Hopes and wishes 

Hey there, quick update before I go off to shower! I'm meeting Dinie and Farhan later on to catch the Lion City cup! Yeah man \m/ Awesome company whoop whoop. Eggcited eggcited eggcited! ^-^ Well, another thing I'm excited about is the Drumzout competition. I don't know why this year I feel the heat and tension? Though I'm not part of Drums Ensemble, most of my friends are like Nasrul, Ashikin, Faiz, Hafiz etc. Well - I'd just wanna wish them all the best because I feel that Drumzout is somehow like their "SYF" haha. Anyway, they sounded good from what I heard. Sadly, I couldn't be there to support but I hope someone will record a video. Heh, okie that's all. Quick short update. Happy Saturday everyone! :-*

School starts the day after tomorrow by the way, have ya'll done your homework? Fuck school.

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p/s: Yknow, everytime someone mentions your name my heart hurts. Immediately. I can actually feel it hurt. Memories memories memories. Nah, i'm moving on fast and strong. Shall influence myself no matter how many times there's hope, that nothing's ever gonna happen. And Batrisyia honey, you deserve someone so much better! Someone who's gonna fight for you instead of you fighting for him! :-)

SMALL LITTLE THINGS 

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, today I went swimming with Azuin, Amy, Syafiqah and Sakinah! Oh my god - it was a hell load of fun. I swear me and Syaf had difficulties swimming but we were just slacking around and playing in the water! kekekeke we also spent most of our times slacking in the Jacuzzi! Come on, it's a freaking 80 cents spa treatment, why not?! 

So anyway, not much hot guys to stalk but I realise guys grow hair under their thighs.. Ew. Okay TMI, I'm sorry! And we head all the way to greenridge for our Nasi ayam penyet, I swear it's spicy as fuck. I don't understand how Sakinah can almost finish the chilli! O: But anyway, it's still mmmdap. ;-) I also got my each-a-cup mmm. Luv the milktea, no joke!

Anyway, it's been sucha long time since I hung out with these gurls. Yknow, you'll really find out who your true friends are at the age of 6teen. hmmm :-) 

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So little pictures, I'm sorry! We had too much fun in the water! kekekeke anyway, realised it's only Syafiqah who's always taking pix with me. Lub this gurl so much xx

Okay bye!

XOXO

p/s: eh why the fuck you trying so hard to fucking fit in ah?! SEE LA I USE SINGLISH IN MY BLOG. Nabeh, to that extent. Sanggup eh kau, sanggup eh?! Fucking retard.

People need love 

Hey there! I'm here to blog about Fathers' Day which I celebrated last Sunday with my family kekeke. Awesome meal @ Swensen's since it's bro's treat!!!!! Le sigh. When will he buy me a ukelele?! :-( *major sobx* 

mmmdap! Toldcha it's an awesome meal. *.* 

Anyway, nothing much. Just wanna wish both Ibu and Ayah... 

Happy Father's day!!!!! Ibu is a father to me too because if I'm afraid of bees she'll protect me likka man! And her heart is really strong so, she's really like a supermum and dad at the same time lol what am I saying. Anyway, to Ayah! Happy Fathers' day. Eventhough there are times when you made mistakes, at the end of the day, I know you realise that family is the most important right ayah! I wish you all the best in life and praying hard that you'd quit smoking because it's really bad for health plus the money you spent on the boxes of ciggs... more than enough to get me a ukelele!!!!!! So yeah, i hope you enjoyed your time with us and work hard earn moolah buy for me ukelele ok the end xx

Pictures, pictures, pictures! Love my fam so much mwa mwa mwa :-*

Can see my rash on my face?! :-( One big one on the right hand side of my cheek. Depressed mode: ON

 

HAHAHAHA my sister's face major bitchy to the max can't stand it she's only 12!!!! HAHAHA 

kekeke, k that's all for Fathers' day!

I can't wait to go swimming with my gurls this thursday. Need to work that body!!!! Ah, so fat already. :-( Oh! And I'm gg to watch Lion City cup with Farhan, Dinie and a few other of my close friends oh my god!!!!!! I'm so eggcited mwehehe. Wonder why some people thought I watch soccer for the guys. Tbh, I really watch it for the game itself. Unless the camera man zoom to a super hot player then I might spazz but I don't even bother about the names trolol. It's about, passion for soccer! Chey. I should've joined soccer as my cca right? Hmmm but still, band is where I belong. Okay, what am I crapping? Just major excited to spend 2 of my days with the awesome-est people. \m/

And visited band yesterday and tear up. I don't know what state the band is in anymore and it's just sad to see the band fall like that. And respect. Where the hell is the value respect in this band? Gone. Even the juniors are disrespecting the committee, seniors and majors. But it's okay! I, as a senior, respect the majors and I believe in them. Dayyum, I miss band and how things used to be. :-(

After band, went to macs to lepak and chat chat chat. Mostly, about band too! And then went over to meet Linus to play soccer!!!!! HAHAHA street soccer is the sex. Actually I really love playing soccer since i started playing it during PE in sec2. Because all I do is run around and laugh laugh laugh. No, i'm not an asset to any of my team but it helps me work out my abs babyyy! HAHAHA so anyone wanna play soccer? Ask me along ok!!!!!!

Okie, bye!

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Oh wait! If ya'll have been reading my tweets, my eyecandy found out that I like him kaljdjaslkjasdlajsghsjhljfd how do I live? How do I survive? I can't face him eh ma god T-T but he's so cute! Okay doubt he'll read this but he's mad kyeopta! Umfff just change the bag dude, change the bag! ;-) 

XOXO

p/s: Moving on fast and strong and I'm so proud of myself. And I hope this feeling lasts forever badamtss

So how have you been? Read my blog.

Just looking thru some old blog posts. And some stuff got me thinking..

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Because in 2009, I was naive. Got my heartbroken by the first guy I ever tried loving. End up I realise he's just a crush. I was a 13 year old kid, experimenting with different things. I met different people. In 2009, it was the first time of my life being a teenager. And, I was a confused girl.

Because in 2010, I thought I fell in love with another kid. I realize he's yet another crush. And then I met his bestfriend. Nah, I don't think he's just a crush. I think he's love. Like, my first love. And in 2010, I figure out what it's like to be special. But family problems was a big issue to me. I was still, a kid. 

Because in 2011, I was in love. And being in love, is a painful and beautiful experience. I suffered heartaches for the first time, I made sacrfices, I made new friends. In 2011, I look down on myself - cos I thought I was a fat kid. Demoralized, insecurity, never-good-enough. In 2011, I got my heartbroken into a million pieces. 

In 2012, I got back with old friends. I got my family back. I realize who's always there and who isn't. I found out about the liars. I found out who I really trust. Trust, there's some people I enjoy hanging out with and only so few I trust. And until now, I'm still learning how to let go. I'm still learning how to cope with studies, friendship, and how to move on. But I'm half way there.. 

XOXO

p/s: This is so random but I just wanna show you all that from 2009-2012..

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I BECAME THINNER! HAHAHA 

why so serious?! :-) I'm always keeping a smile on my face. You should too! P-P-PEACE \\//

EYE DONUT CARROT ALL 

Hey guys! So, I'm here to upd8 my little on9 diary kekeke. Yesssss, hello hello hello! So here's what I did during the weekends last week!!!! 

SATURDAY: 

hmm this reminds me of a band song I used to play. S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y NIGHT! 

I went to Xinrui's house to doll her up and we head to *SCAPE where Xinrui signed up for something. Hmmm I guess it's a really good experience for a pretty gurl like her. One of them actually asked me and Ain to join too but mehhhh - you see these fat arms? And then we had KFC for lunch! The three of us were starving! :-( Thanks Xinrui for treating both me and Ain wonderful egg tarts! I didn't know egg tarts tasted so good. Mmmdap! *.* 

Here's some pictures! All from the phone. :-) 

With Ain on my right! :-*

My beautiful bee eff eff!!!!!! ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ 

And then me & Ain were walking around and we took pictures with......

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MY ANGMORH BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!! ❤

Yes, I know we're 2000-and-late but I got that boom boom powwww. God, his hip bone is just ummmfffffff girl look at that body, girl look at that body, girl look at that body!!!!! *.* And augh, I wasn't looking the prettiest in that polaroid. Bish! klajsdklsjaklsjklsjf hahaha Ain said I had this horny-and-happy expression going on. Ummmffffff shoot shag or marry? Shag!

Hahahaha forever with this tumblr pose. Actually I'm really starting to love my lips - the size of it I meant. And also my eyelids. It's deep. I think I'm getting prettier everyday.... HAHAHAHAHA! Hey, it's good to feel pretty and satisfied about yourself once in awhile, right? (Y)

Lepak. All day. Everyday. 

p/s: Dear xinrui, you're so pretty. Don't let one setback bring you down. Luv you forever! :-*

SUNDAY:

So here's what I did on Sunday! I went to Mama's house to learn how to cook baked rice! kekeke it was a fun experience. I think ya'll should go view my cousin's foodblog because it's really really interesting. Especially for those of you who are interested in cooking/baking! Check it out: http://rebelwithoutasauce.wordpress.com/

Ofcourse the last time she updated was like... decades ago. But she promised she'll update it so yeah!!!! Go check it out alright! \\//

Anyway, check out these mega cute polaroids of me and my siblings!!!!!

And after this we went around town. Shopped at Daiso!!!!! I love daiso, I swear I love it to the maximum. It's legit the awesome-est Japan store ever. kekekekeke oh! And I bumped into hamdi in 190. It's been sucha long time since I saw that guy. Aw he said I'm a grown up little girl hahaha :'-)

Ending my post with a picture of me and another bee eff eff of mine!!!!!!! ❤

She came over on Monday to just slack. with me. kekekek we watched Running men and did a BFF tag which I've already uploaded in facebook - which is like, dead. And we did random covers as usual. Miss this gurl hell load. Not forgetting sisterlove. I miss sisterlove alot. There's like 9 of us and I miss each and every one of sisterlove. Hmmm wonder if these gurls can see this but I miss you guys!

That's all for today kekeke. I'll update on Le chicqas session one of these days when I'm not lazy! They came over on Tuesday and it was a hell load of fun with the gurls. Love them as well! ❤ Pictures all in facebook! 

XOXO  

  If it is to be, it is up to me 

This quote, I don't know why.. I just like it alot. And, agree to it - 100%!!! That if it is to be, it is up to me. So. I'm really sorry for the lack of updates guys!!! Well, i bet no one read my blog.. I hope there's still people reading though. Hmmm. If you're still a reader of this dusty blog - you're cute. :-*

So apparently, alot are sad that they're 1 week of holiday is over. Well bitch, I'm glad that it's over. It means I've sit through half of my June study camp. Hurrrrayy!!!! kekeke so anyway! Thr's this particular day where me and Siewhui went crazy over gifboom hahaha. Fuckyeah for our awesome gifs man!

                         

and here's the awesome-est gifbooms we've ever made man!!!! 

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUNNY OR WHUT! Gosh, i need these apps - which was why i tried downloading 'em all today and apparently these apps for android just sucks so much. H8 it x10000 because thr's smth wrong with the camera function. Augh, android's being a bitchhhhh t(-_-t) 

Oh well, so that's it for gifboom! And recently I've been trying out different methods of DIY facial stuff. Yes - I'm turning into a real teenage gurl now. Or more like a woman? Har har. So here's how what I've been up to lately... 

Actually, I think I look very seductive here - I mean, my brows heheh thanks to that awesome indian threading shop @ Yewtee Point. 

kekeke yes, aku farni_galz96 kekeke ^~^ 

So, I really can't wait for next Tuesday because me and my gurls are trying out other DIY facial stuff. Can't wait for the messy fun! kekeke and I'm actually really looking forward to the DIY choco mask and ofcourse  the chocolate fondue sesh in my awesome room mehehehe.

Okay, I think I'll go enjoy my last few moments with this lappy before I start studying till the night. I've been preddy slack lately - at home that is. That's cos schl's been tiring me out and I've schl from 8 till latest 5+? That's freaking 9 hours of schl. Can't stand the kids who talk about holidaysssss yes, this sec4 kid is super jelly of ya'll le haixxxxx. It's ok!! 5 more months bat, 5 more months!

Anyway, I can't wait for schl to start somehow. Because every Tuesday's gonna be Fruits day for me, xinrui & Ain! Awwwww - anw it's been a long time since the three of us hung out tgt. So it'll be preddy cool + our kyeopta lunchboxes are totally putting me in the mood for a healthier diet. kekeke

Meeting Norita for dinner tomorrow. Whoop whoop! ^~^ I miss this gurl x100000000000000000000

Okie, goodbye! xoxo

p/s: wonder if you're one of those who still checks on me and reads my blog..