What Bat Said

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

I change, they change. Everyone change. It's just part of life, i guess - whereby changes takes place. Somehow it's difficult to accept someone who has changed, it's like you're so used to this person and now you find it difficult to adjust yourself to him/her. It's like me, it's like you, It's like him, it's like her - it's like everyone.

Perhaps i shouldn't really focus on the negative side of someone who has changed, perhaps she has changed for the better. Or maybe he/she hasn't really changed but just found the inner part of him/herself. My bestfriends changed, either for the better or worst - it's up to me to decide. Like toot said, different people have different perspective, i guess i'll just have to think positive. :')

Yes, i'll have to admit. It's difficult, since I'm not used to this kind of environment, but I have to try, coz she's my bestfriend, who's always been there for me. I should try to understand her like how she tried to understand me, and i shouldn't force her into things, for that, I sincerely apologise. I hope i'll manage to get use to the new her, and perhaps she really did changed for the better. Just that I've always been sucha negative person, i looked at the bad points of her changing. She, my bestfriend, perhaps has changed to someone who is more understanding/matured & maybe she see no point in disliking her like we do. I should understand that, coz she's my bestfriend & I'm hers. She needs me, i need her too. :-) But at times I just wish she'll tell me the truth, about how she feel towards me - there are some things i know but don't dare to bring it up. I know you, bestfriend, will be reading this post. And i sincerely apologise and still love you no matter what, really. It's just, difficult. For now. But i'll get used to you, coz yknow - you're my bestfriend, i'll make an effort to be comfortable with you. :-)

Coz i'm just so used to talking to you about her, that now that you stopped, it's like i lost a gossip partner, bestfriend. :/ Sorry. Loveyou gazzilionnnnnnnn (x infinity) I know she loves me, coz i love her too. This is a small matter, i shan't be too sensitive. I love her for the way she is, and i should continue doing so. I'm sorry, again.

xoxo.