I wasn't made for this, I can't fight for you anymore. 

Hey there! Yes yes, it's been a long time since I last updated my blog. Hmmm, so what's up?

MT Os are over. God dammit i lost 2 fucking marks because I was confused. Well, atleast I got 8/10 for my imbuhan - I was expecting a 4/10. Overall, it was a tough paper and I hate it. I expected it to be easier my gosh. Man, fuck that shit! It's over anyway! So free from MT at last!!!!! But that's only like 65%. Still!

So hit the town with my Ain and Zwt! What an awesome day with 'em both. It's a pity Fari couldn't make it :-( But it's okay! Sentosa outing's coming soon whoop whoop ^~^

We just went walking around and YOLO-ing! HAHAHAHA. \m/ Me and Ain almost did the Ellen's dance dare but we were too slow and when we both finally decided to do it, it's all too late! The song's gone and the 2 woman walked away. Dayyyyyum - it's ok thr's still next time kekeke :b

 Happy gurls @ LJS!!! Nom nom nom..

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And then we bus-ed back to CCK for me to pierce my ears and for zwt to cut her rapunzel hair! So I pierced my ears for the 4th time at the same hole. Woah, I better take care of it this time! No eggs & seafood for 3 days!  But wait, I was certain she said smth else too..... Oops i forgot hehe!

While zawati had her hair cut...

 kekeke Zwt looks so stressed *.* 

smile hunny, smile! 

I think it looks likka moustach HAHAHA 

Happy_gurl96 with short and thinner hair! Lucky she listened to me HAHAHA 

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GOODBYE BABY GOODBYE! x

p/s: Flashbacks of the past really don't make me feel good. I deserve better, they say. But I don't want better. I just want... 

Where are the plans we made for two? 

Life sucks when exams just ends today. Waaaay later than anyone else and that's not all. We have no breaks or anything. MT intensive for 2 weeks straight. I know MT O is coming but please. I need my rest, my break. I'm tired of studying honestly. Tired of school. Tired of the drama. Tired of the bitches breathing my air. I feel so tired of everything. Pre-menstrual Syndrome? lol

I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna buck up for MT. My A1 is not even high, it's a just-touch-A1. How the fuck do I improve? Oh my god. Discipline batato, discipline. No more computer till weekends. Hang in there for another 2 weeks! Just another 2 weeks.... haix

I need to motivate myself if no one else will. Piercing my ears with Zawati soon. Double piercing on one of my earlobes perhaps? Been wanting that since sec2 actually hahahaha. Gym sesh this Saturday, I hope i'll be able to run without having any earpiece on, oh no no no T___T Tutti frutti afterwards for sure. Miss those days running on that treadmill hmmm

hey this is crazy, but I like you. hmmm keep calm cos it's just a crush.
x

 You make me happy 

Nowplaying: Jericho - Zhenghua Symphonic Band

What's up! Oh yes yes yes, this feels like the end of examinations already. Well, kinda. Next week's just Chem/Bio MCQ, Art and Sci Practical so basically, I have nothing to worry about! kekeke well maybe just the results le sigh :-(

Anyway, I've been eating so so so so so so much likka big fatass! If i'm not studying, I'll be eating. If i'm not eating, I'll be studying. What the fuckary O: Heading to the gym next week with Amy and the others! Better make sure I run run runnnnn kekeke

Summarize today!

• Lunch with Le chicqas. Every lunch with them is always fun kekeke 
• Met Norita and went over to Glen's house where I attempted getamped! HAHAHA god I manage to beat Norita eh mwahahaha, ok with a little help from glenny! It was so funny seeing Norita die like that HAHAHAHAHA oh shit ^ ^ Hahaha, ok after Os, after Os. 
• Went to the library and met up with Eva too! Short catch up sesh with that preddy senior :-) 
• Bumped into Dinie and Muhaimin - gosh it's been sucha long time! 

Nothing much, but here's something for my dearest sister from another momo:

CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIIII 

Shock huh? Old photo from 2 years back!

Okay, saw your blog and well. I know how it feels. Come on, I've been there! But but but but but darling, don't let it bring you down please. You're a strong girl, with a cute personality and a preddy face. There's other girls who envy you for your looks and your talent and strong passion for music. Come on, why let that little retard bring you down?! Well yes, it hurts when you first think about it. But, SO WHAT? I think you're  beautiful ah ruiiii, a beautiful girl with a beautiful heart. Don't let what she say take over what you think of yourself okay? You know you're pretty! Everyone does! Come on, it's chua xinrui we're talking about. The girl who's gonna live her damn dream and show it to the people who fucking laugh at you for having that one small part! (yknow what I'm talking about right?) You're a strong girl hun. Look at how much you've grown?! Damn I love you so be strong darling. xx

'For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it'

xoxo

p/s: This is crazy, but I miss band and those long and hot practices.

Being a human is so tiring, let's be an owl 

Hey there! Oh sorry for the lack of updates, to whoever you are reading this blog. So anyway, a hectic week awaits. My gosh, so many exams. All I do is eat study eat study! I'm so sick of studying already. 6 hours of Chemistry and I still don't think I'm prepared. At all. Le sigh. 

So anyway, I had an awesome day yesterday with my Xinrehhhhh. God she's so sweet for accompanying me to the band concert by MYWO eventhough she felt awkward and all. Anyway both of us were checking out the boys in the concert hall and those in the band HAHAHA oh snap. God, there's like 2 cute clarinetist and one of the percussionist like hotstuff only when he's playing on the instrument. Ah maybe I just think percussionists are major turn ons kekeke *.* 

Oh yes, also I had my tutti frutti and it's nom nom nom (Y) The chocolote flavour is the best ah mmmdap! ^_^ 

So anyway, the concert was really good! Daebak mwehehe \m/ Ah, I especially like the song that goes like this, turut tetetet teret tetetet teret tetetet teret tetetet HAHAHA ok singing on my own. I forgot the name of the song, hehehe! 

Oh and went to catch up with Jessica, Norita & Felicia! Oh god, it's been sucha long time since the 4 of us went out together. Miss those days after band... :') Good times baby, good times! 

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YAY TUTTI FRUTTI. God, i'd love to go on froyo dates :-) 

 Around The World by Mus'Art Youth Wind Orchestra  

 Pocky for a hungry gurl nom nom nom 

 AH ZAKIR MY BOYFRIEND FOR THE DAY. Gosh, we both really looked like a couple right? Hahaha more like siblings. 

 With Darrel and Jocelyn.

 Joni the bird! Students' Council for the win kekeke 

 Haiya this blackberry kueh pao again.............. HAHA yes yes this is glenson. 

  So I thank these people for my memories in band. ‏

xoxo