Love is not a maybe thing, you know when you love someone.

I miss hanging out with Dorene, Felicia and Jessica (x infinity). Was looking through our Kite flying day! photos and woah, i missed flying kites alot! Meet up soon okay. :)

I went reading up on my SS notes! Finally understand the whole Sri Lanka conflict thing. Anyway, I can't wait to do the 2 tests and get it done and over with, srsly. If not I'll be busy studying.

Anyway, I didn't see a glimpse of sun today! T____T

Oh Mr.Sun, Sun, Mr.Golden sun. Please shine down on me ~

Oh, and I'm very excited with the plans I have after Chinese New year celebration. :) Teehee ^.^

Right, nothing to update! Band tomorrow - hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. ;)

kthxbb!

Pls witness how asshole this person I'm chatting with is. :( He's such an asshole, I no wan fwen him animorez. :( I talk to him about American Idol then he just say 'ok' and ignore me. Sho hostile and unfriendly he think he very cute only ewwwww (puke puke puke)

But i still love this sucker. :) OK I'M SO BORED LET'S BE NERDZ. I'M SUPPOSE TO BE WRITING NOTES FOR MY TEST. I'M A NERD I'M A NERD GET THIS IN THE HEAD I'M A NERD. 8) FAIZZUL IS A NERD TOO. HEEHEE, I'M A NERD. OKTHXBAI.

Meet my two boyfriends! 8)

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AARON JOHNSON! (spams hearts)
ALEX WATSON!!! (spams more hearts)

I figure I should start pasting both their photos on each of my textbooks to motivate me to study and it's so that I won't leave my books behind under schl! Srsly, I have POA & SS test plus Chem/Bio homework and yet I left all 4 textbooks under my table! But i have a good reason ok - the t'cher changed sitting arrangements and I already like packed my books but then since I shifted table, I rearranged the books and it slipped my mind..

So anyway. No pizza on Saturday and I was really fucking pissed. Ahahaha, come on. You promised. Twice. And broke it. Twice. Uhuh, right. What a joke. Okie, maybe I should continue with writing notes! *nerd mode* 8)

Good day mate! :)

Always be yourself and don't worry about what others think and say about you, for even if you were a perfect person, you'll still be misjudged by people.

Hell yeah. \m/ Today, during sectional practice, i learnt a few things.

1) Every section needs a senior because seniors are the ones that are most experienced to things going on in band, therefore we must always learn to cherish them. Although i know there are times when clarinet section seemed to fall apart, at the end of the day, we are still one strong section. No doubt. So i want to thank my Clarinet seniors for always being there to guide us, especially Jocelyn Cheng. I know you'll read this. Whatever you said today, in the toilet while i was having one of the worst moments of the day, I'm going to keep it in my head. Thank you for everything, and for doing so much for the whole band. ;)

2) Everyone needs friends. Be it a group or just one person, everyone needs atleast one friend. I want to thank Norita & Jessica for constantly being there for me just now. And Norita, for the hug and the shoulder and NO!!!! You don't have any of my mucus on your shirt. :b Anyway, really thank you both for being there for me just now. Listening to me complaining, cursing, crying, laughing - everything. And ofcourse Zawati! Thank you for running around the school with me to get our papers signed and for listening to my rantings. Thank you so much. ;)

3) This is the most important lesson that I'm going to share. I realised something. That all along, everything we do is not for any other people but for ourselves. I did what i did, for band. Not for the t'chers. Me, jess & Daryl put in effort because we feel it's just right to do so. For the band. Not for the t'chers. I was very happy to hear the 'Yes!' when Jocelyn asked if the band liked the notice board. I expected alot of no(s), and the claps. It was really unexpected and it really made the three of us really happy. Thank you, band. ;)

Lastly. So what if our noticeboard looks like shit? So what if i can't go for the courses? So what if you think I'm not responsible enough to do a job? 2 words. So what? Did you bother listening to my explanations? Who's the one with the can't-be-bothered attitude. And to think you people ask us to do homework not for the sake of doing it. You know what's called lead by example? Bet you don't. You write for the sake of writing, you don't mean it do you? Well, so what? Even if i don't get to go for the courses, i'm sure today I've learnt more valuable things than the course. And if you want to get your signatures back, just grab my consent form and tear the whole paper. Sorry, but please try to get your facts right. Stop pissing me off. Oh, and I want my money back.

Fuck yeah, two big ass mother fucking words for you - SO WHAT?

Hi, i'm updating coz i want someone to read this. ok anyway, let's get straight to the point. SMELLLLLLYYYY. ykno how worried i am when i found out how sick and weak you are? :( I'm super worried i can cry. And i miss you so much. :( And now you're really sick, it sucks to know that you are. And I just wish i could help but i can't. Please just rest alot and spam 100plus okay? Just spam!!!!!!!! :( Wah, i really miss you. So much. Get well really really soon. I hope you don't need to go to the hospital :'( love you ;)

xoxo.

Gotta fly like a g6, like a g6!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! I'm back from the 4days, 3nights sec1 orientation camp! Eventhough i'm quite sad that it's over, i'm also glad that i spend my last camp with 1T1 & all my other friends! Overall, eventhough at the beginning there were alot of conflicts even between the FACs and T1, we did a good job working together as a class, right? :) One for all, all for one!

I miss T1 already!!!!!! :'( I'm gonna start printing out the lyrics of FIREWORK. I think we have no choice but to sing for campfire. No time for dancing, :( But it's ok!!!!!! :)

Oh after camp, went to Banquet with Lenz, Faizzul, Hanafi and Hafian. Had a small lunch there and slacked there till like 2plus? Walked a sucker home! Then went home with Lenz! :) Ok, nothing much. I know that camp's awesome even despite the many things that has happened. ;)

AND I REACH HOME, SHOWER, PACKED AND SLEPT AT 4PM ALL THE WAY TILL 5AM+. That's 15 hours of sleep, and now i can't sleep. Shiok! :P

Next, campfire! Then, back to studies!

Gonna meet lenz and maybe others to do homework. *.* (good kids)

Oh, and not forgetting. It's been 11 months. ;) love you cbfucker.

kthxbai.

p/s: And walao, i sho pissed lor. Fb anihaoz change my profile to the messy and uglier one, pcb! :( Ok that's all!

Hi. i left my homework file in school and was so pissed off i cried. Ok two drops of tears only right? Pcb. Now i have to copy all of my homeworks in school tmr. FML. And i have to finish everything in 40 minutes! ): EFF AM ELLE SIA. BYE!

Hi, how's school? It was fine - but i missed alot of lessons. I still couldn't understand even the basics of POA. I missed the first lesson where the t'cher covered half of the first chapter. Still very confused. :( And since bro didn't take POA, he couldn't help me with the subject. Ah, -.- And I think some of my t'chers are either having their period/they're pregnant. Again. Srsly, what's with the attitude?

And i fucking hate it when people say NO in my face. NO, just NO. Not even a "No no no". I had to meet someone and all you reply me is a NO. what a bitch - after you got married. _l_ Oh and thanks for ignoring me. Like, i said i wanted to revise on matrices with the class and you just ignored me. Thank ew. And awesomely, you were standing right infront of me and acting like you don't fucking notice me.

Ok srsly what's with the t'chers?

Bye.