What Bat Said

 Can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I'll never leave

Quick blog update. Just feel like expressing my thoughts all of a sudden. It's been a long time since I've actually had a 'heart-to-heart-talk-with-myself' session. But, well..

Couple of times I asked myself like, what did I ever do to deserve all this happiness.. I mean, i'm grateful and thankful but I don't think.. ah, ya just. I don't even know. But most importantly, I'm never turning back. Ever. I went through that storm and along the way, I danced in the rain.. and now I'm here. So i'm never turning back ever, i'm just so thankful for everything that's happened. I can never really express how blessed I am to have someone like him. I never thought that I would ever fall in love again but, I did. It happened. And i watched it all begin again. And the feeling is just amazing. Being in love is just so amazing. 'Cos if you're in love then you're the lucky one..' And I can never say this enough but I'm so so so blessed to have him, like yeah it's too early and all that shit people always say but I know. I just know. And I'm not saying this to sound cheesy and shit but I mean it, like I just know. It's what my heart says. I just am affirmative about this.

And I'm especially thankful to the people who watched me go through that storm and catch me whenever i fall. I really really sincerely wanna thank you guys for always being there. For all those late night conversations, for pushing me through, for telling me to hold on, for being wonderful listening ears, for lending me a shoulder to cry on because I cried and cried and I just never stop crying over the same reasons - feeling so pathetic and shit, for reminding me to always be the better person, for teaching me how to love someone sincerely. Because I think this is an even greater reward than what I thought I would receive from all the things that I've been through. But I really couldn't have done it without you guys, you really know who you are.. I'm so blessed to have all of you. Thank you.. so much.

Blessed. I think life has finally gained back its meaning. :-)

I can't imagine being anywhere else but here. 

xx