I wish someone could.. This means alot to me. But nobody understands. How much he meant to me. How much I really wanna make it work. How much light he brought to my day. I've never been so happy in my life. I was so broken since 3 years ago.. he gave me so much strength. And faith. To believe in myself. He made me love me for who I am inside. He make me so happy, I just want everyone to know how much I love him so much. Nobody understands, this feeling I have. He's like the sun and the moon, and the rain that waters the garden in my heart. And nobody ever understands this. Nobody understands how much time we have left. How I'm so afraid of the future but he's the only one that keeps me going and constantly reminds me to be strong for the both of us. Do you know how much time I have left? Do you? NO. No you don't. Nobody understands. I feel so confined from being happy. I feel so suffocated. And this feeling 4 years ago is coming back. And I really just don't want it to come back. And when it does I know it's gonna be back for a long time.. But nobody understands this torment, or fatigue in me. And nobody understands how much I love him. And how little time I have left with him. Nobody. Will. Ever. Understand.
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