You lost the love I loved the most.

Err, hey? Yes. This is a rotting/dying blog. Rotting and dying, not rotted and died. 1 more week till exams and I'm still so lazy to study eventho I told myself that I wanna do well. Oh well, i'm just lazy like that. September isn't a good month for me. Nuuu it hasn't been good. :( But I hope October will be nice. Let's hope life gets better everyday.

And I'm glad my girls are doing fine with their life. I hope everything goes well for everyone. All the best for the upcoming exams everyone!!! ^.^

Alright, time to do some math though I'm so freakin' lazy! Oh my god. Bye!

xxo

my feelings never change

I really miss you, your presence, your hugs, your smile, your kiss, everything. I miss you. )':

Hey, i'm really sorry. I shouldn't have been such an Ahole. Pls forgive me? :'(

PERFECTION

Hi bitches. I'm a fat gal today because the moment I woke up, i smell food. And when I smell food, i eat food, and when i eat food i become A FAT GAL AH DUH?! ........ iknowitislamejustplayalong! *.*

COULDN'T STOP NOMNOMNOM-ING SINCE MY MUM COOKED AWESOME FOOD FOR GUESTS. HAHAHAHAHAHA. FUCK IT BITCH, I CAN GAIN 2 KG IN A SINGLE DAY AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIAT............... UNTIL LIKE MAYBE NOW WHEN I FEEL FAT AND BLOATED AND I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE AS IF MY CHEEKS GREW 10 TIMES CHUBBIER. *rolls eyes*

And i think the reason why I'm eating so much is because I'm influenced by Epic meal time which Zawati showed me last night and it's been a long time since i ate #likeaboss which perhaps is why I'm eating so much today so fuck you bitch! _l_ nojustkidding. Ok it's all about the mind nigga!

SO YAAAAAAAAAAAA. I AM SO CONTROLLING MYSELF UNTIL, IDK WHEN OK!!!!! I NEED DISCIPLINE! CHEY SHUT UP. I'M HIGH AND BORED. OK I'M NOT THAAAAT HIGH I'M TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF HIGH BUT MY FACE IN REAL LIFE IS JUST LIKE THIS:

-______________________-

I'M BORED AND I MISS MY BOYBOY VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH. HE'S OUT TO SK8 AND I'M ROTTING AT HOME. :( CAN CRY YKNOW? NOT. & the last time we took a kewtz picture was soooooo long ago sobx sobx. T_____________T

K please tell this asshole I miss him if you see him, xx