A home isn't a home. It's just a place for you to sleep in.

"Batrisyia stop being so forgetful"

"Batrisyia, I'm tired of you. Out of everyone, you're the only one that made my blood boil"

"Batrisyia, what have become of you?"

"Batrisyia, you better watch out. If your results worsen, you will get it"

"Batrisyia, if you leave here, don't think about coming back"

"Batrisyia, if you fail O level, just quit school okay?"

"Batrisyia, I'm tired of taking care of you"

"Batrisyia, when can you be independant like your brother?"

"Batrisyia, what are you doing?!"

Life's good eh? :)

I go back to february all the time.

Haiiiii, had band exchange today with 3 other schl! Ok so we played badly during the first round and better the second. I guess today's just not our day. Owellz. After Jocelyn told me to talk to my clarinet, as it really help build our confidence, i spread the message on. Like a g6! Ok no link. But anw, it kinda work? Ahahaha. I was like, "hi clarinet. Please don't squeek. Please be nice to me. You are my baby. Please let me suck your mouth at ease. Please play well. Good tone." And i was rubbing it like a fucking gay. I srsly couldn't believe I said that. Ahahahaha, owell. For the sake of GWH. I feel like a fucking enthu. Oh maybe I am. trolololol ~

Ok so I'm sorry i ignored you because I was too shy and was blushing like a gay tomato. Hahahahah, ok sorry k madam! :) *spams fatty heart*

Dinner with Felicia and Jessica! I miss going for dinners with them. We walked at the area where there were just alot of flies and were screaming like fucked up gays trying to run away from it. Trololol.

Oh, band tomorrow! :) Okie that's enough posting for now. I've been having a strong interest for my Emath lately. LOL, i mean srsly what's wrong wimme? okie bai.

xoxo.

Desperate boys and stupid girls.

Spend my day slacking with this noob boy! ^~^ End up, we didn't study. lol. And, we were basically just chatting and like playing with my awesome techdeck! :P Nothing much. Oh anw, had Math test yesterday and it was the first time that I completed the whole paper in an hour's time. O: Heh, i know. Fayul much? But oh well. Let's just pray I passed. Even if it's a borderline!!!!! Oh, and i passed my previous Emath test too! 10/20. Just right ~

Oh, and the picture proves how much fai always bo layan me. :'( I shall sob on my own! klame. Oh yeah, band tomorrow, friday and Saturday. Then will be having practices from Mon-Fri for syf! I hope we'll get atleast a gold for working this hard! (cross fingers)

Ah, i had a pleasant day with the lovely people. This year i got closer to alot of other people! Ahahahaa, that's awesome. ;) Okie baibai. xoxo.

I don't know what's wrong anymore. I just feel so tensed up all of a sudden. Like I can break down any time now. I.. don't know. I just don't feel right anymore. My intuition just tells me that something's not right? And then now I think even I changed. I don't care anymore. Or perhaps I just couldn't be bothered. It's so unlike me. This feeling is so weird. It's just so tiring. I.. don't know. I'm lost. I don't even know what's the problem anymore. Maybe, the problem's just.. me.

You've got a smile that could light up this whole town.

Met up with Toot and izzazy just now! Went to toot's house to catch a movie but, we stopped halfway because one miss call was too scary and the hangover was too boring for us! Hahahah, had fun stalking people and gossiping about everything! ;)

Toot and iza surprised me with a cake and some presents! Oh my, i love the techdeck! ^^ It's so cute. ;) And the card is super sweet too! Ah, i love them both x100000! We were also singing along to rebecca black's friday like an asshole! Hahahahaha ~ love my 2 awesome girls alot! (spam hearts)

I just realised I didn't touch a single one of my homework. Oops! :P Oh well. ;) Band tomorrow and going for a band concert held at ACS after that. Probably bringing all my homework so I can do it there while listening to the Japanese band playing. Woo, you've gotta think like a pro! Klame.

Seeya in schl, bai! ^^

Hey you! I miss you. :( Didn't get to see ya for the whole week. :( I've been tough on you, sorry. I love you. ;)

I'm starting to wonder how much one heart can take.

Hey there! I got back from the 2D1N Band camp just yesterday! Ahahahaha - yes, it was my birthday yesterday too, woohoo! ^^

First day was just practice for the whole day in the library! Felt really happy that Mr.Er said that we played really well and we can "smell the gold". Motivational talk later at night. I think it wasn't.. very motivational-ing. "Together Everyone Achieve More" ^^ But the best part of the talk was the Pantene advertisment video from Thailand!!!!!! It almost made me cry. :'( Hahaha, search for Thailand pantene commercial okay? :)

Celebrated Eva's birthday later on and Eileen was hanging around my bunk to wait for 12 midnight to pass because she wanted to be the first to wish me. Hahahaha, then she started singing me a birthday song followed by everyone else. I swear I was super touched! Hahahaha. :') Thanks for the gifts! After replying most of the text messages i received (my phone literally got spammed but it's okie), my phone died -.- Slept all the way till 2AM when Fel woke me up to ton together with James, Guan ming, Norita and Huimin. We were having a hard time finding the number for Macs delivery. And we went to most parts of the school to hide. Hehehehe ~

We had alot of strange encounters. O_O like at the blueroom and what we saw at the second level and the spiral staircase. And i was holding huimin's hand all the way. Gosh, i still remember the feeling i had while walking up the spiral staircase. :/ Anyway, I realised that Macdonald never taste so good before. Roflmao ~

Went to watch the stars @ the parade square and went to sleep! What a sweet 15 birthday I got. Ahahahaha. And I'm so glad Mr.Er said we played well. We used to aim for a high silver, then we aimed for gold, now we're aiming for a gold with honors! Hahaha, go ZSB! 20 more days! :)

"We practiced for more than 100hours just for that mere 10 minutes on the stage" - Huili.

okie thank you bai bai! ^^

I miss you.

When you and I kiss.

Hey there! I'm so reluctant to do homework. I planned to do homework every night but as predicted, I am procrastinating as usual! Oh anyway, went around town with Sya and Izy. I guess I'm grounded as for tomorrow? :/ Dang it, why didn't I get the god damn dream catchers! :( *sob sob* It's okay, I still have some other time! ;)

And I found tie dye shirts but the quality of the shirt kinda.. well urm, sucked? So yeah, didn't get it. :( Bought a vast, 2 necklace and a chio pink techdeck! Ahahaha, now I can go out with boring people, without feeling bored woo! ^^

I really feel damn sad because I didn't get myself a fucking dream catcher. :( I wanted to hang it on my bag/my phone yknow!!!!!! Ok, I shall go shopping @ JP with the next pair of ppl I'm going out with which is most likely Toot and izazzy! Yay! ;)

Oh, yesterday I bought connector rings together with Syafiqah from Szexian's blogshop! Super nice - bought 2 of them, and another one belongs to Sya! Ahahaha, omg I think i'm going to be a shopperholic. Oh damn, I need clothes so bad. :(

Before I end off, happy belated birthday Eva and happy advance birthday Haikel! Hahaha, woo I totally love march babies from band. Ahahahaha. ^^

Okie bai.

p/s: I like surprise phone calls from you. Super long time since I heard your voice, and when I did, I just.. well. I felt happy. Because I missed you and well. You made me smile and made my day a better one. ♥

I can't help but to feel this way you know. Everytime there's a burning sensation in my chest whenever I feel sad, that's when I know my heart's breaking bit by bit into pieces. Will you understand if i tell you that I trust you, but not her? There's a difference. I.. I just can't. Damn, i think I just need to be alone and sort out my feelings. Fuck this shit.

When I'm with you, I act differently. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don't have to pretend everything is okay when it's not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on the real one. I don't feel hurt and alone when I'm with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You smile with your eyes when you look at me and it warms my heart. You're easy to talk to and you listen to me. You're always there for me and you're always a shoulder to cry on. I don't have to worry about holding back with you. I don't feel self-conscious. I don't care if I have messy hair because I know to you, I'm alright just the way I am. You showed me that you really do care and it's not just pretending. You show me what's love. I really appreciate your company because with you, I'm different. With you, I'm happy.

xxo your battybatbat :)

p/s: 9. more. days. dear. :)

My heart stops when you look at me.

Hi, sports day today. Nothing much. Slacked all the way. x) Lunch with the usual peeps @ Westmall. And I saw an awesome watch, damn it. 80 bucks to save! HAHA, it's okie. I shall take my time. ;)

Then accompanied lenz to buy his techdeck. Damn it, it's just $4.50. I was short of like another dollar or smth. It's okie. Shall buy it when I go out with Fai, xr and lenzzzy during march hols. And then I can make fai choose for me. kekekeke, i'm sho pro like omgijustjizzedinmypants.

Super bored and tired right now. My legs are aching! :( And today, I saw alot of hot guys. ;) Hahahaha. Okay I know fai saw alot of hot girls so it's fair okie!!!!! _l_ There's like street soccer on the 19th march. Maybe going down to support AHAHAHA. ;) Later, when hot guys perspire, just prepare towel, we girls help them wipe okay? kfakeonly. Don't be a pedo. I'm bored.

Okay bye. ;)

p/s: 10 more days yo! Btw, the sweetest thing you did today was to complete the heart that i did on the ground, with our shadows. ♥ ♥ ♥

Sometimes I think about how I'm too used to having you around, what might happen in the future?

Hi! School is as per normal. Band is getting boring - I can't wait for SYF to be over omgplsjizzinmypants. Sport's day tomorrow. Go, go, go Hawk! Ok actually I'm not that fanatic over sport's day but ofcourse I must support my own house right! ;)

Anyway, luckily for me it isn't compulsary to attend PTM with my parents. ^~^ Hehehehehe. Ok i'm done posting. Life's been mundane & I wanna watch I am number four can?????? ok bai.

p/s: I hate how we're arguing over the same problem and it's been going on and on and it's never stopping. I don't believe that it's only your fault. I know I'm in the wrong too. So, I'm sorry. I love you, for being so patient with me and for always forgiving me.

Hi. I'm bored. And i'm on the phone with faiiiiiiiiiiiiii! hehehehe, love him bai!

Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them.

Hi, i'm back from the 2D1N leadership camp! Overall, it was okay. The learning of AV stuff were kind of, unnecessary, I feel. But some of the games are awesome, no doubt! And what the hell, i missed the workshop. :( My last leadership camp and I had to miss it, for band. Ok, I'm kinda pissed off with Band practice today. I notice that band practice's been very bad lately. It just doesn't make me have the mood to go for band.

Ok anw, ton-ed with Ain till 3plus (i guess) and we talked about alot of things. And I fell asleep while she was talking halfway! LOLOLOL, ok oops! Sorry boss. But it was fun catching up with her and laughing my ass off in the middle of the night. HAHA! :)

After the camp, went to have lunch with faizzul! He's so retarded pls - trying to act cute and then banged his head against the glass door! Ahahahaha, what a perfect noob x100000! And tried to compete with me in burping competition but obviously I won (because I didn't even burp so idc I still win). Still dare to play footsy with me! Tsk tsk tsk! *shakes head*

BUBBLY LOVES FUN LOVES BUBBLY LOVES FUN! ^^ 2 more week sucker! ;)

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What's up duck? Bye!

Hello there. I suck hard for my CA1 ok. Anyway, can't wait for march hols! ^^ By the way, going for a 2D1N leadership camp @ schl therefore, please do not miss me! Ahahahaha, okie see ya! ;)

The feeling I get when I meet you every Monday morning.

I'm really bored! So, here's 10 facts about me.

1) I can change expression very quickly. (very extremely)

2) I think I'm cuter than a cat. (right fai?)

3) I attempt to lick my elbow & touch my nose with my tongue but failed.

4) I like to jump around and scream in the toilet.

5) I like the colour of blood.

6) I think I'm a very romantic person in a retarded way.

7) I like tumblr but i think it's twitter & facebook's copydog. (woof!)

8) I like to receive random messages from an asshole (blink blink)

9) I think cats sound like they're fighting when they're actually mating like ew. (ew!)

10) I'm actually fasting today! (about an hour left till break fast!!!!! )

I'm bored. And, i miss my luzziaf belly muchiiex. :( Okie, bye!

MARCH HOLIDAYS, PLS COME FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^~^

p/s:

FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK

FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK FAIZZUL YOU SUCK

teehee! ♥