
Yesterday, Today, Forever.
Hi guys! I've been really busy with schl, Class deco, CCA and studies lately. Have been trying to discipline myself since the Os is just 10 months away. Worst, MT O lvl is in 5 months time, MT O lvl Oral is in march. I'm scared, very scared. I really wanna do well this once and make everyone proud. I'd be glad if I managed to just get into a Polytechnic. I could feel the pressure already. Hais :'( It's ok!! Thr's still time. All the sec4s & 5s should just work hard tgt and motivate each other! :)
So yesterday, me & Ain went to helped out @ Zawati's sissy's wedding!! Her sister was so pretty and I felt super happy for their family! Congratulations to Kak siti and her husband! It was fucking hot on that day & I didn't stop perspiring like a piggy :( We also managed to snap some Polaroids thanks to Yunjie because she borrowed us hers! So sweet right? Mwehehe! Alright that's all! A short upd8 to keep my dead blog alive. Wonder if thr's ever readers. Hmmm ok bb!!
p/s: I've been fighting this feeling for too long. It's time to really let go. 5 months from now, you'll see a different me. Nup, not gonna be that Batrisyia who fights for you, cries for you to sleep, giving a fuck about which girl you're talking to even though it happens to be one of her friends (lol. friend? ugh). Nope. Not gonna be that Batrisyia. I'm just gonna stay strong. I have my gurls and my family by my side. I don't need you. Fuck this shit.

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