What Bat Said

Right when everything's falling into place. I felt something missing. And I wish i didn't feel its absence at all because I thought I was so over missing you but here I am. Right? It's just 12.55AM bat, this is too early for those over-thinking fucks and all the bullshits that runs in my head through the night every single day. I want this feeling to be gone so bad. And I want to move on. But i can't and i do not know why. Am I not trying hard enough? How exactly do you move on from someone. I know, it's the fate He puts me in when he made me go through this pain and made me think of lsdjalksj every night but I wish it stopped because gosh, I'm so tired. It is emotionally draining me. And it is draining away my happiness. And I just don't want to feel miserable thinking of that one person that makes me feel like the world's most pathetic girl. What a loser, bat. What a loser. When will I ever heal?