Stop chasing.
Hi there. Just a short update cos I'm tryna clear the pictures from my phone so bear with me. :-)
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Taken @ Arab St. with mummy.
This is the bomb, oh i swear to you! No but really it really is. Everytime I go Vivo, I'll be sure to stop by Bagus for their Tom yum yum yum! It's really nomnomlicious, I can't describe the joy I feel eating this hahaha. But it's probably too much for one person - It's better if you share it heh.
Spend a lovely time with mummy and she's so much, better now I guess? We're much closer now and I can talk to her about anything and everything. I feel so blessed to have her by my side but certain days I can't help but think that as I grow older, she's not getting any younger.. and I think of things I don't want to like what if she's gone one day.... And what about my dad. He's really the best. But I'm always so rude to him, it just happens. I don't know why. I feel so guilty after raising my voice to him all the time. I'm not a perfect daughter but I'm trying to be. I want to make them proud. And I hope they'll live to a ripe old age - old enough to watch me get married and have kids. Old enough for me to repay them everything they've given me. Gosh, this is making me emotional. lol but only He knows how much I love them both eventhough I don't quite show it and rn all I think about is having fun with my friends. I love you ibu and ayah :-(
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Cycling @ East Coast Park! :-)
wtf how can she be so gorgeous I can't even........
Alif's like really my boyf for the day pls! He really took care of me my gosh. So sweet! And so fucking tall. The fuck is in his genes?! HAHAHA but he's really nice like how he waited for me because I'm always the last girl at the back. So touched!
Missed this bitch so much hehehe so much love for her, and I can't wait to meet her hot boyf!
I can't even... she's too... omg... Anyone wants her number?
Hehehe yayz good food nomnomnom! The cereal prawn was a scam though. Mother fuckaaaaa albeit it tasted so good but 16 bucks for 6 prawns you kidding moi?! I'm gonna learn how to cook those and we don't need to go ECP for those shit anymore hehehe but really though, the food was awesome. :-)
Had a wonderful time with them hehehe so much joy and laughter. Not forgetting the epic moments. I just hope 5 years down the road.. or when we're older, we won't end up like the people we mentioned in our conversations. All I know is blood is forever thicker than water and yep, appreciate our family guys. :-)
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That's all. I'm planning to make lots of vlogs once I actually have a proper digital camera. Just a YTube channel for myself to share with others so probably 10 years down the road, I'll watch back all my videos and laugh at all the silly things I did. :-) Saving up for a camera rn!!!!!! Please, just one with good cam and mic quality so I can record awesome vlogs and make covers as and when I want.
p/s: Am I the only one who has considered quitting school? lol and can i just lose 5 more kg? It's so stupid to be weighing this heavy when I'm just fucking 156cm. Yes, I love myself but I'm just not happy with myself. And like yeah, these are just one of those days I get so fucking demoralized so freaking quickly hahahaha it's okay no one shall understand no one will understand. Trust me when I say i'm not fishing for compliments. Seriously, just hate myself for eating so much... one cookie makes me guilty as fucking shit i can't even. Can someone please give me some of their high metabolism so I can eat as much as I want and still not be fat hahaha.
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