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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

So god damn true.

xxo

Friday, June 24, 2011

Someone you never used to hang out with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you'd never love, now owns your entire heart.

The 7 things i like about you your hair your eyes your old levi's when we kiss i'm hypnotized you make me laugh you make me cry but I guess that's both I'll have to buy. Your hands in mine when we're intertwined everything's alright. I wanna be with the one i know. And the 7th thing I like the most that you do, you make me love you.

BORED HABBO AH. BAND IS SO BOBBA BOBBA BOBBA BOBBA BOBBA sigh. *rolls eyes* Tomorrow performance and yet there's so many last minute changes. It's ok, bat!!!! Today, you go chalet & BBQ, eat eat eat eat release your stress then tomorrow then worry about how the band will be like alright battyshasha? Ok!!!!! ^.^ Talking to myself like a g6 okeh? bai.

xxo.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Sometimes all a girl ever needs is someone to hold her hand.

Monday, June 20, 2011

If i could wish one thing, i'd hear you call my name.

Hi there. Spent my day with my boy today whoop whoop. We did our homework. I finished 2 english comprehensions okay! While he did like 3 pages of DNT drawings, trololol. And I mapled for awhile, after so long! HAHAHAHAHAAHA. I kept screaming "F, Z, F, Z!" to like differentiate between the power and the taking-potions-and-coins-button! :) 4 hours @ LJS - new record niggers! HAHAHA. I only did 2 homework in 4 hrs because someone was a distraction! I bet i was a distraction to him too! :P Trolololol, that's coz i'm so farking hot! Weehoo! *.* Went home feeling satisfied because it's both a productive and happy day for me. Plus, spent it with him makes it all better. I love this boy! xxxxxo.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

"I'm in love with you , because you're really awesome to me . I will remember the days we spent together . I hope we do last long , and have less fights between us you bad ass bitch butt hole toot !"

I love you too asshole. xxxxxxox

Love like you've never been hurt before.

Hi. This post is dedicated to one of the most important person in my life, Sergeant Faizzulfarez! HAHAHAHAHA whoop whoop. Hi kentalboyboy_96. Happy 16th birthday! I know it's tough being with me, because I always hurt you, always make you upset, and I know there were tears shed because you couldn't take the pain. Same here. :\ But i know that no matter what happens, you're always gonna be by my side, supporting me. And even if it hurts you, you'll still be there. And when you said that you can't afford to see me get hurt, it just proves how much I mean to you. Well, fai you mean alot to me too. You're the bestfriend (thatilovelolol) I could ever have, and I want nothing to change. I know I can rely on you, i know i can. Thank you for always entertaining me and for always trying to love me right. Thank you for making my day a better one everyday. I'll always look forward to going home and talking to you everyday. Please know that you can count on me too. I love you for who you are. Happy 16th, once again. xxxxxo

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I'm all alone and I need you now.

Hey, i'm back from Vietnam yesterday! :) So, a word to describe Viet? Experience. Definitely experience. Having to part with Tony was a little heart breaking. He's been an awesome tour guide, sacrificing his life to help us down the 'death slope' etc. He's been awesome. ;) & I'll never forget those heart-to-heart talks with the girls either in the hotel/night train. It was really awesome. And seeing how our friendship bloomed. No doubt I'll never forget this trip. Ever. :) Toi yue ban, Vietnam! ^.^

xxo.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

I want to be there for you.

Hi there. Back from band camp!!!!!!!! Which, IMHO, it's screwed up. Especially the games. Hah, oh well. :/ Went to slack in the music room with Waitin and China boy @ 1+ AM in da morning and i received a text from lenz saying that he sense something and I should be careful and never be alone, especially near the stairs. What the fuck. -_- -'- Second day, skipped PT hah! And had sectionals after that. ;) I was totally up for sectionals because I really wanted to perform well for 25th, and besides, it's a great way to bond with my juniors, srsly. Band camp ended later than the time stated, as usual -.-

Met fai after that. Poor boy's sick. :'( Get well soon k! Slacked with him at some small hall near bpsc. Miss him so much. :\ Then went home at 7. Super tired :( Vietnam tomorrow, which means I'll be skipping band practice. Shucks! I hope I can catch up!!!!!

&&&&&& I'LL BE GONE TILL THE 14TH JUNE SO DON'T BOTHER TEXTING ME! :D

xxo.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

"The guy who actually called you dear, bring you to meet his mum thru webcam, the guy who waited for you outside the band room till 5plus and the only guy in the world who can make you steam just by touchin ya. The guy who really loves you and tryin' his best to know how to love ya and treat ya right. The guy who said "sorry, i've got another girl on my mind", the guy asked you to marry him."

xxo.

Friday, June 3, 2011

"@BATxxo don't give up bat :)"

Thursday, June 2, 2011

You get into the biggest fights with the people you care about most because those are the relationship you're willing to fight for.

Hi. Yesterday night, when I was crying and crying, when i was so lost, so close to giving up, I thought about the good times I spent with this boy up there. Yesh, he's the besterestersterest friend I ever have. I'm sorry I was sensitive, demanding, didn't try to understand you better. I know I'm selfish, I just want you all to myself, so I apologise.

You've been wonderful, perfect and weird? Weird how one moment you can be the reason why I'm feeling so down and the next moment you can make me smile. ;) I believe you when you say you love me. I believe. And I'm telling everyone now that I love you too boyboy! & I'm not afraid to tell them that we've been thru so much together, those stupid fights and those little misunderstandings. I'm proud to have you by my side, and tell everyone that we've been through alot together. When I see my future, honestly, I see you in it. ;)

Guess what! 17 more days to our 16th month! I love you

XXXXXXXO.
The best relationships usually begins unexpectedly.

Last night was one of the worst night I had. The tears won't stop flowing for 2 hours straight & my guitar was my bestfriend for the night. I was so close to giving up, so close. When i woke up in the morning, I prayed to God to make it better for both of us. I begged him. I feel like I'm hurting both of us. I'd rather only 1 person gets hurt, instead of two. I'm just a girl. I get jealous and I feel insecure. But then every thought of letting go will be accompanied by the sweet memories we had together. I hope talking things out will make things right, I'm just so tired of the drama I brought upon both of us, i'm just.. so tired.

xxo

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Forget it.
You can be as cold as the winter but I don't care as long as we're together.

Hey there, I'm super bored. :\ It's raining heavily & I'm in my room playing my awesome ugly blue guitar. ^.^ Just finished watching season2 of Glee & now I have nothing to do, sobx sobx. I miss my dear boy right now, it's been a super long time since I last met up with him. :( He's been really sweet these days & i love chatting till night. I hope I can see you before I go off to Vietnam, I'm gonna miss you so much dear xxo.

And now 2 pretty ladies of mine, Wati & nunu (chey!) are @ Melbourne! Leave me alone to keep all the gossips to myself, sobx sobx. Nevertheless, I hope you both have fun & remember to get me souveniors ya!!!!! Whoop whoop! ^.^ Hahahahah, miss ya both!

XXO.