So how have you been? Read my blog.
Just looking thru some old blog posts. And some stuff got me thinking..
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Because in 2009, I was naive. Got my heartbroken by the first guy I ever tried loving. End up I realise he's just a crush. I was a 13 year old kid, experimenting with different things. I met different people. In 2009, it was the first time of my life being a teenager. And, I was a confused girl.
Because in 2010, I thought I fell in love with another kid. I realize he's yet another crush. And then I met his bestfriend. Nah, I don't think he's just a crush. I think he's love. Like, my first love. And in 2010, I figure out what it's like to be special. But family problems was a big issue to me. I was still, a kid.
Because in 2011, I was in love. And being in love, is a painful and beautiful experience. I suffered heartaches for the first time, I made sacrfices, I made new friends. In 2011, I look down on myself - cos I thought I was a fat kid. Demoralized, insecurity, never-good-enough. In 2011, I got my heartbroken into a million pieces.
In 2012, I got back with old friends. I got my family back. I realize who's always there and who isn't. I found out about the liars. I found out who I really trust. Trust, there's some people I enjoy hanging out with and only so few I trust. And until now, I'm still learning how to let go. I'm still learning how to cope with studies, friendship, and how to move on. But I'm half way there..
XOXO
p/s: This is so random but I just wanna show you all that from 2009-2012..
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I BECAME THINNER! HAHAHA
why so serious?! :-) I'm always keeping a smile on my face. You should too! P-P-PEACE \\//
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