh my god. Some bitches just don't know when to stop, do they? Laugh Out Loud. They feel insecure, so what? That's their fucking problem - they don't have to do such thing and sound like a fucking despo especially towards their boyfriend. Hahahahahahahaha, & the best thing is to assume other's break up. Stupid slut. Oh, and thanks for flirting. -.-

Sometimes you have to follow your heart, eventhough it's somewhere you're not suppose to be.

Heyheyhey! I had a wonderful day with my darlz Felicia yo! She's gay, i like! Hahahahaha - Simply can't stop laughing my ass off when I'm with her. :) We went to her house so that she could change her wet shoes to a dry one but instead we started using her wonderul/awesome/cool/freaking-nice hair straightener oh-my-fucking-god! It is just awesome. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i'm so going to get one. :) Then after that we went to webcam and we spend an hour or so at her place!

Then we went to the ITE to get sticky(s) for some of our friends ~ Most of the sticky(s) are out of stock!!!!! ): That's sad. Should've bought more the other day!

Anyway, went to Lot1 library to study and we really did study!!!!! And she helped me do abit of my math worksheet (hehehe, thanks alot darlz) and she also tought me how to answer questions regarding similar triangles!!!!!!! I now officially understand how to do already ~ Awesome! I'm left with 5 fucking homework, zzz. Then after that, we slacked even more and we saw some piece of shit appearing infront of our eyes! Hehehehehe. :P

We made racist jokes too! Hilarious to the maximum I swear. Hahahahah! :) Anyway, Darrel came to join us after that and we played with his Ipod touch! :P Nothing much after that ~ Wanted to buy KFC but it was so bloody crowded!!!!!! 2 more days to Hari raya, aren't chu eggcited?!?!?!?!?!?!!? :D

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUTURE MILLIONAIRE ON BOARD!
FUTURE MILLIONAIRE ON BOARD!

Our doggie hands + Darrel :)

k see you assholez! ^^