I'm sorry I lied.

I have never thought that letting go could be so painful. But i tell everyone I'm over you. And I lied. Again. Been going on for a few weeks now. But it's okay. One day it will get in my head. And hopefully, my heart. But I was honestly the happiest when I was with you and I wish you knew. And after a year of not talking, when we finally met again.. didn't it felt like how it was before? Did you felt what I felt.. or was it just me? It really sucks when I listen to songs and urgency overwhelms me before the tears flow. The thing about you dear, wasn't about the presents you gave me or the sweet things you do, it was the feeling I had when I was with you that no one else could ever replace. I honestly wish someone could though.. so all this emotional pain could stop. And I finished learning this particular song I've always wanted to play for you when we were together. I'm sorry I wasn't able to. 'But maybe one day, we may meet again in the future.' Right? God's willing. I miss you so much. I miss you so so much.