The passing crush
I thought I'd never get this feeling back. Yknow? Those feelings you get when you first like someone. The nervousness. The spazzing. The silent screaming with your girls. I thought it'd never happen again because of mmm. But it did! And i'm glad it did. It happened. But then, it kinda suck cos when you finally decided to open up again and give someone a chance.. it just don't work out. It's like, you gave someone a chance and poof! - gone. It's more like, giving a kid an ice-cream and then when he's about to take a bite, you snatch it in his bloody face. Yknow, that kind of shit. It's more like disappointing really. Like when you finally finally finally thought 'hey, i'd give this a go. I'd give this a chance. I'd try this out.' then no, just no, just no. It's more like I'm really really really just disappointed. And then I remind myself that good things come to those who wait. Trying to look at the positive side of this situation I'm currently facing. Oh look, there's no positive side. Or maybe there is? That H asked about me? That he still thinks I'm too young? ha ha but still, surprising that he remembers 'Norita's friend that likes me' hahaha
So forget about it. Go with the flow. For ___, uhuh he's just a passing crush.. Or is he? hmm still upset and disappointed.
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