I feel better when you're around. 

Hi friends! Ah, went to sentosa yesterday and it was awesome! \m/ Woke up at 6+ to finish up the present and head out to meet everyone except for Lenz, since it's his b'day surprise! hahaha. First time hanging out with Amirul and I think he's very funny and cute man! ;-) 

At macs with hungry Nasrul alalala poorthang, he stubbornly do not wanna eat Macs! tsk 

 Taken with Xinrui when we reached Sentosa. Had a hard time trying to stop Lenz from walking fast because he was pissed with the weather and other stuff :-( Alamak this mok, so fierce when he's pissed. Tsk, but it's all worth it! 

 Birthday boy got bitch slapped by me HAHAHAHAH i kid, he got a birthday bash hehehe ;-) 

 My homie

Happy family kekeke 

I miss yesterday's fun. I feel like making the Sentosa trip an annual thing for the all of us hahaha. Meeting up once a year would be good. Heh. Anyway, I'm glad we all enjoyed ourselves! And I had a wonderful day minus those emotions I couldn't help feeling... but nevertheless, I'll never forget this bunch of wonderful people. ;-) 

Anw, i hope lenz like that little gift that I made for him hehehe. Just something small but sincere. And I wished there was the balloon to accompany the gift :-( But it's okay!!!! Happy advance 16th lenz! :-)

xoxo

I watched it begin again. 

Omogosh, hi friends! Here to blog about Prom: Twilight 2012. The theme is gay as shit but it's okay. I guess the best part of everything was really phototaking! Half of the time I spent my time outside of the room camwhoring with a few others! The food was okay I guess. The chicken that looked delicious, tasted weird lol nvm -_- Was late initially but thank god Zhixue (syafiqah's boyfriend)'s friends booked a table for us hohoho so yeah. We were the last to reach but whatever, grand entrance! Chey ;-) 

So hmm I'll let the pictures do the talking!  

Paripari is so adorable and sweet alalalalahai. Hope she cheers up! :-) 

And i think this is Adam? The lead singer from Dear Alice. Aw, he's just so cute like a teddybear ^ ^

Faizzul! Okay, he's really a nice guy. And we should all let bygones be bygones. Anyway, last photo with him! All the best in life man :-) 

Zawati, Haikel, Lenz! 

Jiayu! 

izzudin bro! 

Conor! Or what I would've always called, my baby! awww so hot eh eh eh. 

homies! 

Beautiful ladies - Underground group! Awww they all look so pretty.

Farhan the midget. He's my really good friend who pisses me off all the freakin' time bitch.

Jet looks like some hongkong star!!!! omogosh! 

We got our nails done kekeke 

Nasrul my homie since sec1 ;-) Went through alot with him. And there's even a period of time we fought because I was annoying and he was a bitch HAHAHA but yeah, he added me back in fb ahem. heh, bestfriends for life. 

Credits to xinrui! hohoho yep that's me. Making my thank you speech with Xuankai as the chairmen of 4E5. A pity Ms.Lee/Ms.Koh weren't there to actually hear us thank them for all that they've done for us. But atleast Ms.Teratai was thr heh ;-) 

Dear Alice! And mok had a solo awww so proud of him. 

Joshua, the guy I'd always talk to in English class about relationships and life. He's just so awesome. 

Azim and Zul! 

That's all for prom! Walked barefooted with Farihin all the way out of NUS. You only live once babe. Doing this with your girlfriend was so fun hahaha but yeah, we were basically talking about life and all.. Aish, really hope she'll stay strong! And then while walking, bumped into Parang Butoh haha and we cabbed home with Nas & Ridzman, gossiping about some mmmuhuh only between 4 of us ;-) 

Lepak at Fajar macs with the usual and finally went home with my bff! hohoho. I walked barefooted la sial. A real woman last night. Walked from Fajar till Phoenix and cabbed home. heh, a wonderful wonderful day. 2012 really tought me alot man.. but the end was worth it ;-) 

Have a good day guys!

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I'll stand by you 

Hey there fellow readers. Not sure if I still have any of em though but ahaha aloha loyang! :-) 

So I've been going out for almost the whole week. With both family and friends. Yes yes, life's been really good after Os and I'm getting fatter but... it's okay! As long as you're happy because you really only live once man kekeke 

I had a BFF movie date on Wed. First time in 4 years man! Watched Ah Boys To Men before meeting up with the others. The gayest thing happened when both of us were wearing maroon pants HAHAHAHA major gay gay gay. And aw, bff treated me to popcorn because I brought him to the right shop. Movie was great, you guys shld catch it. So gonna watch Part 2. And I made him spill the surprise kekeke so now I'm really really really looking forward to Monday man! :-) 

We then met up with Fari and Zwt for the soccer tickets. HAHA both of them were playing hide and seek with us or smth tsk and I really love Fari's hair. (lawow ye para pentonton HAHAHAH) Anw, head to the hospital to visit a friend and well i'm glad everything's stable now. Our prayers are always for you bro! 

That pretty much sums up what I did on Wednesday. Had a wonderful time with bff and the rest. Aish, a wonderful and emotional day indeed. And also, kinda eye-opening.. while at the hospital hmm. Be nice, and appreciate everyone. :-) 

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Anyway, so proud of my sister for being top 10% in her school. Aish, two smart siblings. Okay lah, i'm not the studious type so I'm still very happy for her okay! I hate and love her at the same time annoying bitch/ Good job Nayli. ;-)

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Thank god it's friday, yesterday! Went out with Xinrui for the entire day. Major fun because it's been a super duper long time since I met her and we just talk and talk and talk and laugh and laugh and laugh about anything and everything. So many guys were looking at her and I feel like a complete potato aish! This is what happens when your girlfriend is gorgeous and looks like a japanese/korean/idkwhatpaleshitbitch HAHAH 

Shall let the pictures do most of the talking! ^ ^  

 Bat is so short :-( 

 Love this picture alot man. it's so dope! But the heck, I really don't know what to do with the muscle on my leg. Or what me and the girls always calls it the 'egg' lol dammit. It's either I leave it as fats or let it turn into muscles which is equally as gross as fats and it's so ugh. Yes, I'm in a dilemma :-( Thanks to the aerobics I did with my mum that made the muscles become more obvious.. and my legs are so short. And i'm short! How now brown cow? :-((((

And me and Xinrui were talking about how we'd watch the rain and sit down doing nothing with our future boyfriend one day. I'd love to spend time with someone I like doing just nothing. Just maybe lie on his shoulder and enjoy his scent. Well, a girl can dream.

life is good life is good life is good I shall repeat it like a mantra life is good life is good life is good because good things comes to people who wait. And I'm so thankful every single day to know that He answered my prayers, to know that if you're actually sincere in everything that you do no matter how painful it was, at the end of the day, your reward would definitely be worth it. And how long have I waited for this happiness? very long.. months.. days.. weeks. And when you finally hear it from someone that you like for so long say "hey, this is gonna be worth it" you don't know how much that lightens my ears and how much that ease my heart. Nah, I don't care if we're more than friends or not. I'm just so thankful I can finally let out my feelings to him without feeling scared, that I can just be myself around him, that I finally realised that I've been walking around one big circle in search of The One but actually he was walking around that big circle with me. Thank Allah because it is not too late for me to realize everything.

2012 is a good year.

xx