beware

actually, what was I thinking? It's kinda dumb. No, w8. Not kinda, extremely dumb. It's a risk. If i put my whole heart into smth and at the end of the day, i get disappointed.. for what? Was really hoping this might be different but damn what was I thinking. I'm not the only one haro haro? Tsk, quit dreaming Batrisyia. Over there, there're more to see. You're just a stranger so forget it ha ha time to backoff b4 further disappoinments occur.

Is this PMS? Er, I don't think so.
Goodnight everyone!

Will she ever stop? 

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII THERE ALL OF YOU! Krik krik krik. Yes, nobody reads this dead blog of mine. Okay so how's life? Good. I'm actually contented with everything I have right now. Now all I gotta do is work hard on my fucking subjects. Especially Math! But thank god i'm improving slowly... but too slow actually. /stress

Actually there's nothing much to post hehehe just wanna update this dead space.

Yes I know our bodies will part, 
but our souls are attached 
And I'll be back for you, don't care 
If I were to swim the seven seas, 
I'll do, I'll do, 
for you 

The best part of his band's song :-) CAN I SPAZZ NOW?!

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HAHAHAHA got this from Norita's blog, it's so funny. I think that's actually how I look like everytime I talk about H. No joke man, no joke. Ah, spazz mode: on.

I miss H even when I don't know him. Oh god what is this feeling?! I have to wait another 2 months to actually meet him in person. Should I get him a sunflower for his last concert? But, would it be too... desperate... but #YOLO butbutbutbut, it's gonna be weird. But I would make an impression /cheekygrin ugh! I should just go for it right? Yeah totally. I mean, atleast he's gonna remember me as the stranger-who-gave-me-sunflowers and we won't be strangers anymore because I'll add him in facebook....

I don't know. There's nothing I can do about it. Yknow, if this is love, it's a totally different kind of love. I mean, love cos of the music? woah-ho-ho! But i think it's just a crush that i really like to the extreme. Too early to even call this love, just too too too too early.

And the best thing is that he knows my name already! But he said I'm too young. TOO YOUNG?! TOO YOUNG? OH HONEY AGE IS JUST A NUMBER! AGE IS NO BOUNDARY. And we're just three years apart whatttttt ok nvm you're just having the secondary & poly mindset difference okie, it's okay. If it's mean to be it will be, it will be, it will be :-)

you know what's the best thing about H? Nobody knows him except for me and the people I tell. That's the best thing about this crush. Nobody knows him. hahaha wouldn't it be cool if he's gonna be a mystery to all of you till the day we both actually get together which is impossible? ha ha ha

OH AND I HAVE A NICKNAME FOR HIM! It's called JELLYSAN! HAHAHAHA cos i was doodling and I doodled him in a shape of a jellybean. Mad cute! I'll post a pict of it on twitter soon ok alalalalala just entertain my crap hehehe ^~^ Feeling forever on cloud9 everytime I talk about him kekekeke

WAIT.

WHAT'S THIS TALKING ABOUT LOVE? YES, WE HUMANS ARE MEANT TO FALL IN LOVE BUT STUDIES COMES FIRST. Ok, honestly i think it's bullshit and I'm just crapping. At the end of the day, the woman belongs in the kitchen and I'm gonna be a housewife making my husband a sandwich. hahaha fuck what mindset is that, i'm so adorable ok ciao!

x

Some feelings just never go away 

Realise I'm sucha big failure. Everyone's improving and I'm not. ITE for sure. Not that it's a bad thing, but it isn't a good thing as well. Confused. I'm going thru so much right now. Or maybe, it's just me. Making small matters bigger. Making other people's problem my own. My bestfriends are actually going through some bad obstacles and I can actually feel it for them. Dear batato, who else will feel for you? It's time to stop wasting time. 3 months is not long. SP for H, SP for H..

fuck this shit, i'm a failure.

If I could swim the seven seas, I would. For you.

Hey there! Whats up guyz :-)

Yesyes, I know I know it's been sucha long time since BATATO updated her blog. She apologises to all her world wide fans chey chey! World wide? Hmmm so are those readers from Brazil and USA real kekeke okay probably Blogger just wanted me to feel good about myself.

Anyway, last Sunday I went to SP Band's concert I.B.M and it was awesome. They're really good. And I really loved Enchanted and Up! Not forgetting, *cough cough* Robin hood. Okay Harry Potter was not bad too. Preddy cool concert with cool people. Hmmm making me more eggcited to join SP Band next year. 8D

Thank god my BFF came along. Sucha fun person to spend my whole day with. Spazzing over cute boys together hahahaha the hell. ;-) Me and my juniors kept screaming out for the seniors hahaha. Some point of time someone screamed "ZIXI!!!!! ....... MCSPICY!!!!" HAHAHA mad funny.

Awesome time with Bandies. Really miss band a hell lot. Miss performing. Miss the seniors. Miss the old band atmosphere. Now? Band's just.. different. Different culture. Different everything. Would love to go back to 2009/2010. Would love to. But, that's the past. It's okay! None of my beeswaxxxxx.

Pictures for you!

Taken while they're playing enchanted! Can you spot Jocelyn, Glenson and Huili? :-) 

#BOFD Bestfriend Of The Day! 

These juniors are the best I ever had, no doubt! 

ZIXI MCSPICY! I think he's really handsome on that day, don't know why. Hello zixi! /shy 

Glenson!

Oh, look who's here! It's Lenz Angelo Macatula Dela Cruz. My pinoy bffffffffffffff x infinity. Gosh been sucha long time since I last met him. Been a long time since I last actually took a pict with him. Abt 1 year to be exact. God, miss him so so much. Some bestfriends are just, for forever. Last long with Clara okay!

This is one bestfriend forever. Oh wait, twins? Sisters? What are we actually? Pisces! That's Norita my beloved bff. Luv her to the maxxxxxx kept shouting for her and not forgetting her mini solo was awesome. :-)  Love you Nutass007.

Time to share something with ya'll. There's this guy in band. He's really just a normal guy. But he's so charming when he played the Saxophone. My heart literally stopped beating. I mean, coming from.. him?! Major unexpected. Can't believe my ears. I swear to god i melted on the spot. And, i found out he's a drummer too. That added on to the why-you-should-totally-like-him list. But hey, it's gonna suck for me if he's just gonna be another crush. I hate how it's just a crush and feelings fade. But, it's kinda different this time. It's really different. Or maybe, i'm just influencing myself that it'll be different? However, for now. I'm certain I feel different.

Well, nothing I can do but spazz and wait for a miracle to happen. Ever fall in love with someone playing on his instrument once? And you don't even know him? Have you ever? Wait, is it even love hunny?

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Oh, not forgetting! I went to lenz's meet-and-greet Dear Alice performance in schl and it's preddy kewl. I mean, seeing my bestfriend living up to his passion is just jaw-dropping. Lenz, he's been my bestfriend since sec2? We've known each other for 4 years now. Long huh, long? Yep, totally. Don't know why but I really don't wanna lose him. Totally random. Bye lenz!

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p/s: Yesyes, i chopped off my hair. But now it's even shorter than in this picture. Gosh, chill guys! Hair can grow. And i think my hair's really kewl now. I love the volume and shape. Just a little too short because the china hairdresser couldn't understand a single word I said. It's okay! It's growing guys. No worries, my hair grows preddy fast.
p/s: Only brave gurls cut their long hair short. Salute me somebody, salute me!
p/s: H is just adorable shit.

There is no one at all, who is youer than you. 

Hey guys! I'll make this a quick update with picture spams. Mainly because I'm watching LCC now and my Adam is playing and I can't concentrate! Trolololol ;-) Anyway, go Singapore U16! I'm here to blog about what happened last weekend - I went to watch the Lion City Cup with Farhan and Dinie! Awesome company but the stadium was empty :-( 

Anyway, overall awesome day with them both! Plus there was this Uncle who became our personal commentator HAHAHA hilarious max! He was commenting on every single thing. But it's really fun. Planning to go in a bigger group next time because more excitement! Can't wait for after Os, no joke. 

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UNDER THE FLAG!!!!! Majulah Singapura! 

 Lions All The Way. 

That's all for Lion City Cup!!!!! I swear i can't concentrate blogging this cos I'm watching LCC right now TROLOLOLOL fuck sorry guys! alksdjalskjsalkjaslksajlkasjas go Adam and Azhar!!!!!! ^~^

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Here's what I did during the weekends:

Gym with le gurls! kekekeke awesome. New record! Ran for more than an hour - 6km plusplus? Yes, motivate me more, motivate me more. Those people who calls me fat everyday, i'll show you what's fat. Bunch of faggots. I may be fat but I can lose these weights. Your heart? It's ugly. You have to deal with it all your life.

 Jogging with my homies!!!!! Awesome jogging sesh today because the boys were so motivating. Yeah, i'm so glad to have 'em as my friends! Farhan challenged me while we were on our way back. He gave me a 5 minute head-start to run all the way from one point to the drainage and if I manage to win him, he'll treat me ice-cream! Mwahahaha ^~^ Sprinted all the way when I saw Farhan at the back! HAHAHAHA boykental98.

We head to Fajar for Mr.Bean and my ass was really wet. My ass has the most fats you see, so it perspires the most too. HAHAHA okay just kidding. But it was wet and very uncomfortable. Not forgetting embarrassing trololol haix x__x

Hitting the stairs tomorrow morning! Lead a healthy lifestyle bat. Eat lesser #Julywish

XOXO

p/s: What's life without friends? I love each and every one of them very much. My pillar of strength and motivation :'-)