You wonder if you'd make it out alive
That's the thing about me. When something, that i believed strongly was a miracle, happened.. I just expect for more. I shouldn't. My bad.. gosh, Bat just stop expecting. In fact, I should be thankful it happened. So, I should stop expecting because these "miracles" happens once in awhile so just forget it. Shit, empty feeling building up again. Fine, empty feelings are fine. But don't make me tear up over the same reason again. I should be thankful of everything and for that moment I got back even if it's for such a short while.
Ugh, every night I remind myself this pain will be worth it one day.
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