What Bat Said

I just want you to care a little.

Hi there, whoever you are. I just feel so down. I have to blog this out. Hopefully it knocks some sense into the people I want to knock some sense into. I'm not really sure how much I mean to someone individually, but if you're someone who truly means alot to me (as a bestfriend or a goodfriend etc.) and if i cry for you then you should know you are so darn important to me and it hurts to know that we're actually losing each other. I hate the fact that people always take advantage of the fact that I'll always be there for them.. When you meet someone along the way you just forget the old ones? And you don't know how it feels like to finally feel like giving up on a friendship that you've built for so many years.. and you don't know how it feels like to always be the one who has to say "Hey, i think something's wrong.. we need to talk." You know. It really hurts to see myself and a few friends drift away. The people who meant so much to me the year before can just NOT talk for months. Or like when you already have someone you fall in love with and you just forget to  share the joy with your old friend.. I would love to hear you talk about whoever you fall in love with but I wouldn't want you to prioritize them instead of me.. i wouldn't want you to prioritize anyone. I would love if you could balance between friends and lover. I would really appreciate if you could show me how important I am to you, in terms of friendship. It's sad because I feel like i'm the only one feeling the loss of something so important and I just want to go up to the person and remind them of how much they mean to me, but do I mean the same way they do? I wish everyone knew how to balance between friends and lover.. or that people would never forget the old friends after they met the new ones. Everyone meets new friends along the way right? It's just sad to know that perhaps you don't mean as much to these bunch of friends, as compared to how much they mean to you.