Me love you.

Woah, i've finally written a long letter to the teachers, together with Iza! We have the same vision! x) Hahaha, the post that we plan to have is for us to know only, and for our own reasons! Mwahahahaha >:)

Band camp's coming! @_@ Half of holiday is gone all thanks to band! (N) *sighs* Anyway, planning to go out with Norish on tuesday! x) Awesome cousin! Hohoho. Nothing much. I swear i cannot survive without a fucken' prepaid, oh-my-fucken-god. -_- I must atleast sms faifai once a day, how to survive!!!!!!!! _l_ Getting prepaid on tuesday, only! I see you see i see you. -_-

Okeh, goodbye child molesters and pedophiles, till we meet again baby! ^_^

xxo.

Each day I love you more today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

Oh hi there.

My eyes hurt from staring at the screen for too long! x) I think i'm getting myopia soon but whatever ok. Currently talking to Lenz the dog & Faizzul the ass. I'm rotting my ass off at home. Sucks! Need to start getting a life. I want to rent thailand horror movies and watch them with friends. @_@ RANDOM, IKRSHUTUP.

I've yet to write a letter regarding my desired position for band next year, the fuck. -.- Need to hand it in by Monday morning? -_- I've got no idea!!!!! Was thinking of secretary, but that position is for someone who is committed to band, am I? NO. Maybe chief librarian!!! Since i've got experience - mwahahahahhaha >:) K i bet you dk what i'm talking about, just shut up.

Ok, i can't wait to start chewing on gums! It's been so long since i last chewwwww it, sooo long! x) Can't wait for P6 outreach and i hope that fake-boobs-bitch stop acting like she's the boss. Can't stand her. I hope she'll climb that element thing and get stuck there or smth! - Just kidding >:)

I still can't bloody get over the fucking fact that Jonghyun has a girlf, she's one lucky bitch. :')

Ok ciao. I love shane dawson, bitch!!!!!!! _l_ Oh, and i still can't believe that half of my holidays are going to be spent on band! Hello, i have a life! Goodbye! (i'm trying to be enthu but i can't)

Oh, hello there. @_@ I have a boring life. Activities done today were:

• Belay school.
• Band!

Hahahaha, super no life! Oh, here's something for my awesome friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ I'm affirmative that once he sees this, he'll steam like shit! x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZZUL!

Here's a photo of your favourite girl. *ahaha, emo* Anyway! Happy birthday! Once again. This is my third time, but i don't care - bitch. ^_^ Oh, thanks for being such an awesome friend! Eversince i know you (19th February), you've been very very very helpful towards my personal life and studies! Do you know that sometimes, you motivate and inspire me? Hahahaha, shut up.

You're such a nice person to talk to, because you listen - very well to be exact. I don't have many friends who could listen to me. :/ heh, luckily i met you! And i'm glad we got really close soon! hahaha, shared secrets and stuff. (9th June? Hahahaha, glee!)

You're so open and funny and sweet ~ Yadeda, all the gay things are about to come out. Can't believe i'm praising you. -_- Only for today, tmr you die! hahaha, kidding! Pls get me some souveniors @ malaysia, tyvm - NOT! Roflmao ~

You're a total gay, i like! Hahahahahahahahahahah! Seriously, thank you very everything. Everything!!!! Ever since february up till now, you were never once NOT there for me. You've always been here lending me your "muscular" shoulders to cry on and a pair of listening ears. Just, really, thank you. :)

The first time i talked to you, i was attracted by your good english! Hahahaha, i'm not kidding ok asshole! Seriously, it's so cool to be conversing to a malay guy in english, it's so rare! Don't you think so!? :P

Your smile is the girliest - *in a good way*. (to slap)

Your cheeks are the cutest. (to pinch)

Your ass is the nicest. (to smack)

My love is the biggest! HAHAHAHAHA x)

I love an asshole more than Jonghyun, that's amazing! ^~^

Pls study harddddd, you know you can do better than this! :)

XOXO.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

See how cute they are?! Who wouldn't love KPOP! Esp. bigbang, SHINee & Beast! Poor onew accidentally sang the wrong lyrics. And he dropped his head. :( I'd hug him if i was there.

Woah, Shinee is so pro! They managed to fly straight away to korea and perform at inkigayo! O: Jonggggggghyun! (spams heart x1000000000) Hwaiting! Ok, srsly this post is random and I'm bored. I love my smelly eventhough he sucks eggs tomatoes and potatoes. *5 more days!*

XXO.

I hate worrying for people who don't even worry about themselves.

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Wow, i teared because i was worried. That just sucks.

For me, there is only you.

(credits to Asdira's facebook!)

Hello, hello ~ Whatzzzzup! :) Went to Pulau Ubin with fellow malay schoolmates today! It was surprisingly awesome despite our nerdy/dorky look! Seriously! :b Had fun with the dirty kampung games (was totally guilty with the well incident, omgwtfbbqsauce). I thought someone wore my shoe but actually, i realized that it is my shoe that I was wearing. :P Ok, noob!

Then had batik painting(Heh! I'm proud of my work! First time ever that my art had shadings!), followed by some cooking booth were we learned how to make roti jala & kuih dadar! :) Went to find smelly for awhile ~ I think his painting is very nice (Y)! ^-^

Visited Chek Jawa afterwards and went to the cool haunted bungalow! <: Planned our awesome ketam cheer within five minutes, that was just plain awesome!!!!!!! We kept repeating "AH EH OH, AH EH OH!" - just to memorize which word comes first! :) Not forgetting cool dance moves with it! Adding a body wave to the end, LOL. but everyone failed at it, so whatever! :P

I think the trip is awesome & kinda bonded more with a few others! :) Heheheheh! Ketam ketam ketammmmmmmm is just so awesome! Ketam, hwaiting!

Nothing much, ciao!

Btw, ketam means crab in malay! :)

xxo.

P/s: 8 more days!!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

Nobody said love was easy.

Oh hello! :) Results suck. :( But i'm glad that I've done very well for Malay & Home econ! LOL, i'm an imported kid from London?! wtffffff ~ I barely passed English - had to beg Mdm.Fauzana for the bloody 1 mark, but i got it. ^^

Heh, nothing much. Went to Siewhui's house to do our Science project! God, i love the sound of squishy/slimy clays! It's so fun! :P Hopefully our "heart" won't drop out of the freaking board! @_@

Anyway, I feel fucking insecure right now. I think someone's trying to make things tough for me. I don't even know her. Oh great. -_- Or maybe I'm just thinking too much. But seriously. :( I can't even tell _____ about it. Ah, _l_

Batrisyia, hwaiting!!!!!!!! :)

I got youuuuuuuuuu under my skin ~ 8D

xxo.

Take me away.

Oh hi - well, today kinda suck? Results are being such an ass! I passed most of those that i received back, and only fail Math! I'm relying on my MYE & CA results to help pull my marks up. So pleaaaaaaaaaaase results, get well soon! :'(

Band today sucked! Oh, my clarinet has shit! Roflmao ~ (inside joke! Felicia & Huimin, *wink!*) KFC with Felicia then went back home and the fucking lrt had some issues with me. -_- It kept stopping at every station and the door won't fucking close! O: It only does every 5 minutes! Wtfmymamagod. @_@

Anw, get well soon smelly. Rest well, pls! :(

xxo.

The little things in life are the big things.

Oh hai! :) I went out with mummy, sissy, Aunt & Cuzzy today! :) Went around orchard - but end up not buying anything! :( I really wanna get rings, necklaces, shoes, clothes! & a lomocamera! :( Damn it. $127 @_@ Ok, my birthday present for next year! Fuckyeah! ^^

Ok, luckily i came across the purple vanguard sheet that i need to decorate the band notice board! :) Heh! Went for dinner with family after that!

Oh yeaaaa, getting results tomorrow! I'm super-de-duper scared. >: Pls atleast pass history, please! :( ATLEAST! Hopefully my scores from CA can pull me up!!!!!!!! *cross fingers*

Ok nothing much! Life's been mundane! Thanks for reading. :)

I can't wait to meet an asshole tomorrow! I miss your cheeks, blackass. -'-

Yes baby, i'll call you. :) *chey!* Jonghyun bbbbbbb why you so cute. :(

I miss you. :( & I bet you're playing those super-de-duper violent games.

Looks like I have to emo here on my own. :((((((((

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *Emo-ing in action* Roflmao ~

Very funny, Batrisyia! (I spelled my name wrongly twice! @_@)

Emo-ing very badly right now! :/ (Nah, not really!)

You should know how much I miss you stupid asshole!

O-m-g, i think I'm going insane talking to myself like this! Anw, i doubt anyone's reading this shit!

Ultimately, i should be finding something to do!

xxo.

I hope you can see what I'm trying to get across your smelly ass.

We're like fire and rain, you can drive me insane.

Oh hi! Had band today! It's been so long since I last touched my Clarinet and since i last saw my fellow band members! Hahahaha, ^^. Practice on the "dead mouse" song! Roflmao ~ Nothing much. After band, had some HCA talk who, to me, seems to be promoting HCA to us and like influencing us to put our parents into a hospice care when we're older or smth. LOL, idk! But i didn't felt positive about it though. But oh well. :)

Was planning how to design the Band notice board with Daryl & Jessica! We came up with an awesome idea and even bought the "stuff" straightaway after band! :) I saw my smelly♥ outside BPP eating his cup noodles. :P

Time to count down!!!!!!! 28th October is the last day of school!(1 more day after that is someone's birthday! Getting raped, confirm!) Ok, i think I'm gonna miss school despite going to schl almost everyday for band. :( But I'm gonna miss 2E3 alot! @_@ ROFL. K random. Ahahahaa ~

Anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIOVENNIAL KONG!(idk if i spelled your name correctly or not but wtv you stupid bitch) Sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you but thanks for being an awesome partner througout this whole month! It's kinda sad that we're only partners for 1 month! Sad right? I know you're gonna miss me loads! And our very very very cool handshakes! Let's go home together again - with kuoky! :) Hahaha, and tuna pancake is awesome. And yeayeayea, for today, wrestlers are awesome, bitch.

xxo.

p/s: The weirdest people are those that like their own status - in my humble opinion, no offence! :)

I'm jealous of the people who gets to see you everyday.

randomfairytale/tumblr.

Finally the end-of-year examinations are over. :) I'm glad i studied for most! History's what's bothering me. :( Because I didn't study but instead I went online the day before history. :( Hopefully i can atleast pass that paper. :/

Delifrance with Mindy Neo! I spend $22 on food! :O Hah, just for today! Now i'm broke. And the SHINee cap is sold out. I'm gonna save money for outings with many many many people.

Can't wait to go do some birthday stuff @ SY's house & not forgetting, baking session! Fuckyeah. ^^ Ah, $$$$$$. The thought of it just kills my excitement! I'm broke - officially. Only $8 in my coinbox?! Whutttttttt the ffffff. :(

Oh, and don't chu think my SHINee picture on top is just awesome! @___@ I'm lovin' it. Why is Jonghyun so eff-ing hot. :b Cutie maxxxxx. & btw, i removed cbox because it's useless. Advertising cbox is it? Hate the blue-colour-underlined-names! Roflmao ~

Anw. Don't feel so good today. I mean, i was happy but something happened. I hate arguing with my friends. Somemore it is a guy bestfriend. :( Somehow i know part of me is at fault for being sensitive and stuff, but sometimes. You just don't know how I feel. What's the point of give and take when I've always been the one giving in? And sometimes you just make me feel like this friendship is just nothing. You find me only when you need me - even if it isn't true, that's how you make me feel. I don't wanna lose a friend like you, but sometimes.. Just. Give me time. And I'm sorry.

But what the hell?!

IT'S THE END OF EOY, I SHOULD BE HAPPY LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. COME LET'S HAHAHAHAHA HERE AND HAHAHAHAHA THERE. :D

xxo.

Pls pls pls dye your hair blonde again, Jonghyun? :( I miss your blonde hair.