Just, don't leave me.

Hey there ppl! Went to town with CXR today and it was awesome but we didn't managed to find anything @ both cotton on & the F21 at somerset313. But anyway, I bought this like 50 bangles for 13.90 bucks at new look or smth! It was initially 10 bucks more expensive! Whoop whoop ^.^

Went to Vivo and finally got myself a new shades because someone broke it the last time I went there! (tsk) Besides that, bought a 13bucks off-shoulder yaw! ;) Went to slack at the rooftop or smth where alot of china men were asking for XR's name - trolololchinamenhahahahahahah! ;)

Shopped alone at Lot1 since XR had to go off, sobx sobx T.T Then i bought some flowery-pattern kind of shirt which is supa vintage-ish & i like it! Hehehehehe. Overall it was an awesome day until i received a phonecall from xk telling me stuff about band camp that I didn't wanna hear. I just can't wait to get the band camp over and done with because the person organising this whole shit is pissing me off. I'm not referring to any of my band mates, XXX.

Oh well. I believe in karma, bitch. And you think you're a good role model, huh? What can students like us learn from someone so disorganize like you? t(-.-t) Before trying to be friendly with us, try sucking my non-existent balls. Tyvmfylbitch.

XXO.

p/s: I know I'm reading our past conversations at my own risk. It's just making me miss the very crappy, good & childish times we used to have. Guess everyone grows out of it just like you & me.

#19 Tell her she's beautiful and make her believe it.

Hey, just came back from exercising with KJ & Eileen. In the morning I planned all the 4 games in my awesome head eventhough I didn't wanted to go for camp, but Eileen told me that there will be outdoor cooking at the forest there just like what we had in Sec1 & well, it brought back a couple of memories so now I'm kind of excited to go for camp. See, I'm going for my friends. Whoop-whoop! ^.^

And at first, I was really pissed at them for asking me to plan for the games when I didn't even volunteered to do so, but I still planned anyway because ykno why? I'm just so awesome like that yo! Infinite swag x1000000 ;) But i felt grateful when XK and BL said thank you to me for my hardwork. See, little things can make my day. I'm not sucha petty person, I'm awesome. It's just, if i hate someone, I don't wish to do things for them. & i think t'chers should learn to say thank you too. Is it really that hard? :/

So anyway, I love my night walk idea. Trolololol, too bad there's no time for scary movies or smth if not it would totally build up the atmosphere. I'm a little excited for band camp and I hope everyone cooperates. I think it's probably the last band camp the sec3s have or smth? And god, I can't believe that fag didn't allow us to have band camp on a later date so that the other sec3s will be able to enjoy. What a bitch. Please just suck my non-existent balls.

Exercising with the both of them was fun, and I felt guilty eating a cup of mashed potatoes after that. Shit! -_- Now, i feel so fat. Again. Oh well. I hope I'll be thin when I come back from Viet, mwahahha. I heard there's gonna be like 20km hike or smth? Up a mountain. Awesome shit. & muslims will be eating vegetarian food = by the time i come back I'll be as thin as emma watson, fake. Hahahahahaha ~

Meeting xinrui tomorrow for some shopping. I need beanie, shades & more clothes darlin'! bb!

xxo.

Loving you is the second best thing I ever did, finding you is the first.

Hi hi hi hi. Went out with Nutass yesterday to just slack and catch up. Met her @ BPP and gossip along the way, whoop whoop! Then went to Lot1 where we slacked at rooftop & then at macs. Oh, she helped me hide this very pretty dark blue dress from Cotton on because there's like only 2 left & i was out of cash so I waited till my mum came and we bough clothes tgt! ;)

Anw, thanks Rotinaprata Teo for continuously being there for me throughout all those petty & lame arguments we've been through! I think we're like sisters already. Hahahaha. Band practice without you is so weird. Do come back and visit us!!!!! ;)

All the best to the Sec4s who will be sitting for their O lvl MT tmr! Break a leg. XX.

As for today. I was having a glee marathon alone. Trolololol, pathetic much. But laughing by myself in the room was really fun. Strummed the guitar for awhile everytime I encountered a new glee cover that's really nice.

Did cardio(s) for 15 minutes and it was as good as working out for an hour. Went to jog with KJ but our plan kinda failed due to the drizzling weather, sobx. So we went to slack under my blk for a lil' while and chatted all about band. I was telling him about how unhappy i was about certain things. Kuoky's an awesome listening ear. Teehee - going jogging with him tomorrow. Let's pray that the weather won't be such an irritating brat this time. *cross fingers*

Before I go, to ykno-who: Sorry we've been arguing alot quite lately. Shedding tears quite frequently (sigh). But it's thru these problems that brings us even closer right? Love you.

Baibai ;) *waves*

XXO.

p/s: Can't wait for Tuesday! Meeting dear & the other gaybirds to catch a movie and shop. I miss ya so much! ;)

I'm not those girls, who has a gorgeous smile, a stunning face, super long shiny hair, perfect body, attracts every guys' eye, who a guy will stare at when walking down the street and who gets 100 notes whenever they post up a new picture. I'm not one of those girls. I have flaws and insecurities. I do get jealous. My self esteem does get lower when I see a prettier girl than me. I'm not one of those girls, i'm sorry I'm not good enough. But I know you'll love me, for me. Right?

xxo.

Hi, meet Jordan! My junior from clarinet section. I call him stomp boy because, well. He came out on stomp! hahahahaha. Schl was fine. Super tiring hike for 10km straight, fuck this shit. & I didn't even noticed that we walked pass dairy farm, which was stupid. Seeing how that cow got scolded by the english man was (Y).

Band practice after voting. Need to start finding the scores for the whole band & the section. Shit. I feel a little lost after the seniors step down (sigh). Miss them already, xxo. So proud of Jordan because he was one of those clarinetist who played well & i tought him hehehehe ~ He also suddenly just turned around and said: Thank you, batrisyia ^.^ Awwww. So cute! Hahahahaha.

Botanic garden tomorrow! Shopping next week with fai, lenz & chuaxinreh ~ *.* okie, ta-ta!

And you'll always be my hero.

Today's 19 May 2011! ;) 15 months and we're still so strong. Thank you for always accompanying me whenever I want you to. Thank you for holding on when I was about to let go. Thank you for pulling me up whenever I'm feeling down. You don't know how sad I was when I didn't get to see you for the past 2weeks++. :( & today, spending just an hour with you, sitting & chatting, it's enough to compensate for that 2 weeks of missing your presence. I love you and I'll never forget today. Or the other days when I'm with you. XXO

Dear you, I'm sorry things got so tough. ): But please stay strong and hold on! I promise I'll still be here standing by you. Love, me.

I'll never get tired of talking to you every night. I'll never get sick of your silly cute face. I'll never get tired of your lame old jokes. Sllab! Hahahaha. Won't ever get sick of our midnight texts eventho i'll have awesome panda eyes that you love. I'll never get sick of listening to you complaining about your injury (tsk, altho it pisses me off to see how much you've hurt yourself) - coz I know you just wants me to care. I'll never get tired of mentioning your name everyday. So this is really random but nevertheless, get well soon! HAHAHAHAH. ok bye.

Bio fuck off and rot -.-

Love is a pledge.

God, busy with exams. I think I did badly for most of them so GG.COM to me. Sobx sobx :( Studied with Ain & Zawati today and will do so with Norita tomorrow. I can't wait for after exams so i'll have time for other friends omigosh. ;)

Ykno what I miss band alot!!!! Miss those Mondays, wednesdays & Fridays long tiring practices. Miss meeting band members. Miss slacking around and getting punished. Miss stalking ncc every friday from above with Norita (trololol). Miss hanging out at Roof garden with the usuals till 8PM or so. I miss making music with the band. I really miss band alot. AND I SO WANT A NEW GIMMICKS CAN????????? Okie i'm a band enthusiast trolol!

Just a short update. Bye! ;)

xxo.

Have you guys ever miss someone so much that you can cry? Is it really weird to feel that way. If so, then I'm weird. Okay bai.

Earth, ya too hot for me? I'm too cool for ya. kthxbai.

HIIII I'M SO HAPPY TODAY. I webcammed with Faizzul (and his mum and bro). Awww, they're so cute. :) And he does alot of silly things such as putting a shoe on his cheeks. Tsk, what an asshole! And yknow, like eventho my hair looks like a lion that just woke up (due to the wind direction from the fan trolololz) he still loves me the way i am, atleast that's what he said. K i'm not tryna brag about having the best guy or smth. I'm not tryna boast about our relationship. But i really think he's an awesome guy. And, I love him the most and I'm just so glad i met someone like him.

Count down: 11 more days to 15 months! :)

To tell you the truth, I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights, long hugs, good massages, someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there, a hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.

xxo.

This is what happens when you're sick of studying. I think I'm gonna flunk every subject. :( and I miss fai alotttttt >: Alrighty, chemistry's calling me. He's lying on my bed waiting for me to open him. Okay baibai darl! ;)

xx0.