Life sucks.
I really can't wait to write that long letter. The truth. The risk. The confessions. The happiness. The sadness. The final meet up. Just can't wait to dump my true feelings in there. What a risk, what a huge risk. Some risk I'm willing to make, some risk i'm willing to take. Why oh why take the risk if that person means the world to you? I don't know. I don't want to regret like I did earlier this year. I don't want to make the same mistake. Sometimes, if it just meant to be, it will be. I will do it.
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Fari told me, "Why grieve over the same person over and over again. While you're grieving, how many people are dying? How many babies are born? Why are you spending your time grieving over something when you are given another day to live?" Why is this girl soooo deep. Hahaha, i didn't know she was sucha deep person. Deep and crazy, o yes she is.
I spent the past hour walking around Bukit Panjang with Zwt and Fari, singing songs, cheering each other up because it's such a sad night. I feel lonely. Are you lonely? I didn't know I was lonely until someone told me I was. Ever felt like your heart just sink every.. single.. night? Painful isn't it? And there's nothing you can do but to wait for time to tell you the answer.
God must have a reason why all this is happening to me. Fate.
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