Happiness.  

Honestly, I.. don't know how to feel. Just feel pretty empty. But right now, all I know is that I'm still waiting patiently. And I just hope one day this will be worth it. Actually, I know it will be. Whether if it's the person I'm hoping for or not, it will be worth it. This waiting will be worth it. These pain, sadness, dark nights, scary thoughts.. I just know it will be worth it. I guess love is never about how long you're waiting for someone. Never about what you do for that someone. It's when you do it sincerely because you love that person. You know, I just hope you'll see that things can work out if you just believe. In us. Again.

And I hope one day, you'll look at me the way you used to.
Cos someone used to tell me, "Why give up on your source of happiness if you believe that he's the one?"

xxo

BANGARANG 

Hey there! A long post coming at you hahahahaha. Been busy with poly and assignments. I'm still so confused about what to do.. But I need a break. And please just give me a B+. My favourite module is currently S&W hahahaha. Hiphop and dancing all the waaaaay. E-learning week's next week and well, I should spend my "holidays" productively. So here's just a post about my life. It's all about poly & meeting up with old friends. Feel almost complete, the fact that I managed to meet up with all the people I missed so fucking much *sobs sobs* Time for photos! :-) 

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 ya ya ya bat so chubby whatevz k! Btw, this is frenchy!!!!! 

 Meetup sesh with my primary school besties! (spam hearts) 

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Syafiqah accompanied me while waiting for lenz! Love spending my day with my sisterlove! hehehehe 

MEET UP SESH WITH MY BFF AFTER ONE MONTH! (tears of joy) 

What's with the face pinoy?! 

Lovely night with my macatula! He made time to meet up with me eventhough someone's busy like an ass and I was PMS-ish for the whole week hahahaha. Reasons why he's my bestfriend! But yep, meeting up after a month feels so good. Finally told him all the stories I have and had heart to heart talk with him yay! Meet up soon. Horror movie next! ^ ^ 

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FINALLY MET UP WITH FERARICURRYSUSHI! 

 Okie, didn't take much picture but boy oh boy do I miss this girl so freaking much. Also haven't seen her for more than a month ;-( So much love for her and she's gonna be part of NDP! So please try to find her on TV! Sorry I can't accompany you fari, but you know I love you okay! :-* Meet up very soon! (spam hearts)

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Band camp :-) 

Erm, honestly I feel so damn foreign to the band. More like uncomfortable. I don't know.. I guess I'll just visit band once in a very long time. But I hope the concert is still on. I miss playing my clarinet so much. Aish, really miss the golden days. And I miss meeting up with Glenny! hahahah had h2h talks under a blk and yep, emo nemo night! Our honesty hour was damn funny!!! HAHAHAHA but I miss my band mates. I hope clarinet section stays very strong! Make clarinet the best section just like every year okay! :-* 

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TON TON TON :-) 

4 girls on a single bed! Believe it or not, all of us slept there! hehehe 

This is how a girl plays FIFA13 and STREET FIGHTER okay! 

Meow meow, kiko so annoying but I love this kitty! 

 Shower at Sakinah's house! Best place to be cos I got bra-less and all comfortable there. And we played poker cards in her room and lepak all day long! Yay, sakinah's like a mum to me. I shall call her Emily from now on though, cos she's the lesbian of the group HAHAHA (inside joke) 

 Erm, this is how bat looks like without make up. Or without eyebrow fillings lol 

 MUFC AND LFC REPRESENT! Hahahaha 

 Dk why my heart hurts to know that it's the last day of Fajar pasar malam on sat! Hahaha wtf. Maybe cos it has alot of memories? wtf so gay. But anyway, managed to finally satisfy my craving! nom nom nom :-) Happy bat is happy. 

Okie, 3 assignments to be done by 3rd June. 1 Presentation on week 7. E-learning next week. School sucks. Life goes on. Bye! 

xxo