"When you're young, everything feels like the end of the world"
You know what sucks? That the tears can't stop flowing.. what sucks is that heart-sinking feeling in your chest when you just miss someone. What's worst is you can't let the person know, you don't have the rights to let the person know and the person don't even know it. I guess what really destroy me the most is that I had that chance, a few months back, and I didn't took it because i'm just too dumb grieving over the wrong person, waiting for the wrong person when he's right there staring back at me. Maybe it's just god's way of letting me know how he felt? Regret. I need to stop breaking down because I can't miss someone who isn't mine eh, really it's just so wrong to miss someone this bad it's just so wrong to cry or get jealous when I see them. It's just so wrong. I need to be happy for myself and for them. I need to let go. Damn it.
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