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Friday, March 30, 2012

BEFORE YOU JUDGE....

This is lengthy, this is about a bitch, this is my version of everything. Oh wait, not mine alone. There's 8 of us. Hmmm so if you don't feel like reading this and you'd get pissed, just click Alt F4.

So anyway. Since some of you are so curious and would only listen to one side of the fucking story from someone who luvs to twist her words, why not you guys read this post and analyze. Lemme know who's right and who's in the wrong for being such a bitch okay?

Was a close friend of XX since the beginning of sec3 and yes, at first I thought she was nice and all. But well, slowly her true colours starts to show. As every1 would have known, XX is in a r/s with R. & R is a very nice guy. :-) In fact, me & Syafiqah even helped them to get together, encouraging each other to confess and all. Oh well, aren't we the sweetest? Apparently, some people just don't know how to appreciate.

1) checking them out

Then I noticed how XX was always noticing if people are noticing her back. People = boys. I really can't stand it when my friends are not faithful to their partner, especially when their partner's someone nice. Think about it. If we all can bitch about another girl who isn't faithful to her partner, & if we happen to see our own friend having the same attitude, wouldn't we feel disgusted too?

I remembered we were at the canteen sitting down and a group of malay boys from upper sec went down, and she immediately changed her sit making sure she attracts their attention, and started checking them out. Erm, disgusting much?

2) texting the ex.

And besides that, if she's sucha nice girl. Why is she constantly texting her ex behind R's back? It's just a natural reaction for me to pity R over what she did to him. It's gross how she almost went back to her ex. And didn't she tell you guys she used to two-time people before? mmhmm.

3) Jealousy.

She's always so jealous about R and Syafiqah. How pathetic is that? She knows Syafiqah doesn't go for Malay guys come on. And all she does is path about it and how she's so scared about losing him to her. She's just afraid Sya's gonna win her in alot of things (esp in studies. She's go to the extend of crying because she lost to them. That retarded!) That's pretty much pathetic. If she can get so jealous and upset about platonic friendships happening infront of her eyes, why is it wrong for R to get jealous over guys she's texting with? If she can text her ex, why is she so jealous when he's talking to A or a junior who used to like him is in the same CCA as him? A tit for a tat.

4) Twister & always-right-attitude.

Besides that, when both of them argued among each other, we'd always listen to both side of the story and apparently, XX loves to twist things around blaming R over and over again. So tell me, when a teenage boy who's strict parents gave him curfews & hence, he's unable to send his girlfriend home, does that make him a jerk? Because all XX thought about was how he's sucha big fat liar. He can spend his time with his friends but can't even send her home. Erm, whr the fuck is the logic?

p/s: Not insulting R's parents about being strict tho, I have strict parents too and I luv them hehe okie, continue!

It's disgusting how she's that obsessed with him that she has to be with him all the time. I mean, give that dude some space. He's been constantly hanging out with us (her clique at that point of time) and she sees him every single day in class HAHA so what the fuck is the matter with you little girl? Yes, obsessed is the word.

Not forgetting how we tried to confront her about stuff and she always lies about everything when we already know the truth. Bitch, you failed. No wonder her mouth's so smelly. Hmmm :/

5) Who is she, our mum?!

Besides that, she commands people around, including R, like they're her dogs (oh, speaking about dogs, i'll come back to that later). She can make her boy run up and down just to get HER stuff whereas he also has lessons, she can just boss people around just because we're her goodfriends? Does it give her the right to use such a harsh tone on us bossing us around?

She is one of the leaders for her class committee and yet she's giving CT & R the job to complete it for her. If she's so unwilling to do the job, she can jolly well give up her fucking position to someone who deserves it more than she does. Yes no yes?

Anw, she once said this to me: Bat, come here. Sit down. Hold the phone. Don't need to do anything. Just sit down. And hold it.

Erm, the tone?

She even shouted to syafiqah: SYAFIQAH. STAND HERE!

Erm, the tone? Leading to my next point.

6) Rude.

XX just doesn't know when the fuck to joke around and when the fuck to shut the fuck up. Tell me, when you're gg up the stairs and someone pulls your hair, what do you do? Slap them? Apparently Sakinah didn't do that to XX. She was too angry to slap her. And yes, that's what XX did to Sakinah. Pulling hair, is it that funny?

Besides that, isn't it rude to embarrass people on purpose in public? "BATRISYIA, WHAT'S WITH YOUR HAIR?!" "SAKINAH LAH, SHE SPRAYED THE CLOTHES WRONGLY! BLAME HER. ALL HER FAULT!" Oh bitch, you cried over an accident? Really, do you think people do accidents on purpose?! "ZAWATI DRESSED SO SLOPPILY" Did zawati ever did anything wrong to you, yes no maybe stfu? :-)

And when your goodfriends aren't really in their best mood and they're already crying, is it funny to make a joke out of them while they're actually crying? Pretty much shows how much XX cares for us. 0% concerned.

7) XX's always the nice one

All she do is tell people how nice she is, how sad she is, how her life's sucha misery. Telling Syafiqah to scold people for her because she can never scold others. Which retard would be able to realise that they're actually unable to scold people because they're just THAT nice. Come on bitch, i've heard the way you gossiped, heard the way you scolded other girls. If you think you're so nice, I'm an angel.

And even after we washed our hands off the matter, she's still being sucha pussy and continued spreading everything to people she wasn't even close to at first. It's funny how people automatically thinks we're in the wrong just based on her crocodile tears and how much effort she puts in when she twist everything. (Y) Not bad, but I'm better. Probably because I don't cry in public due to these kind of things, and I don't fucking seek sympathy unlike XX.

So i heard she called Sakinah and Syafiqah dogs and let H send her home. She even went to schl with him. Wow, a girl who has a boyfriend, actually lets another guy send her home and goes to schl with him too? How can anyone be so heartless?

I'm really done with this shit, it's really not my problem now who you think is right and who isn't. But since you've heard her side, i figured you should hear ours. Actually it's not even really the full story, missed out some parts but since it's already so lengthy.. Anyway, even if you choose not to believe us, it's okay. I don't expect you to choose side, but atleast get your facts right. :-)

Peace.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Every hello has its goodbye

Hey wazzup! As promised, I'm here to update my blog! So sorry that I fulfilled this promise later than expected & again, I'm talking to the moon. So for those of you who are still reading this rotting/semi-alive blog, hello there! ^~^

I'm here to talk about Symphonie D'harmonie III which was amazingly awesome I tell you! The crowd was woohoo \m/ So, as promised - PHOTO SPAMS! (I took more than an hour uploading all this shit so please, appreciate!)

ME AND JORDAN IN THE BUS!

Omo, trust me. It's like fucking sauna there. The bus is small, it's more like torture but I'm glad our destination was just a 15 minutes drive away! Frankly speaking, I could've reached ITE college west faster taking the LRT. The bus driver didn't bother turning on the aircon. -___- Anyway, was quite entertained by Tanyin's pole dance so yeah *.*

Me & Jessica spazzing like mad gays on the huge ass stage! I really love how big the stage is mehehehehe ^_^

Here's really lotsa pixxxx that I took backstage with mostly woodwind section whoop!

Okay, i'm really gonna miss my juniors. Pix taken without Jordan & Clemen! tsk didn't know where these two went!

SAAAAAAAAAAP, sachok eh? Actually i've been repeating this for the umpteenth time but this is Taeyang #ZSB ver 2.0 HAHAHAAHA k can. It's Glenstunsyrass & he's been the best concord senior around haixxxx aren't chu honoured gleon? Oh, and he even baked me cupcakes as a gift! Ain't that sweet awwwwwwww :-)

Here's a pict with my bestfriendforlife nutass! HAHAHA yes, i love her that much. Muaxxxxx :-*

Norita, Zakir & Me! Yes, we're the malays with chinese bloods in ze band mwehehehe ^~^ Donchu think the three of us look similar in one way or another, yes no?

Heehee, managed to sneak out and took pix with these boys who came to support ZSB!

There's KuokJonn, Yakhang, Amirul, Garwei & Darren. Oh, special thanks to Amirul the gayfag for screaming out my name when the whole auditorium was silent! (Y) Yes, I actually heard him I just wasn't sure it was him. Remembered he screamed right after my Clarinet choir performance which was done pretty well! =^~^=


During gee performance (encore)! Ain't the sec1 the cutest? :-)

Another group of boys I wanna thank for coming down to support me! First and foremost my two awesomest bestfriends Lenz & Nasrul! ;-) Not forgetting Swee Hang and Safwan! Nas & Lenz were so cute waving at me from the top of the auditorium when I first walked in on stage! Awwww :-) Thanks guys!

Hmmm, not forgetting...

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SISTERLOVE

Uhuh, they're the sweetest because they were actually slacking backstage and waiting for me till we end the performance omogosh! Thank you so much Xinrui, Szehui, Jiayu & Syafiqah. Love you gurls to the core xx :-*



Tired/Hot/Perspiring/Cute gurl still super vain and needs to take pix of herself okeh!!!!!! ^_^

Here's Zixi, my awesome bodyguard!!!! HAHAHAHA ok no he's just forever there to disturb me :-( But i still luv him to the bitsssss xx

Not forgetting, Clarinet section' 2012 including alumnis! I'll really never forget you guys. ;-) Without them, life in band would be preddy much dull and boring. I'm really going to miss each and every one of you people & I hope the juniors will continue passing down whatever we seniors have tought you guys! I'll really visit you guys, I promise! Luv section 2 4eva!



The gift I received on that very night! Thank all of you so much for the wonderful gifts! Even Ms.Lee gave me a flower! She's really the sweetest le sigh. If i were a boy.... HAHAHA ok thanks guys, really thanks! ;-)

The pathetic & yet meaningful polaroids I took on that day! One more stack to use up on Friday which is my graduating ceremony where the whole of ZSB will be bowling mehehehehe! Wow, fantastic baby because it's the first!!! I've yet to give my lovable juniors their gifts but I'm planning to do so this coming friday.

hmmm happy yet sad how 4 years passed by so quickly and fast. I'll really miss this band alot because despite all my complaining & ranting & all that, I really luv this band to the bits. :-) I hope my juniors won't forget me though hahahaha

P/S: If I study hard enough, i'm probably aiming to go to SP and have band as my CCA again. Hmmm, not sucha bad idea right? Mehehehe :-)

xoxo

Sunday, March 11, 2012

In the end everything will be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end.

Hi guys! I've yet to have a proper blog entry! Blame the lazy genes in my body I'm so sorry. I promise I'll upd8 this rotting blog after band camp! MT mock exam this coming Mon, wish me luck! :*

xoxo

Saturday, March 10, 2012

My feelings? Oh don't you worry about those. No one else does.

Fucking schmuck. You watch me fall, broke me apart, laugh at me when I'm standing up for myself, believed the liars, tear me down, rejections, tears. Why? Because if I'm a boy, i'd rather believe the pretty thin girl who lies than that ugly fat girl who's telling the truth. If i were a boy, i'd rather be friends with the pretty thin girl who's famous than the ugly fat girl who plays the guitar for someone she used to love. Because if I were a boy, i'd start being a bitch and move on as fast as harry potter can fucking fly with a god damn broom.

Damn i don't give a flying fuck if you bitches see this post. My blog, my say. I have feelings and yes I am bloody affected because I'm a girl with feelings. I'm sensitive and I'm jealous and I'm just a fucking teenage girl who cries when she misses someone who meant the god damn world to her but hates her now. Yes, she cries when necessary. The only tight slap I can give you is a smile. Watch me live my life happily without you faggots.

hugs and all the kisses from the girl who cried wolf. Isn't she the biggest liar here? :*

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Bat & xinrui


pyong pyong! =^~^=
Better run, better run, outrun my gun



Love my gurls and our tonning session. But let's just stick to hanging out in the day shall we? Hope Siewhui stays strong because
9 other gurls are behind her back xoxo