It's all about forgiving, reflecting and changing for the better.

Hi! Hari raya started like yesterday and it felt weird drinking water in the morning because I guess I'm just so used to fasting for a month. The best thing about Raya is the good food.

Om nom nom! But too bad I couldn't really get to enjoy it because I had fever! ): *sigh*

Anyway, went to visit paternal side of family first then head on to my maternal side. Raya this year isn't as fun as last year. Felt like something is missing but I don't know what. :\ I didn't really bother how much money I get anyway. Hah, it isn't about the money ykno!! ;)

So anyway, what's Raya without family photos? Hehehehehehehehe ;)

Ok that's all.. I'm still sick :/ I hope I'll get better because there's t'chers day tomorrow and I signed up for Captain's ball together with my classmates and form t'cher! *sigh*

Ok bye! xxo

It's 3:04 AM. Last pre-dawn meal I'll ever have for year 2011 so maybe I should eat. Hahahahahahahahaha accompanying my dear boy to stay awake because I'm so nice like that yo! Faizzul, you love me yes? Muahahahaha! Alright, bye!

xx

That smile you get when you catch him looking at you.

Hari raya preparations, hari raya preparations, hari raya preparations. That's all in my head. 2 more days till Hari raya and Idk why some people just aren't as excited as I am. Hmmm :\ I feel weird. Hahahahahaha! ^.^ I can't wait to engulf on the good food my granny will prepare for us! Om nom nom. (Y)

Gonna start updating this blog properly only after raya starts! So i hope there's still readers. But i don't really mind if there's none.. I mean. At times, i read this blog for my own entertainment. A blog is an online diary. So, i don't quite need readers.. do i?

And today. I said the wrong things.. *pull out hair* Me and my stupid mouth! Never think before talking uh, stupid battttttt. I'm really sorry to.. erm. yeap, just really sorry! :| I hope things will get better tonight! *cross fingers*

Ok bye! xx

Not to spoil the ending for you, but everything's gonna be okay.

Hmmm, hi? Long time since I last updated and this site is just a site where i read/post to myself so ya! Hi bat! Trolololol. This month hasn't been so good for me and perhaps some people close to me. I wonder why :\ But all in all, everything's gonna be fine. I know it. :')

The feeling of losing someone till the extend of trying to make things right.. that feeling is just so. I don't know. But i finally know how important you are to me. So i'm gonna cherish you and start learning to luv you right. :) (okrandomLOL)

Anyway. Thanks to the people who has always been there. Syafiqah, Norita, Ain, Zwt, Jessica, Lenz, Ros, Siewhui, yunjie & definitely many others! Without you guys, I would just tumble and fall. So big thank you to you guys. And ofcourse to faizzzzzzzzzzzzzul for always being by my side thru the toughest times. :)

So anyway. 1 more day till raya oh ma fuck! Trolololol. Kinda eggcited!!!! I've been spring cleaning the house since like the moment I woke up - which was 2PM by the way! hahahahaha yeah yeah, put yo hands up ~

Went out with my girls yesterday and it wassssssssss fun! hehehehehehehe. And i received an awesomely sweet card from Zwt & Ain ytd so thank you both so so so so so much. *spams heart like madddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd teehee!

Ok, I feel itchy and sticky all over damn! it's 1:30AM and I think i'm skipping my pre-dawn meal because I'm just so full from break fast just now! Ok goodnight xx

Happy 18th months.

You are my whole world.

You make me wanna say I do.

Random update because I'm bored. Fasting's been fine, i guess? Just too bad I'm having sore throat and fever. Waiting for a smellyboy to go online at 11. Chatting with gako the frog (aka Garwei aka GAGA!) now hahahaahaha! Doing english at the same time because I'm just awesome like that.

Ywanna know how gaga looks like? :) Here you go.

KAZAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Garwei's the dumbfuck who didn't know I had a blog, what a moron! _l_ But he's an awesome gayfriend! ;) (aw, aren't i sweet gaga?)

SO, TO END OFF THIS CUTE RANDOM POST WITH A CUTIE PICT OF ME! I'M SHO IRRESISTABLEZ I KNOW RIGHT NIPPLE FACES. HAHAHAHAHA CHEYFAKE.

8) Tiut nerdz! Okay lame.

To the muslims out there: Happy fasting! :)

AND I'M BORED NIGGAS. K.

Byebye!
xxo

I miss you, terribly..