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Saturday, May 11, 2013

Drift, drift, drift 

Poly's awesome but what I miss are all my old friends. Honestly can feel some changing, and others are just drifting.... I hate the feeling of drifting away from people I really care about. It makes me sad. And I hate how we're all so far apart from each other. Blame the distance of the school. And the fucking assignments and projects not forgetting the upcoming commitments I'm gonna put myself into. I miss catching up with old friends and I just don't like the feeling of drifting away from them. It's always like this.. sooner or later we'll just build a wall between each other and what if it won't be the same like last time anymore? I love school and my classmates are pretty okay.. but I miss my old bestfriends so much........ :-( Helpless. I feel so helpless. And I miss you guys so much. I feel so bad I might need to cancel alot of next week's plans because of commitments in school. I don't know how to describe this heavy-hearted feeling. Maybe it's PMS. But I really miss all of you so much. Perhaps I have reached the gayest stage a gaybat can ever reach. But I'm being really emotional right now. And I think there's just some other stuff running through my head right now that's affecting my mood... I actually think it might be something I saw on twitter lol okay forget it. 

On a good note, I got accepted to Baracuda Batucada. :-) 
Bye! 

xoxo

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