What about us, about everything we've been through?
Hi there! Haven't really gotten the chance to wish all my fellow friends a Happy Hari Raya! Hope Ramadhan has been a great month for all of you (it sure was for me) and hope all of you get richer ya kekeke :-) So, Raya isn't really as fun as last year's. Unsure why, just feels weird. hmm
1st day: Turquoise was my colour. What was yours? Yep, that's a dreamcatcher at one side of my ears. mmhmm mad cuteness ;-)
2nd day: Black with glitter under the eyes. Well, a girl never gets enough of herself so, enjoy! :-*
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Raya isn't anything special actually. Perhaps cos in between there's examination and all those crap. So, school's been...
Anyway, English Os Oral is over - i screw it. Cried the moment I walked out of the bloody room. Bad vibes I tell you, bad vibes. Honestly, if I were to be an oral examiner, I would smile and listen and nod and show how delightful I am to hear what a student has to freaking say eventhough I was actually bored or something.
Yeah, did fine with reading and picture. But conversation? I didn't elaborate at all. At all. Atleast I answered all of them. And the lowest one can get for oral is a merit... hmm let's hope I'll get that merit. Gosh, bat, it's just talking for god's sake! :-(
Anyway, it was Farihin's bday so I'm proud to say: Welcome to the club girlfriend! :-* I think i wished her late but, it's okay hahaha i'm sure this girl would forgive me hahaha well, thank god she found her happiness back, alhamdulillah. ;-)
Soccer practice today. Realised how much of a potato I was. Yep, potato is the right word - batato. Baibai :-)
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p/s: I thought I said I wanted to give up? Someone remind me to give up. I knew it. This heavy heart, this uneasy feeling. Just cos of that.. thing.. ugh why why why Bat, why do you always do things that doesn't make you happy?! Why do stuff that only makes you sad because you know it's never gonna happen ever again? :-( Why work so hard for a sad ending? Why bat bat bat bat whyyyyy. I knew this would happen, and it only does everytime I'm in my room.. alone. Ughhh, frustration mode: ON *pulls hair* *bangs head* *rips pillows* :-( Why is He taking a little too slow granting this.. small.. prayer. Shit, i'm being selfish. Note to self: Good things come to those who wait. Patience is a virtue. Bat, bat, bat - just forget it. It'll never happen.. atleast not now. So try to, just try to push it aside.
I like you. I like you, alot. Even after.. everything.
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