I'm very tired.

HI! I'M SO LAZY TO DO MY HOMEWORK. AND, DONCHA THINK I LOOK CUTE IN MY FLOWERY PJs? HAHAHAHAHA. Oh ya, i lost alot of weight! Must share the joy! But it's true. :P And i think it's because I only ate like one meal a day. O_O NOT ON PURPOSE! but yeah, lost alot of weight. ^_^ but still so fat. zzzz -.- klame.

ok, band tomorrow omfg. Camp is coming! Alrighty, bye!

So you wanna know what kept me holding on? You.

Hi, today's a bad day. At first. But met up with Lenz, Syafiqah, Chester, Janwin, Sheryl and a few others and they made my day! :) Sweet Chester gave me a free coke from pastamania and Janwin bought me ice-cream. Hahaha, awww. I have sweet friends. ^^ Anyway, I spent like 23bucks shopping for loads of things! Hahahaha, ok i got myself something to wear when I'm going shopping @ town! :P Super happy. And bought charm bracelets together with Sya and Sheryl!

Right, I'll do my homework tomorrow! And damn, I don't wanna play Memories of friendship for SYF. Flyers, flyers, flyers ftw! Ok bye. ;)

p/s: I'm sorry, dear.

That tonight I'm loving you.

Hi! ^~^ Okay so common tests are over - finally! Hahaha, the bearbear and tags are my motivation yknow! Because it's from an asshole that I love very much. Oh, anyway. As predicted, I flunked Bio badly but what the hell, I didn't expect myself to fail English ok. There's no Paper1 to help me with my marks for english, oh no! :(

March Hols are not here yet but what the hell, I'M GONNA BE SUPER BUSY FOR THE WHOLE WEEK. I think I'll be going out almost everyday. O___O But anyway, shopping = happiness. Band = errrr. Ok, I wanna go shopppping so bad, I wanna pee.

I've been saving money but currently, I only have like 20bucks which sucks! My aim is to have 110bucks before the fucking march hols!!!!!! :( Dayyyyyum ~ Oh, it's ok! There's still time. ;) And fai's teaching me how to save money! Hahahahaha! Ok, for the sake of going shopping, I will save!!!! $____O

Ok, band tomorrow! Camp's next week! I wanna get back all my other tests so badly. :( Ok bye! ^^

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Hi smelly, I like your wallet very much. Ykno there's the big blingbling at the front of the wallet! hahahah blingbling is jonghyun's nickname therefore, I think it's soooo suitable for me! Hahahah ok thanks love you. Less than three!!!!! :)

Let me get this straight.

Just because I'm weak, doesn't mean you can push me around.

Just because I didn't speak out, doesn't mean you have the right to continue insulting me.

Just because I'm not perfect, doesn't give you the right to list out my imperfections.

Just because you think you were joking, doesn't mean I think the same way.

Just because I'm your friend, doesn't give you the right to take advantage of me.

And if you think it's so funny, then so be it. Just so you know, you're not the only one who can't take jokes. The world doesn't revolve around you. Get a grip of yourself. You just pissed the shit out of me today, friend.

All you can do is smile, and it can make my day.

Right, hello! Was looking through my Band timetable for March holidays and woah, 3 consecutive days of band. 2 of which is a camp. Ah, my plans to go shopping!!!!!!! :( Okay, hopefully I still have time to go shopping with the people I've been dying to go out with!!!!! And we've been saving money like crap! $__$ hahaha, I want a tie-dye shirt so bad, I'm gonna shit.

Tomorrow's a brand new week of schl! POA test first thing in the morning oh my gosh, I don't know what to study! I didn't even bring my POA textbook home luh - my bad :( And plus, there's this POA project where we're suppose to write notes on certain stuff! Okay, why didn't I like bring my textbook home? -_- Silly me. Band tomorrow & on Tuesday - I'm kinda looking forward to it. ;)

Right, that's all! PAIPAI! ^^

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

Hi, I'm at my granny's place and I'm super bored. Okay, I thought today was going to be a super bad day but nahhhhh - Nigahiga made my day HAHAHAHAHAHA. I mean, srsly. He's hot & hilarious, who wouldn't cheer up just by watching his videos???? ^^

I really need to save money!!!! $_$ Like, I always end up failing to save a certain amount. Tsk! Ok, I wanna buy shades, clothes, accessories & that hotpink shoe!!!! Can't believe band's gonna take up most of my time during the March hols - even on my birthday!!!!! :( Ok, persevere. 5 more weeks!

Alright, ta-ta!

At the sight of that, I was tempted to throw it away. Why must I only realise it today? WHY NOT THE DAY BEFORE? -__- Today was suppose to be a good day. SUPPOSE TO. I'm trying have your simply-can't-be-bothered-attitude in me man. L to the ol. It's not sucha big deal right? k, then happy mingling k? THANK Q FUCK OFF.

My heart is yours.

Hi, today sucked so I shall not talk about it! But anyway, HAPPY ONE YEARRRRRRRR SMELLY! Hahahahahaha so happy it's already a year Hahahaha ok I've said what i had to say @ the long long long letter! So yeah! I love you. ;)

p/s: the picture above shows how much you bo layan me :( Ok bai!!!!!! (L)

Hi! Went to Sci centre with the school yesterday. Overall, it wasn't as boring! The best part of the whole trip was camwhoring in the glow-in-the-dark room. And, as mentioned in fb, I stupidly deleted all the awesome photos from my camera. :(

Anyway, planning to start saving money for a shopping spree! I need new clothes, new shoes and new accessories pls!!!!!! :'( Already, I saw one hotpink shoe that really caught my eye! 59bucks. I'm so gonna get it >:) I wish I saved my money earlier. :( O-oh, i think i'm gonna be a shopaholic. Roflmao - but srsly, everyday I dream of wearing new clothes! L to the ol, ikr!!!!!! I'm a freak.

Right, for this week, I plan to score well for most of my common test. Atleast a B3 for all. (yn) By the way, I'm hooked to taylor swift. Are you?

bb!

45 things a girl wants but won't ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

Found this @ my friend's blog. I think it's super meaningful. ;) Okay, so I did well for my POA test and Chem quiz! Pray hard that I'll do well for my other common tests please :( School's been great. I'm loving every art lesson. And, Ms.Farah's phone is full of kpop songs! Hahahha! She's awesome. ;)

Okay, count down: 9 more days! ;) Bye!

Hi, I hate it when people ask me stupid questions. By stupid I mean ridiculously obvious questions and once I give them the fucking answer they think I'm kidding. And I got confronted by a dog saying I was stalking him. Stalking? You? Sorry. No time. I wanna play a techdeck pls. kthankewbai.

(random post! Having a break from studying! I'm an extremely awesome good girl, okbai)

Hi, i'm so bored! I'm going out with my family to Vivo later!!!!!! Yay, I'm getting a new wallet! Ok I'm so bored. And again, some random person asked me to like her profile picture. Sorry, I've got no time to like things I don't like. Bye!

Sometimes, I feel unimportant.

Hi, I'm so bored. Can't believe it's already 5/2/11. That's really fast. 2 more weeks to one year. One whole fucking year. Nothing to post about. Finally my photoscape is working. I tried editing my pictures and it's a success! ^.^ Credits to Iza for the i'm-a-gay-person-in-galaxy-idea. It makes the picture really pretty. :)

Right. I miss this particular person very much!!!!! So before he goes to sleep, I better make him read my blog. Hi you, i miss you. And when i do, I'll hug my pillow and imagine it's you I'm hugging. I don't like how you're always falling asleep all of a sudden when we're chatting halfway but I totally understand - I know you're tired from skating. Right, I miss you. :(

Okay, ta-ta.

My pillar of strength

Hello there! Meet Fatin, my niece! Isn't she adorable? Hahaha, just like her aunt oklame.

Today was an awesome day! Spent the day well with the paternal side of my family. Slacked around at Iz's place and had karaoke session after that - I swear it was awesome & we were talking to each other about almost everything! :)

7-Eleven's mashed potato tasted so good just now, idk why I felt that way! LOLOLOL, but it's true! It taste very nice, if you're hungry late at night tho x). Send sya till her bus stop and then me & fam went home at around 11-12plus?

I've got like alot of photos to upload but I shall leave most of the uploading-things to my mummy. Uploading pictures in facebook only when I'm not lazy which is probably tomorrow. Probably - No promises. :b

& fuck, i'm so pissed! Y V'DAY ON MON?! Y V'DAY NOT ON TUES/WED/THURS?! Shitter. :( I have band and I feel so bad, tsk. T_____T

Oh, oh, oh, I bet fai♥ 's asleep. tsk tsk tsk ~ Like what only!!!!! I bet he's tired, I shall forgive him because I'm nice sweet cute pure kind caring etc. etc.

Okay, goodnight! I love SHINee okay boss???? :)

p/s: I'm a chubby bunny!!!!!! Ok no link, bye!

Firstly, awwwwww Y IS FAIZZUL SO SLOW?!

Secondly, I'm just fuckin' bored.

Thirdly, it's time to tumblog! So just find me at forevertwentynine okie? Seeyou ppl there!

A kiss upon the cheek.

Hi there, CNY celebrations today! The concert was okay, I guess. Watched Shaolin with Xinrui, Lenz and fai today. The movie's too bloody, violent and sad. :( *sighs* But overall it's okay, although I really prefer Hello stranger! :)

Hee, today's really memorable like, really really memorable. Oh yeah, check out Jonghyun's muscles @ the above picture!!!! OMFG, all five sex gods are mine! :) I love SHINee but i feel that the KPOP trend is somehow dying. :( Even now, I'm not so addicted to SHINee! *sigh*

Lastly, Happy chinese new year to all my chinese friends! And to the others, have an awesome long break! See you on monday, okthankewbb!

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you, :)

It was only just a dream.

Hello there! Had POA test today and the first 2 question killed almost everyone but overall, it was okay and I really hope I'll pass it with flying colours! (yn) (If you dk what's (yn), type it out in msn!)

Just finished my art! Now I'm left with artist statement and another artist research, then I'm done! Ok, i'm glad tomorrow's just CNY performance and there won't be any lessons + band! (woohoo!) I'm kinda tired of school. :( Always so sleepy once I reach home, tsk! Hopefully tomorrow's morning assembly will be at the parade square - I hate doing the pledge at the foyer, the DMs are like 7 feet away from you and they'll be observing your every moves. (sigh)

Okay, it's super de-duper cold! :( Oh, movie with Lenz, Xr and Fai tomorrow! Gonna watch Shaolin!!!!! YAY, there's Jackie Chan. I like the way he fight ~ If there's Alex watson/Aaron Johnson/ TOP/ Taeyang/ SHINee, the whole movie would be 10 times better, no doubt! Oh, shuddddap - A girl can dream! ;)

Okthankyouforreadingyousosweetlikewhatonlybaibai.