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Hi there. Just a short update cos I'm tryna clear the pictures from my phone so bear with me. :-) 

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 Taken @ Arab St. with mummy. 

 This is the bomb, oh i swear to you! No but really it really is. Everytime I go Vivo, I'll be sure to stop by Bagus for their Tom yum yum yum! It's really nomnomlicious, I can't describe the joy I feel eating this hahaha. But it's probably too much for one person - It's better if you share it heh. 

Spend a lovely time with mummy and she's so much, better now I guess? We're much closer now and I can talk to her about anything and everything. I feel so blessed to have her by my side but certain days I can't help but think that as I grow older, she's not getting any younger.. and I think of things I don't want to like what if she's gone one day.... And what about my dad. He's really the best. But I'm always so rude to him, it just happens. I don't know why. I feel so guilty after raising my voice to him all the time. I'm not a perfect daughter but I'm trying to be. I want to make them proud. And I hope they'll live to a ripe old age - old enough to watch me get married and have kids. Old enough for me to repay them everything they've given me. Gosh, this is making me emotional. lol but only He knows how much I love them both eventhough I don't quite show it and rn all I think about is having fun with my friends. I love you ibu and ayah :-( 

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 Cycling @ East Coast Park! :-) 

 wtf how can she be so gorgeous I can't even........ 

 Alif's like really my boyf for the day pls! He really took care of me my gosh. So sweet! And so fucking tall. The fuck is in his genes?! HAHAHA but he's really nice like how he waited for me because I'm always the last girl at the back. So touched! 

 Missed this bitch so much hehehe so much love for her, and I can't wait to meet her hot boyf!

 I can't even... she's too... omg... Anyone wants her number?

 Hehehe yayz good food nomnomnom! The cereal prawn was a scam though. Mother fuckaaaaa albeit it tasted so good but 16 bucks for 6 prawns you kidding moi?! I'm gonna learn how to cook those and we don't need to go ECP for those shit anymore hehehe but really though, the food was awesome. :-) 

Had a wonderful time with them hehehe so much joy and laughter. Not forgetting the epic moments. I just hope 5 years down the road.. or when we're older, we won't end up like the people we mentioned in our conversations. All I know is blood is forever thicker than water and yep, appreciate our family guys. :-) 

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Shopping! Donchu just love the colours?! My gosh, they're so beautiful. I'm into neon colours right now. Hehehehe yayz, can't wait to wear em out. :-)

That's all. I'm planning to make lots of vlogs once I actually have a proper digital camera. Just a YTube channel for myself to share with others so probably 10 years down the road, I'll watch back all my videos and laugh at all the silly things I did. :-) Saving up for a camera rn!!!!!! Please, just one with good cam and mic quality so I can record awesome vlogs and make covers as and when I want.

p/s: Am I the only one who has considered quitting school? lol and can i just lose 5 more kg? It's so stupid to be weighing this heavy when I'm just fucking 156cm. Yes, I love myself but I'm just not happy with myself. And like yeah, these are just one of those days I get so fucking demoralized so freaking quickly hahahaha it's okay no one shall understand no one will understand. Trust me when I say i'm not fishing for compliments. Seriously, just hate myself for eating so much... one cookie makes me guilty as fucking shit i can't even. Can someone please give me some of their high metabolism so I can eat as much as I want and still not be fat hahaha.

bye

Who knows some day, one day? 

Sup. Gonna blog about the whole week. School's been fine. Finally it's the holidays! It's time to really hardcore on studies and just memorize all them farkin' theories har har har. Totally looking forward to that. Totally. But anyway, before I begin with the major pix spams.. Here's smth for a dear friend. ;-) 

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 Hey ruiz, I hope you're doing fine and you'll stay stronger than ever because I know you are. I'll always be here for you if you ever ever need a big batty hug or a batty call or perhaps some batext (batty text? lol) then I'll just be 8 digits away. Just know that I care and many others do too. Luvya so much girl :-*

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Whoopie dupz, broke my 8 Fahrenheit virginity with Jingyi & Amanda! The ice-cream ain't that nice but the waffle is aca-awesome hahahaha. Can't wait to try the durian flavour though, eventhough it sucks but I should appreciate right? I mean, SP has fucken starbucks and NYP has fucken macs and all NP has is this and some food I'm already sick of. ha ha ha  

 Yay first pic with Jacey, my first T05 friend! hahaha, she's so sweet. 

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Al-Azhar with the gang! :-) 

 Milo dino is the sex! But I still prefer Sakinah's homemade milo!

 Welcoming Zhixue to the family! Welcome aboard! :-) 

 What I had for dindinz! The sambal belacan's not even spicy. No ummmmffff at all. All I taste is the belacan flavour and that it isn't even tasty. Bleagh! :-( But the Pattaya was okay though hahaha. 6/10 cos I tasted better ones. 

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 Met up with Farihin after so long! Miss this crazy girl of mine. Supposed to study but well, I'll put the blame on her because she's so freaking distracted and she distracts me! I think I distract her too.. okay fine! Fair-fair! hahaha guess we're not just meant to be study buddies as much as we tried to be. I remember not studying during night study whenever both of us are sitting on the same table hahaha, funny max! Oh, i miss those glory O lvl preparation days. It's always a good time whenever there's both of us! :-)

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 Er, what I did during lecture lol 

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Went here with my childcare centre! It was completely impromptu but it's damn fun anyway! I love museum trips and the kids are so adorbz! ;-) 

 Hello lil cute boy! ;-) 

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 Bumped into Lenz @ my attachment centre since he was otw to gym anyway! hehehe then we had a random decision to meetup an hour afterwards so I had to rush home and fetch that boy home............. I'm the sweetest BFF in the entire world. Like, ever. And so, we had an impromptu trip to town! :-)

We broke each other's Mars balls virginity! Holy cow, this shizz is the bomb! 

 Met Nas during his break. Miss this guy so much hehehehe 

 hehehe, my ootd! :-) 

Hehehe, check out this cute snapchat by Nas & Lenz! 

I had a pretty.. good time I must say. While it lasted. And I feel very guilty for the black face and the attitude and the blood vomiting treatment. I really promise I'll make it up to you both the next time we meet which will be in 2 weeks time! All I can say is I'm sorry.. and I promise I won't do it again. Like, really promise cross my heart my butt my everything. And especially Lenz who had to tolerate my nonsengsengseng, patawarin mo ako! ;-) 

Goodnight!

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