Time to love - T-ara & Supernova

Good person
you're the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Perhaps I'll see you, so I'm wearing the clothes you bought me
And I cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you'd be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you'll look for me again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together
Thinking maybe you'll look and you´ll come back again

We still can't forget
We still wan each other

We're still in love
Separated, honestly I miss you
I miss you like crazy
I'll wait for you no matter what, I'll wait for you til the end
I stop to think, I'm standing still

Good person
you're the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Thinking that maybe I'll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble
Thinking that my heart will sink and you'll see me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I already changed my phone number
Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maube you'll look and you'll come back again

Good person
you're the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

I want to tell you to start again
But I can't hear you nor see you even though I'm looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I'm going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There's still a warm spot in my heart for you
You can bear it
Therefore I will be able to bear too
But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it
Thinking that perhaps I'll see you by chance
And you will look at me

In front of the mirror I wipe my tears
Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again

p/s: I wonder if you remember this song.
xx

#11:11 - may you be happy with her

Sometimes moving on doesn't necessarily mean you stop loving someone. It just means you're gonna get up and let go of the pain you've been feeling. You still love the person but you can't be with the person. You can't even be friends with the person because you have to move on. It doesn't mean you stop loving someone, you just learn to stop caring. You just learn to be strangers. You just learn, to say goodbye.

It's 19/1/2012. Twentythree months.
xoxo

Yesterday, Today, Forever.

Hi guys! I've been really busy with schl, Class deco, CCA and studies lately. Have been trying to discipline myself since the Os is just 10 months away. Worst, MT O lvl is in 5 months time, MT O lvl Oral is in march. I'm scared, very scared. I really wanna do well this once and make everyone proud. I'd be glad if I managed to just get into a Polytechnic. I could feel the pressure already. Hais :'( It's ok!! Thr's still time. All the sec4s & 5s should just work hard tgt and motivate each other! :)

So yesterday, me & Ain went to helped out @ Zawati's sissy's wedding!! Her sister was so pretty and I felt super happy for their family! Congratulations to Kak siti and her husband! It was fucking hot on that day & I didn't stop perspiring like a piggy :( We also managed to snap some Polaroids thanks to Yunjie because she borrowed us hers! So sweet right? Mwehehe! Alright that's all! A short upd8 to keep my dead blog alive. Wonder if thr's ever readers. Hmmm ok bb!!

Ma gurls ma style my swag XOXO

p/s: I've been fighting this feeling for too long. It's time to really let go. 5 months from now, you'll see a different me. Nup, not gonna be that Batrisyia who fights for you, cries for you to sleep, giving a fuck about which girl you're talking to even though it happens to be one of her friends (lol. friend? ugh). Nope. Not gonna be that Batrisyia. I'm just gonna stay strong. I have my gurls and my family by my side. I don't need you. Fuck this shit.

I like people too much or not at all.

Hello there fellow non-existent readers! :) Sorry for the l8 update, I was just too lazy! Sorry! Heheheh. I'm proud to say I've survived the first week of schl! 5 more months till O level MT and I could already feel the heat. *girls generation make you feel the heat* Ok, cut the crap. Gave my dearest Ain a birthday surprise in school & I'm glad she didn't suspect anything at all. It was super difficult trying to hide from this girl bcos she keeps asking so many questions! Tsk. But lucky I'm a pro >:) Ok, enjoy the picts guys!!!!

Birthday girl!!!!! :-* XOXO

The awesome famous amos cookie cake that we ordered a day before! :) It's yummy and sweet. So for those with sweet tooth, you guys should totally get it alright! ^~^

Virtual kisses for everyone! :-* xx

NNMNCK stands for Innamincka which is Ain's nickname! Hahaha, cute right!!!

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

Love my girls more than ever! Happy Sweet 6xteenth Ain! Luvya! xo

Oh btw, I need a girlfriend treehouse & tbh, I know of a place & I don't see quite alot of ppl hanging out thr. lol just not sure if the girls would mind travelling thr..

Bye! xx

School officially begins tomorrow. I'm officially sec4 tomorrow. Goodbye freedom, hello torture. Everyone, welcome to hell.