I feel that i've been neglecting my studies. :( Ah, yeah. Okie, so this is the first time ever but..

I'm going MIA!

k actually i doubt anyone's reading this. :(((((((((((((((

My aim is to get 6As & 3Bs. Shut up! A girl can dream! k bye. :)

Today's the 19th!!!!!!! 7 months since we're bestfriendz hehehehehehhehe. We used to talk like freaks last time right, now?! :( Talk so little already. Everytime we chat, the same words come out: "i'm bored bored bored bored" Walao, fucker lah you. Find topics! Watch shane dawson then we can talk more. Teehee! I love you. :D

Ah, biler nak kluar ngan budak MT!!!! :( Nak maen bunger api!!!!!!! _l_

Can i not go out today? I am very tempted to study & do my uncompleted homework that I never knew i had. @.@ k ciao.

Hiiiiiiiii, i'm bored. Didn't go to school & band today because I'm still a little sick. ): Oh, take care Eileen!!!!!!! Nothing to do. I should go and study once my head doesn't hurt! Tummy ache :( I missed the hot t'cher's MT lesson, danggggggg! >: Someone's getting promoted today! :) kkkkkkkkkkkkthxbai!

Not everything is meant to be, but everything is worth a try.

I'm having fever and an aching body! ): But i'm fine now thanks to panadol extra! :P My head hurts alot during english. Slept for an hour during math - and i drooled. HAHAHAHA, ew. Went home after recess. I missed Science lesson, what the fuck. I was looking forward to an hour of science, but what the hell. :( My head was killing me!

Thankiiiiiiies to Yunjie, Waimun, Khalisah, Siewhui, Mindy, Wan er, Chuphel, Clement, Eileen, Sabrina, Jessica, Faizzul, Jocelyn Cheng, Xinrui, Dorene, Baofei, Miss tay, Mdm Fauzana, Mr.Michael and ah, the people who showed concern to mua. Especially my mummy!!!!!!! Hehehe thankies! :) Miss Tay was especially nice to lemme sleep for an hour during math. ^^

& Chuphel helped me alot. :) Thanks! Best partner ever ~ Mindy and wan er were belly concerned, so thanks! Ah, it's at times like this that i know who my friends are! hehehehehehe. ^^

I'm feeling better already. Wondering if i should go to school tomorrow!!!!! O_O Okeh, nothing to post about alr. Byebyebyebyebye.

I love that smelly person. :) Thanks for the lollipop, dear! kthxbai.

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Ah, i'm so fucking bored. I hate it when i miss you and then we have nothing to talk about. That sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE - TO THE MAXIMUM. ): And it's kinda sad! Ah, let's find topics! Shane Dawson?! Racist people?! Roll-on-floor-laughing-my-ass-off-my-god-to-the-maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! I miss pinching your cheeks and poking them and squeezing them.

Don't you think if I add more '____' to my emoticon, it's like further exaggerated?! Like for example:

O.O & O_________________________O

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^.^ & ^_____________________________^

FUCK YEAH UNDERSCORES RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^-'-

Something's going on, can i smell your dick ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ kshudddappppz.

And guess what, i finished all my homeworks!!!!!! (somehow) FUCKYEAH! :) I think Shane dawson's still the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Y) Okie it's 2:16 AM in the morning. & i'm still online for someone - who isn't talking to mua coz he's watching racist vids. -.- Eh, no! Should be -_________________________-" :D

I am soooooooooooooooo gonna kick his ass for making me have eyebags! Oh, and lyn told me that one way to like make you eyebags disappear is to like, rotate your eyeball? Like - look up, down, right, left & repeat this shitz for like 10 fucking times every afternoon and night? LOLOLOL, what the fuck. Another one she told me is to deep cotton pads onto milk and put it over our eyes as we sleep. I think it works! But what the hell, let's do both! Hehehehehehe - MILK!

okeh, egg-skiuzer-mua (excuse me, LOL) while i go smack his butt - bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Family isn't blood related.

Fuck yeah Hari raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Hari raya's all about the joy, the food, the laughter, the love & the happiness. Okay maybe the money for young people like us! Hehehehehehe $$$$$$ *ka-ching*

>Aunt's house first. It was weird after my granny's not around. Not very enthusiastic about Raya this year but what the hell, I get to meet Syafikueh & co. !!!!!!!!!!! Miss them (x infinity!) We were sitting by the stairs, busy talking about Shane Dawson! O-M-G! Nadirah was late so didn't get to chat with her. ): And only like half of the family turned up while we were there. :( I miss my granny alot, who doesn't? I miss sitting in her room with all my Aunts and cousins and us kids will sit directly infront of the Air con - fuckyeah! And the house used to be even crowded. Now? :( I think my cousins know how i feel.. -_- Damn sad ~ Okeh, nvm! :D

>Granny's place! Surprisingly, alot of people came this year! :) So lively there. But i was exhausted ~ The food was fucking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehehe, love the food. I think i'm fatter already. -_- (sighs) My granny's just awesome. Took family photos! I love family photos! Not just the photos taken, but the process of taking it. :)

Was busy counting money yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!! O-M-G! I wanna go shopping, i feel so rich! Hahahahaha. :) Love my family ttm. kthxbai. :) Pictures will be uploaded to facebook! Hehehe!

xxo Batrisyia.

p/s: The thought of getting a brace is depressing. Sometimes, i just wanna break down and cry.

How the hell do we do this edublog thing?! I don't even understand their fucking instructions! I am tempted to like, write an essay and just give it to Miss.Tan! O_O Fuck yeah!

xoxo.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :)

Can't wait to meet my cousins and collect money!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ka-ching! Just a quick post. :) Bye!

p/s: Oh my god. Some bitches just don't know when to stop, do they? Laugh Out Loud. They feel insecure, so what? That's their fucking problem - they don't have to do such thing and sound like a fucking despo especially towards their boyfriend. Hahahahahahahaha, & the best thing is to assume other's break up. Stupid slut. Oh, and thanks for flirting. -.-

Sometimes you have to follow your heart, eventhough it's somewhere you're not suppose to be.

Heyheyhey! I had a wonderful day with my darlz Felicia yo! She's gay, i like! Hahahahaha - Simply can't stop laughing my ass off when I'm with her. :) We went to her house so that she could change her wet shoes to a dry one but instead we started using her wonderul/awesome/cool/freaking-nice hair straightener oh-my-fucking-god! It is just awesome. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i'm so going to get one. :) Then after that we went to webcam and we spend an hour or so at her place!

Then we went to the ITE to get sticky(s) for some of our friends ~ Most of the sticky(s) are out of stock!!!!! ): That's sad. Should've bought more the other day!

Anyway, went to Lot1 library to study and we really did study!!!!! And she helped me do abit of my math worksheet (hehehe, thanks alot darlz) and she also tought me how to answer questions regarding similar triangles!!!!!!! I now officially understand how to do already ~ Awesome! I'm left with 5 fucking homework, zzz. Then after that, we slacked even more and we saw some piece of shit appearing infront of our eyes! Hehehehehe. :P

We made racist jokes too! Hilarious to the maximum I swear. Hahahahah! :) Anyway, Darrel came to join us after that and we played with his Ipod touch! :P Nothing much after that ~ Wanted to buy KFC but it was so bloody crowded!!!!!! 2 more days to Hari raya, aren't chu eggcited?!?!?!?!?!?!!? :D

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUTURE MILLIONAIRE ON BOARD!
FUTURE MILLIONAIRE ON BOARD!

Our doggie hands + Darrel :)

k see you assholez! ^^

You will never know how much I appreciate you.

Oh hiiiiiiii. :) I went to study with Xinrui, Lenz & Faizzul ~ Met up with Xinrui at first because the guys are just too slow!!!!!!!!! They came at around 3 plus when we're suppose to meet at 2.30PM! Assholez! :P Okay, i did abit of my geography & I actually wanted to start on Science but I was lazy ~ Couldn't be bothered too.

Nothing much happened. :) Except for the stalker thing!!!!!!!!! But i think it's just a coincidence, but still. O_O Okay, i think Xinrui knows what I'm talking about! :P & I saw a jonghyun look alike in Macs - followed by the people who gave the i-am-most-likely-watching-porn-now expressions. I mean, they were staring at their laptops all by themselves and grinning? That's gay! but i love all the gay things in the world. Hehehehehehe :)

Thank you smelly! :) For accompanying me & Lenz to the bus stop and causing you to not take your bus. Hehehehe, you're an awesome bestfriend. Oh, and take care of your arm :/ & your flu! Eat panadol, drink lots of water and rest well!!!!!!!!!! I love you the most. Hehehehe! :) *poke poke poke*

Thanks Lenz, Xinrui & Fai for the day! Eventhough I didn't study/do homework much but it is still something. :) Love you guys alot!!!!!! Cheerup okeh Angelol! :) I after exams play blackshot for you okay! I play one game then I quit. HAHAHAHAHA - violence :P

Band tomorrow followed by intensive studying session with Felicia Lee & maybe Norita and Felicia Lim ~ I'm not sure if i should get another packet of sticky because my previous one is still half full, Z-O-M-G! O_O

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Okay this is random but when I told my bestfriend that my life sucked, he told me that I "just don't know how to appreciate it" - he got me thinking. ~

Instead of me keep on repeating how much my life sucks, I should instead learn to appreciate it because I have wonderful friends, lovely Sisters, a doting family - that is annoying & XXXXXXXX at times and an awesome bestfriend who loves me despite all my wrongdoings. :)

Okie, bye!

I always tell myself not to expect too much, because I'll eventually get disappointed. But i've always been expecting too much, even from myself. Fuck?

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I want to be the girl you fall for when everybody else is falling for you.

Hi there! :) I need to pee but no! Roflmao ~ I was busy clearing my table just now oh-my-god! It was so messy & I'm glad I'm done with it. Now i can start refiling my things and then I can do my homework at peace and start revising! Oh yay! :P See how organized I am??? It is actually very gay of me but oh well. I need to learn to be a nerd! 8)

Anyway! While I was clearing the things in my long-lost-boxes, i found my all time favourite powerpuff girls file that I had with me since I was K1! <: I. KNOW. RIGHT! Cute much. I'm going to use it to store all my homeworks. :)

There's band tomorrow! Sometimes, I just don't have the mood. It's not like i purposely don't feel like going for band but some people just make me don't feel like going. Hey, atleast i turn up! :P Oh well ~

Intensive studying with Xinrui, Lenz & Fai the next day. I promise myself to finish up all my homework by Wednesday so that I can start revising for Geography - my first need-to-memorize-and-stuff paper! :O Okay, i can do it. Then the next day I'll be going for band. Again. Then I'll meet Felicia after her guitar lessons and we'll go and buy sticky(s)! I'm gonna get the Lemon flavour! & then after that I'll go for another intensive studying session with Fel. :) Hehehehehe, i'm kinda eggcited. I'm always so gay with her - Always.

Oh! You should try out the Facebook Friend Secrets application! It's super cute, I love it. Hehehehehe. So Fai wants to slap my face, Yunjie is secretly in love with me, Siewhui wants me, Fitri stares at my butt O_O & Lenz peed on his pants when he saw me. :) Go try it out, it's super cute. And, I eat tissues? O.o

Anyway, special thanks to Anon for reviving my tagboard. Love you to the maximum. One day i'll ask you to fuck me, and during the process you can just fucking suck my dick and die of aids you mother fucker. _l_ Oh, and get a fucking life.

xoxo.

The most beautiful thing in the world can't be seen or heard, it must be felt in the heart.

Oh hi! :) I went to buy a packet of Sticky with Felicia Lee today and we got lost there. O_O We couldn't find the bloody 7-eleven, then we couldn't find the lift. Ended up we walked all the way to the end, then walked back, only to find that we walked pass the lift. Fel looks super funny when she almost fell!!!!! (Omg, i'm laughing again)

Anyway, we both were also exploring the school. It was super big & nice! :) The toilet mirrors are awesome. And i did something embarrassing. -_- After i went out of the cubicle, i put my hands under the pipe thinking it was an auto pipe, ended up i waited for 3 seconds before realizing that i had to press the bloody thing to allow the water to flow. Hahahaha, okay what was a cute joke! :P

Felicia bought a packet full of Orange flavoured Sticky while I bought the strawberry flavoured sticky with a cute little white heart in the middle! :P It's super nice & sweet. I like it alot. I'm planning on getting it for someone soon! :)

We went to the Library to just sink into one of the sofas to chill, slack & talk! :P We had loads of fun gossiping and talking about alot of things. :) I love Felicia lee to the maximum yo' ~ :)

Oh, anyway. Got back my CA2 report slip. 6As, 1B, 1C, 1E. The E is bloody ugly in the report slip. I always hated marks that were underlined. :( But it's okay. I'll work hard on that subject - Science! I've already promised myself to start filing *ahem-ahem* again the worksheets in an orderly manner so that it'll be easier for me to study for my EOY! :P

Oh, and most of my classmates and I stuffed the teachers' drawer with our school books because we didn't have cupboards and we couldn't be bothered to bring back home those useless book! & The best part of today is, it's the last day of that slut teaching us! Finally she fucked off from my life! :) Oh yeah ~

Oh man, i can't stop sucking on this sticky! Too addictive! :) Finding another day to go out and just buy more sticky(s) with the others! :P Okay, i have one more thing to say!!!!

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Oh, bye!

Without you, days are like Sadday, Moanday, Tearsday, Wasteday, Thirstday, Frightday, Shatterday.

Oh harrow! School was rather slack-ish today! Let's summarize everything! :)

• Skipped 2 periods of Math, omgwtfbbqsauce. :O
• English was damn fucked up because a motherbitch accused me of talking in class loudly when I swear the class was even louder. She even asked me "What's so funny?!" when i merely turned around to Mindy to smile. oh, what a motherfucking slut. -_- Can't stand her. Tomorrow's her last day, can't wait for her to fuck off.
• I passed my Geography. At least. 15/30! But it's still not the final mark, so whatever! There's still hope in getting a B!
• I waited for a smelly outside his class, while the smelly waited for me at my level! End up, we "walked past each other & didn't notice". I caused him to be late for 10 minutes of Math. Sorry!!!!!! :(
• Free period during Science because Miss.Tan was invigilating the other classes for their exams, I studied Geography while the class is being very noisy. Wow, this is rare! :O
• Slacking in the computer lab during ICT periods followed by a presentation during IDPW. Our group needs more preparation eventhough we didn't read it from the script. :) Okay, we can do it! Vipers are awesome! :)
• Created a super ultra gay handshake with Chuphel & Giovennial. :) I think we are very very cutie people! Hahahahaha! ^^
• Went to BPP with Mindy & Shiying - heart-to-heart session! I miss them both so much. :) Goodfriends (L)

Okay, that's all! :) I miss my sucker very much! Oh-ma-gawd. I hope he's arm is fine. ): There's this big big bruise over there because he was bleeding, and he got me so worried. What a stupid bitch he is. Fall somemore, fall somemore! ): Love you, smelly!