What Bat Said

Zzz. I'm shocked. I always wonder, why do you always assume that everything's my fault. Sometimes i feel you always think that you're always right. While you're always waiting for me to chat with you, i'm also waiting for you to take the initiative. & i did apologise for neglecting you. -_- But did you? Nope. You think i didn't try my best, what makes you think you did. Usually, who was the one who smses first? Me. Who was the one who calls first? Me. Who was the one who started a conv first? Me. Just because i didn't sms you, contact you, did you even do so too? How interesting how you actually made everything sound like i'm always the one trying to cause this drift. -__- I apparently do NOT have time to hang out with sec schl friends. Most of the time this year, i was spending time with you. Did you notice? Nope. I doubt so, too! :b

What do you mean by spending time with sec schl friends? If you were trying to say going for council activities with my sec schl friends is one of it, then, i beg to differ. I do not hang out with 'em. Only sometimes when i'm free for an hour at lot1 after schl. -___- Do you even know the story? Why must you assume only through what you read? Why didn't you ask me? -_- Don't bother taking initiative? FYI. the tweet you replied me, i replied back at you. -_- You didn't even bother double checking? have you ever thought stuff like what if my comp is lagging? And i couldn't see your tweet reply? Then you're going to assume again that i'm at loss of words.

You think you're the only one who's been keeping your mouth shut, well, apparently, i do too. Zzz. Where were YOU when i needed you the most? Since you're fucking disappointed in me, then what's the point? If i apologise, you'll still carry on shooting me. Did you neglect me? Duh. But, i couldn't rmb you explaining and apologising. Zzz. Caring about you through your tweets isn't enough, then what is ENOUGH to you? Sometimes, littlest things that you do can be the sweetest. I can't sms you for now cos my prepaid is out of cash. & i RARELY calls my friend because i'm always busy. Assumptions again eh?

The reasons i didn't spill to you my probs was because, were you ever freaking online? how do you expect me to tell you anything? You don't even act like you care. You gave me an impression like you don't care at all. Now you're blaming me. Atleast Yunjie and co. cares? Atleast they show that they do. Atleast i tried tweeting you. I tried. Stop making yunjie & co sound like they're the cause of our brokened friendship. Don't make them sound like bad people. I'm defending them because i know they are not who you're trying to imply that they are. Apparently, you are also shooting me with YOUR words. Zzz. You said you've ended this long ago, then now you pop up all this stuff. Zzz lah. Stop contradicting yourself. -____-

You left before i did, by the way. Now i only talk to anqi about my probs. And one of my problems includes you. But did you know i told her, i didn't wanna care anymore? Because your actions show that you don't, too. -___- Quit assuming and making it sound like everything's my fault. I said i'm sorry, it isn't enough. What else do you want? So now your tweet states that you want me to fuck off. It's always like this. You use harsh languages on me, don't you know it hurts? you want me to fuck off, i WILL fuck off. You don't need me anyway. -___-

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